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top 10 awesome bands |
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The Vegetable Knife 00 (warning: gory) [PROLOGUE] |
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My Poem of Hate (sorta gory) |
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how will you die? |
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How sick-minded are you? (on a scale of 1-5) |
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Latest Journal Entry
August 14, 2006
death at twentyfour.
journal...i'm supposed to be happy and carefree... that's my reputation. but the truth is i'm not. only one person knows that and she lives away from me. far away.
we talked today. on the internet. she wanted to die at twentyfour, and i said i'd die with her. she wants to poison herself. and so do i. she is my best friend and i'll do anything for her.
we wondered today. on the internet. what does it feel like, to have your body rot into the ground? to be covered with tiny bugs, feeding off your flesh? and then to have soil to mix in with your body, and nothing left but dry bones?
i believe in heaven. she does too. we want to go to heaven, we don't want to stay here. but what if it doesn't exist? what if it's just all over? what if we go to hell instead? at least i wont be lonely when i die. i will be with a friend, and if i go to hell, i would go with a friend, and if i just decay, i will decay with a friend, and if stray on the earth as a ghost, i will stray with a friend, and if i go to heaven, i'll be happy with a friend.
what more can i ask for? so... death at twentyfour. i promised. something i can finally make a decision in, because no one will stop me.
do i have problems?
maybe i do.
what if she betrays me?
and doesn't drink the poision?
but i trust her.
i hope she trusts me.
