choclatez's Journal

where is My Quizilla?! i dont know what do my friends publish and i dont really know how to make new creations and messages!

where are the layouts?! i wasreally happy that Quizilla led us put layouts and such for our homepages and our creations! what about the creators of the layouts? they must've been really upset and really sad...

where are my Creations?! they're damn gone! my stories thati wrote since a year ago!!

where is Penny?! she's been a logo for years! i missed her!

where is the Menu Bar?! its easier than the scroll-down menu bar!

and its like everyone's moving to Mibba because Quizilla changes. i move, but not to Mibba. but still, i moved, to freewebs.

...ihate the new Quizilla. i am against the new Quizilla.

BRING THE OLD QUIZILLA BACK!!

1 They're so darn complicated
2 It hurts a lot
3 It's driving me crazy
4 It changes me, not a lot though

I actually love it being in love, but somehow these days love is a really complicated subject for me.

Well, I like this guy. His name is Patrick. We're not just ordinary classmates but not bestfriends; you can say we're kinda close. I like him a lot.

And then these days I'm really close with a guy named Kevin. He really cares about me, though we never met. We met at the internet and start to chat in MSN. He's a really nice guy.

I can feel Kevin's interested with me; he shows it. And honestly I'm kinda interested with Kevin too. Kevin's more caring than Patrick; Patrick's really careless. And this confuses me. It's like 45% I like Patrick and 55% I like Kevin. I keep on denying that, I mean, I cant be in love at 2 guys at the same time?!

i have, let's say, a gang. it consists of 4 members, including me. the name's ASU (a secret untitled), our girl friend Prinka named it. before it is ASU it was Untitled. the gang's a secret because we have a lot of friends and we dont want them to spread rumors about us. lets meet the members, shall we?

Prinka: the person who gave the idea of the gang. four of us were walking together at lunch after term test and she suddenly said, "lets make a gang!". she likes the leader of student council.
Me, Dinda: the listener (well, kinda). four of them tell a lot of stories to me, especially Mathieu and Prinka. i like Patrick :)
Mathieu [read just like you read Matthew]: the one that uses swearing most of the time. the girl he likes is between Chelsea and Finna.
Geraldo: the one that's kinda annoying, but we enjoy hanging out with him. doesnt like anyone, yet.

we just formed today, March 3. and here's the problem:
this evening Mathieu called me. he said Chelsea said 'like' to him, but he doesnt want to accept her yet. he's not sure he likes her, he realized it yesterday. i dont know what kind of answer he gave to Chelsea.

few hours later he text messaged me. i didnt understand, so i called him instead. he said Geraldo called him and they talked about Chelsea. after they were done, Geraldo said, "Chelsea listens to us."

Mathieu was surprised and really angri at the same time. he immediately hung up.

before i study for my term test tomorrow, Mathieu talked to me about it. i said, "you better tell Geraldo you dont like what he did instead of ignoring him." he said he'll try.

Prinka and I were not really believe in Geraldo at the first time, because he forces people to tell secrets. but Mathieu, he thinks about what are we hiding from him but he doesnt force us.

Geraldo has just afford our trust, and now he lost half of it.

-8.24 PM, March 3rd-

I watched MCR concert last night. Dont ask, it's really amazing. Here's the deets:

I'm in the place where the concert held [JCC] at 6.30 PM. I waited for my friend [Rakhi] and her friend [Elyn] for 30 minutes. I was worried because I was afraid I couldnt see them and have to watch the concert by myself, gladly I saw them.

After Elyn and I introduced ourselves, we walked in the building. But first we ran inside the toilet because we cant stand the umm, you know. I met my 4th grade bestie in there, we hugged and chit-chat a bit. Too bad she's in tribune, Rakhi, Elyn and I were festival.

We went inside the room where the concert was held. We cant be in the front line, because it's for VIPs. My EX-crush was in VIP, shit.

After 30 minutes of waiting, the lights went off and we all cheered. The concert started at 8 PM. The first song was 'This is How I Disappear'. Gerard shouted "JAKARTAA!" before he sang.

Gerard is more handsome than in medias. In medias he's more like girlish [I dont mean to insult him]. His voice is amazingg. Too bad he didnt interact with the crowd too much. He rolled on the stage at the end of the song 'Sleep'. He led the crowd sang along with him.

Mikey's hotter if he doesnt use hair gel and let his hair down. WAAY hotter ;P

Frankie's REALLY CUTE, omg. He's the only one who didnt wear black last night. He wore white-ish grey for the torso and black for the sleeves. He wore long sleeves last night.

Ray's an amazing guitarist. Rakhi and Elyn were laughing at Ray's fro [sorry, Ray ;P] But I didnt laugh as hard as them, I got used looking at fros [Joe Troh's. I've watched FOB 23rd September '07.]

Bob had his hair long now. I didnt notice it was him :/

After one and a half hour, they brought 'Famous Last Word', which was the last one. Gerard said, "Thank you Jakarta! We'll come back again!" And the lights of the stage went off and then the main lights went on. The crowd said, "Aww, noo!" After screaming "We want more, we want more" they didnt show up. Meh.

One funny thing; when the keyboardist playing the piano of 'Cancer' the crowd started to sang. After some lines, then Gerard just started to sang! Me and my friends laughed at our [and the crowd's] stupidity.

After the concert ended, me and my friends went out the building and bought some posters. There's only about Rp. 28.000 or $3 and 50 cents left in my wallet! NOO!

Over all the concert was really amazing. Too bad we didnt have backstage passes. I'll wait them to come back. I lost half of my voice because I was screaming everytime.

For videos check out: www.youtube.com/silverglow23

[R.M.C] wont sound familiar to you, it just formed in 28th December '07, which was yesterday.

[R.M.C] stands for Room Mates Club. It's a new one-shot club made by me. I'm pretty busy taking care of people that are applying, but that doesnt mean I quit/hiatus on writing my stories. I hella love writing.

In the past 24 hours, [R.M.C] has 9 roommates, 7 affies, and 3 pending roommates. Wow. I dont believe it, it's like a BOOM! Get it?

Gah. I just realized I'm advertising in my journal. Meh.

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mom is mad at me. and it's friggin not my fault!


how it was happened:

mom promised to her sisters to go to my grandparents (which is her parents) grave at 8. i was up at 7.45 and ready at 8, she was too. now we only have to wait for my sister. me and my mom went first inside the car waiting for her. after few minutes of waiting, mom drove off to the grave where her parents were buried.

when we were there, there were no signs of her sisters, and my cousins. mom called one of my cousins and she said they left us because we were too late. (it was 9.45)

mom turned out really angry and drove off back home. she parked the car on the driveway and waiting me and/or my sister to go out from the car, none of us did. mom drove again to a supermarket near our neighborhood and left us inside the car when she bought some things.

when she was finished shopping, i was thinking she wasnt mad anymore. but i was wrong, i knew it when she drove away. she wasnt talking to us, even when we're home.

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now she still isnt talking to us, i'm really sad. it was my sister's fault, if she didnt take too much time to get prepared, it wont be like this.

its friggin not my fault, why she was angry at me? i really want to say sorry to her, but i'm not good with words. i know i make some good stories with some nice words, but in real life i dont talk like that.

there is an awkward silence between us when we were eating lunch. i absolutely hate awkwards.

anyone knows the best way to say sorry to her, not just with words?

semester exam holiday has been really boring since last Friday. its only 4 days but i've gotten really bored.


anyway, i saw a brochure today at a music store.

MCR IS COMING TO TOWN ! wheeee ! errh, but not this month, actally. its the end of January.


umm, who cares ? they're still coming here ! woot ! i've got obsessed with them since i was in 5th grade. finally.


festival is Rp. 450.000 (around US$ 50, maybe?) and tribune is Rp. 600.000 (around US$ 66, perhaps).


the normal price is Rp. 500.00 and Rp. 650.000 (around US$ 55 and US$ 72, probably.)


i must have the ticket before 21st December, or the price will be the normal price ! if i wanna buy the normal-priced ticket, i gotta beg my dad for it, and i really dont want it.


i hope my bestfriend can come to the concert, if she cant, with whom should i watch the concert ? my sister is still in Malaysia and she's back the day after. pfft.


wish me luck for the ticket ! =]

seriously, i'm really desperate for banners ! can someone kindly make me a banner for any of my stories, either it's finished or still active.

but i'm really looking for someone that kindly wanna make me a banner for my Gerard Way and Pete Wentz story.

so, anyone ?

i was in Ory's house today with Prinka. we were walking around her neighborhood in the evening. when we passed a kindergarten school, there's a JHS guy with his 2 friends.


Ory was wearing pink t-shirt that time, so the JHS guy shouted, "Pink! Pink! *whistles*". we were kinda scared so we ran off from the darn place. we thought we lose them, but we had a wrong thought. they were following us, and we were really scared so we ran again as fast as we can. i was breathless, really breathless. thank God i'm healed from my asthma. usually in P.E i can't run that fast in a long time. but for my own safety, i don't think about how tired i was. all i think was how to save me and my friends from those guys, or how to protect my friends from those guys.


Prinka chose some random paths in Ory's neighborhood and it's actually our first time visiting her house, but amazingly all of Prinka's chosen paths were right, it brought us back to Ory's house. thank God those guys lose us. i really thanked when we were back home safe.

okay. this was what happened today, all of them are related with my crush x)

1.
I was walking to the admission building in the school and i was talking to my friend until i realized my crush were walking next to me, eating ice cream. he 'accidentally' bumped my shoulder and didn't move. all i do was widened my eyes and moved further than him, too shy. and then i regretted it, why did i moved further to him !

2.
i was practicing a drama with my classmates and i am a teacher and my crush is a bad student in the story. in the end of the story he'll turn into a good student. in the end, i was walking inside the 'class' and when i was standing in front of the 'teacher's table' my crush were smiling, more like smiling AT me ! moi !

3.
after i practiced the drama with my classmates. my friends and i were waiting for our parents to pick us up. there were only me, my 3 friends, my crush, and his 2 friends. one of his friends were teasing me so i punched him playfully but angrily. and thanks to his friend, i were able to talk to my crush and HE gave me a RESPOND and he TEASED me ! MOI ! usually he doesnt when he's with his OTHER friends.

...ohmygodiamsohappythisdayhessoooooooooooocuteandiloveditwhenheteasedme ;)