danceroflyoko's Journal

God i feel horrible! i haven't been on in ages!!! and I owe some really good friends on this site a real HUGE apology for ditching them in the middle of fanfiction tag team projects. I'm soooo sorry!! Fanfiction and writing aren't as predominate as they used to be. I'm much for active on deviantart since that is the site that might get me to finish my college portfolio XD.... old quizilla friends, please message and say hi! I feel terrible for a year long absence.....

ummmm... i checked my message box after like three months of not being on this site... holy crap!! 50 some-odd messages!! i'm sorry, i've been concentrating on my deviantART so much, that my stroies kinda took a back seat... no worries.. spring break is in about a week so, i'm gonna start up all my new stories that i've been planning to write......i hope........ just bare with me... ^^; lo siento (sorry) 

List of things i plan on updating:
my next book to love or alchemy
the next chapter with yugi-ohlover
new code lyoko story, white noise
answering all my messages (dreading that)

 you all should check out my Deviantart page

http://shadowalchemy.deviantart.com

i promise to get the fianl chapter up!!!! i've been crazy busy and i haven't been on quizilla only because priorities have changed and school/ dance comes first... sorry peeps... gonna be on alot during winter break!!

ok.. it sux and it was only  a test... but it's mine... watch it and give me pointers cuz i need help in the movie making department

new season of code lyoko whoot whoot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's about time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yess i get 2 see it 2morrow! i'm counting donw the hours! and i get a new eppie of yugioh gx!!! could a monday get any better...?

it's finally autum.... and as my luck would have it.... on the first day of fall, i'm at ballet and i do an perfect jump and land on my ankle all wierd, pulling (or possibly ripping) my calf muscle....... T.T i can walk on it, which is a good sign.... and it doesn't hurt as much, but it's a pain in the ass to walk down stairs....... so yeah, that's my new start to the fall season... by falling...... it's all wrapped in ace bandages right now..... no pointe for me for a while..... Crap! crap! Crap!!! this sucks!!! X( why?!?!?!?!?!?!

i get this feeling that no one's reading love or alchemy....... should i just stop???

YUGIOH gx will b back in a new season on the 21st of august!!! on miguzi at 5:30 pacific time ^^ *lyman: that's fantastic..... i might just come back!! ^^

i finally got asked on a date by my best guy friend jeremie! (what's funny is that he's exactly like code lyoko jeremie... luvs computers, wear's glasses) although i don't know if it's a date or not!! god! it's such a pain... what if i'm getting my hopes up for nothing??

u know that i'm leaving, but i'm really sad 2 go..... cause i don't wanna leave u guys! 4 a whole month? that's a long time in my books. anyway, rock on my ppl!
*sniffle* already crying..

the video has little conan edogawa doing a dance to a japanese song. >_< so cute! XD

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea. You became the light on the dark side of me. Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill. But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and The light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, The more I get of you, Stranger it feels, yeah. And now that your rose is in bloom. A light hits the gloom on the grave. There is so much a man can tell you, So much he can say. You remain, My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny. Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby? But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, the more I get of you Stranger it feels, yeah Now that your rose is in bloom. A light hits the gloom on the grave, I've been kissed by a rose on the grave, I've been kissed by a rose I've been kissed by a rose on the grave, ...And if I should fall along the way I've been kissed by a rose ...been kissed by a rose on the grave. There is so much a man can tell you, So much he can say. You remain My power, my pleasure, my pain. To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby. But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, the more I get of you Stranger it feels, yeah Now that your rose is in bloom, A light hits the gloom on the grave. Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey Ooh, the more I get of you Stranger it feels, yeah And now that your rose is in bloom A light hits the gloom on the grave Now that your rose is in bloom, A light hits the gloom on the grave.

so last night i get a call about 9ish at night. it turns out to be a boy that i had been really good friends with up untill i moved and we lost touch. he just calls after 3 long years. to make things worse, the boy that happens to be crushing on me found out from a friend of mine that loves to gosip and has the largest mouth ever. he doesn't say anything until today, when i was away from my phone (i was spending the day with him and some friends) and it rings when i gone. (i think i ran to the restroom or somethin') guess who answers the phone for me? yeah, the jelous friend. to make a long story short, when i came back, he told me who called and decided to become a third rate sherlock holmes and play 20 questions with me. he thinks that i like the long lost friend, but in truth he's the one who likes me! yeah, a couple years ago, he had announced his love to me, but i said i would rather stay friends with him. i did care about him. i wish my other jelous guy friend would just understand how this feels at the moment. it's a real pain knowing this might ruin the bond between him and me. and to add on to it, i like an other guy who is my other best guy friend but he also likes another girl who is one of my best gal friends! man, if ur confuzed at this point, well so am i... *sigh*

[Chorus:] I'm not the one who's so far away When I feel the snake bite enter my veins. Never did I wanna be here again And I don't remember why I came. Candles raise my desire. Why I'm so far away. No more meaning to my life, No more reason to stay. Freezing feeling, Breathe in, breathe in. I'm coming back again. [Chorus] Hazing clouds rain on my head. Empty thoughts fill my ears. Find my shade by the moon light. Why my thoughts aren't so clear. Demons dreaming. Breathe in, breathe in. I'm coming back again! [Chorus x4] Voodoo, voodoo, voodoo, voodoo. [Repeat] So far away... I'm not the one who's so far away... I'm not the one who's so far away... I'm not the one who's so far away...

i guess things could be worse. on the bright side, i passed my math final and got a C 2 end the semester. it's sad though, i stayed up literally all night thinking about this guy. he's my best friend and i really don't know what 2 do. i love him, but should i tell him? anywho, i'm going on a shopping trip 2morrow. this should make me feel better. good long dayz of shopping never hurt no one. *sigh*

so, i have like an ortho AND dentist appointment in one day. my friend convinced me 2 get red bands 4 my braces to represent the slifer dorm in GX. (NOT ALL 2 INTERESTING) and nowi have the song kissed by a rose stuck in my head! *sigh* that song makes me cry. so does the song mirror by barlow girl (and i usually hate christain music) those songs r the songs of my life. It makes me want a boyfriend sooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!! *one more sigh* -_- i'm kinda sad and depressed.... this is really bringing me down...