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“Cause there are some nights I hold you close Pushing you to hold me, oh Begging you to lock me up And never let me see the world Some nights I live in horror of The people on the radio Tea parties and twitter I’ve never been so bitter And you, why you wanna stay? Oh my god, have you listened to me lately? Lately I’ve been going crazy And you, why you wanna stay? Oh my god, have you listened to me lately? Lately I’ve been fucking crazy” -Fuη.
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March 2, 2012
Chiropractor & Corrective Therapy...Eh. *shrug*
Looks like my horrid birthday present came early this year. A few weeks too early. T_T Well, I went to the chiropractor on Tuesday because after eight days, my neck and shoulder were killing me. I couldn’t move my neck to either side, look down or up that much and my shoulder was stiff and had gone up a few notches.
So, he took some x-rays, felt around and then yesterday, I went back to see what was wrong. Apparently, I have a subluxation. A stage one or something of it. It’s were the fluid in your spine, that cushions the bone, the vertebrae, is fading and the spine is in angels that it shouldn’t be and the nerves that come from the brain and out of the spine that go to the rest of your body are being pinched and smooshed later on.
The said that it’s been going on for a while now and most likely happened when I had a fall. The only fall I can think of was when I fell out of the swing, the chain broke, and I broke my foot. I landed on my back and it was hard enough, I’m sure that it could have done something to my spine then.
But apparently, it’s serious and bad. Were my neck is suppose to be curved, it’s straight. It’s supposed to be curved and at this zero degrees, and mine is at forty one degrees instead of zero. And my spine is slightly crooked, it goes off to the right a little and my right shoulder is twenty degrees higher than my left shoulder.
Most likely, this is the reason I feel like shit all the time. My nerves were being pinched and my spine is out of whack, making the signals that the nerves give out, to be less and less. This is problem why I have some many headaches, migraines, depression, lack of sleep, fatigue, stomach problems, female problems, eating problems (my jaw clicks all the time), aches, arm and leg pains, heart pain, chest pain, difficult breathing and the stinging pain in my chest that doesn’t let me breath. And it all make sense now: if the nerve that controls my breathing is being pinched and the signal is getting messed up, then that would cause me to loose control of my breathing and my lungs.
So, my chiropractor gave me a chart of the spine, the nerves that control what and the symptoms. Out of the eight categories, the eight categories on the chart with the nerves, their function, what they control and what the symptoms are if the nerves are hurt, I have five of them. Apparently, he wrote that there are eleven things wrong with me. There are eight nerves that he circled that I have problems with and then three things that he wrote on the bottom of the page that I have no idea what they are. Something OCC, RH, and LH. I’ll have to ask him about that when I go back Monday.
So on this chart, all my symptoms are there. The difficulty breathing, heart problems, fatigue, female problems, lack of sleep, eating and stomach problems. EVERYTHING. Everything I was having pains and trouble with, is caused because of my spinal problems.
Alright, good news. I can be repaired. I feel like Frankenstein. But anyways, yesterday, he popped my back and neck all together four times. And to tell you the truth, it didn’t hurt, but I was afraid. But afterwards, it felt better. Except for the headache and the throbbing pain at the base of my head because that is the worst place I have right now. The funny thing is, when he took my head in his hands and dragged me a little across the table by my head and then slowly turned it to the right, because I couldn’t turn it to the right, and then he twisted it and it popped, my mum screamed. It was hilarious. But it didn’t hurt. It felt sooooo much better after he popped it. I could move my head and shoulder and neck again~! But then after a few hours, it started to hurt like he said it would.
But the game plan is this: I have to go see him like seventy four or seventy six times in a year. Yeah. Long time. But I have to go for like two months I think, three times a week. Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays to have him align my spine and teach me exercises to try and get the curve back in my neck and correct my posture. I’ll get this pillow and this exercise pillow thingy to help build up my neck and try and get everything back the way its suppose to be. It’s going to be a LONG time, but eventually, I’ll just have to see him once a week. But I’ll have to go to the chiropractor the rest of my life because of this. There are only four stages he showed us and the last one, with the spine that didn’t have any fluid in between the vertebrae, it was dead. Yeah. The bone was on bone and the nerves were completely pinched and that means: no signal to the organs and whatever the nerve is suppose to function. Which means you could have a heart attack, have difficult breathing: something life threatening.
Ok. I think I’ve explained everything. It’s serious, I could die from this if I don’t do something about it, and I’ll have to do exercises and see my chiropractor almost every single day. But they’re all such great and nice people there. :3 I just…I don’t want to hurt anymore. And this is the reason my body is in such bad shape. I mean, I’m not fat, I’m skinny, I eat right, but somehow, my neck and spine just got out of alignment and I’ve got a form of subluxation and I have to get it fixed if I want to live a good and long life. Maybe now, my douche bag father will treat me better. But the first thing he said when I showed him the nerves that the chiropractor had circled that is wrong with me, he said this: “So if I have pain in my lower back, it’s probably this nerve here, huh?” Really? Your going to ask me that and put all the attention on you when I just found out how serious this is? I was in tears these past few days from hearing that I could die and what could happen to me and what would happen if I don’t get this fixed and corrected. Feh. But that’s my father for you. He’s selfish and only thinks about himself.
So, because of my spine, neck and some of the pain (I hope I don’t have pain every time he aligns me…I hope it’ll get better as I get used to it), I won’t be on the computer that much. It hurts me to sit here and type for a long period of time. I will most likely try and just be on here an hour or so at night. For answering messages, posting something and for some RP’s. I don’t want to be sitting, facing my computer so much when I’m in pain a lot. It’s not fun when my head is throbbing and my neck and gets stiff from sitting and typing so long. So to wrap this up: I won’t be on here much. But I’ll try to be.
And I want to thank all my friends. You know who you are. For being there for me and for your concern. It means a lot to know that I have friends like you. I may not have any in real life, but on the internet, I’ve got you guys. That’s all that matters. :3 Sorry this post was soooo much longer. I don’t normally type this much, but I had to get it all out. I know I left some of you hanging with what happened and I’m sorry about that. I’m alright, don’t worry, I’m getting everything fixed. It’s just going to take some time. But already, I can tell a difference. I’m still not sleeping and my pain is still there a little, mainly the soreness. But I have a little bit more energy and I feel a little bit more… “alive” because of him popping my neck and back. I can’t explain it that well, but my body doesn’t ache quite as much as it did.
I’m getting help and I’m going to get better. In the meantime, I’m still here and I’m not going anywhere. And I love you guys for being there for me. Thank you~! :3
Thought I'd put this picture of Lightning on here. I love her~ She's so pretty and cool~ :3
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May 27th, 2012
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