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Missouri loves company
- Member since
- Sep 4th, 2007
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- Oct 15th, 2009
About Me
January 16th, 2009 - Hey I'm still Laura and I'm almost never here. I'm pretty much a total Mibba convert, which still is a little sad. I love cake and dreadlocks and pretty eyeshadow. The Ryan Sequel has begun. You think you know, but you have no idea. READ IT. LOVE ME.
Newest Creations
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Ryan Ross // Diamonds and Coal // Sequel (4) |
5.00 |
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Ryan Ross // Diamonds and Coal // Sequel - 03 |
5.00 |
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Ryan Ross // Diamonds and Coal // Sequel - 02 |
5.00 |
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Ryan Ross // Diamonds and Coal // Sequel - 01 |
5.00 |
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(Pete Wentz) Headaches and Bad Luck (Sequel) 05 |
5.00 |
Friends
Latest Journal Entry
November 8, 2008
Two Grey Hairs and a Whimsical Dream
I am making a conscious effort these days to be more optimistic. Though I have become a realist somewhere along the way and am unsure if such a time ever really exsisted, I have to tell you that I miss the days when optimism was effortless. In any case, I will definately give it the good old To-Poor-For-College Try.I've come to a place where I can no longer run from myself, and I think I like it. It's the place where in your waking hours you push all that you know you're meant to do in life so far away from you that it begins to surface in your dreams every night in a new and more interesting way. When you've tried so long to be something you're not that eventually the facade comes crashing down around you and there is nothing you can do to stop it.
I knew it was coming, and I was afraid, but now that it's upon me I see that there was no reason to fear the inevitable truth. I am who I am. I like what I like. And no, I don't care what you think. Not today, anyways.
I will never have a job title I can brag to my friends about, I will never be exceedingly wealthy, and I might never get married and have children. But I can tell you honestly that I am okay with all of this, even if that might make you uncomfortable. These are not points to pity.
There is a line between my life and yours (and I'm not even entirely sure who I am adressing here) and I would love it if you didn't compare the paths our respective lives have taken, are taking currently, and will take in the future. We may have been through many of the same things, but please do not pretend to relate, because I have never claimed to understand the complexity of your emotions.
I am choosing to be happy on my own terms, and if you try to help, I will probably only frustrate you in your efforts. Just accept whoever shows up, and I will do my best to do the same. One day, if you're lucky (and I'm drunk) I might tell you what is really going on.
Lots of love.
Daily Horoscope
Nov 8th, 2009
Read Full HoroscopeCapricorn
Your energy levels are bouncing around all over the place and keeping you guessing. Try not to worry if you slow down to a stop at some point -- you should speed right back up again before too long.
