famouslstwords18's Journal

Ok, so I know that I haven't written anything for a REALLY long time.  To be honest, since I changed the names I have no inspiration anymore because when the charecters had their real names, I was able to connect directly with them and the ideas were flowing.  Now it's like I don't know them anymore.  I'm trying my best, but everything I write seems to really suck.  I DON'T want to give up on this story though because I worked on  it for so long. 
Also I still have no internet at home at this time and I have no clue when I'll be getting it again.
I know it's hard, but please try to remain patient with me.
~*~Arielle~*~

Ok... so I will be getting my story back soon, all I would need to do is change the names and change the pictures.  I really hate the fact that I have to go through and change the names when I have thirty chapters with the names as they are, but it's better than the alternative of NOT having them on here.  So here are the new names so that you don't have to go back and read through again.

Arielle Brooks- Marissa George (Model: Ashlee Simpson)
Kristin Adams- Cecelia Cardue (Model: Lauren Conrad)
Laura Wells- Raine Fauling (Model: Amy Lee)
Jeremy Bigham- Chris Collins (Model: Hayden Christensen)
Cody Abshire- Jason Laport (Model: Ashton Kutcher)
Quanisha Mcgregory- Shamika Masters (Model: Gabrielle Union)
Alex Sturtevant- Jenn Lexington (Model: Amanda Bynes)

Ok, so I have recieved a few messages about my story.  Apparently it was deleated by the Quizilla Moderator well I finally know why.  A lot of people thought that Laura had something to do with it.  I can now tell you that she did to an extent, but not the extent that everyone thinks.  As soon as I found out that they had been deleated I confronted her (in the phoning sense) and asked her if she was the one who e-mailed Quizilla because of what I did to her charecter in In Fate's Hands, she said that she DID email Quizilla, but not for that reason.  Apparently, Jeremy (the real one that I base my charecter off of) and Cody (the real one that I base my charecter off of) both found my story on here and freaked out.  They went to their drama teacher who also taught me when I was at their school and told her and she went to the assistant principal and they all e-mailed quizilla to get my entire story taken off.  Jeremy had a problem because in my story I have him cussing...... yeah.... and both of them were upset at the fact that I used their pictures and names.  I'm trying to get my story back under the condition that I change the pictures and the names because I spent way too much time on this story to let it all go to waste.  If I don't get it back (I know "GASP! NO!") I'll be starting up new completely original, non-fanfiction stories that I usually write, and I hope that my friends on here will comtinue to read them.

In Fate's Hands - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy
Pressure - Paramore
It's Far Better To Learn - Saosin
Up Against (Blackout) - Taking Back Sunday
Mr. Brightside - The Killers
There's a Class for This - Cute Is What We Aim For
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Big Girls Don't Cry (Personal)  Fergie
Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne
Welcome To The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance
Liar (It Takes One To Know One) - Taking Back Sunday
I'm With You - Avril Lavigne
The Taste of Ink - The Used
For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore
Bite to Break Skin - Senses Fail
Ever So Sweet - The Early November
Mobile - Avril Lavinge
Sorrow - Flyleaf
Misery Loves Its Company - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Misery Business - Paramore
Umbrella - Rihanna featuring Jay-Z
Breath - Breaking Benjamin
Love Like Winter - A.F.I.
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
The Ghost Of You - My Chemical Romance
U + Ur Hand - P!nk
Ghost Man On Third - Taking Back Sunday
The Phantom Of The Opera - Phantom Of The Opera
Far Away - Nickelback
Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self - P!nk
Too Little Too Late - JoJo
You're Cute When You Scream - Senses Fail
The Point Of No Return - Phantom Of The Opera
We Don't Care Anymore - Story of the Year
Defying Gravity - Wicked: Original Broadway Cast
I Can't Hate You Anymore - Nick Lachey
Blue And Yellow - The Used
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

So here's what's up....

I haven't talked to Laura and I won't be.  She and I ARE NOT ever going to be friends again. 

My first community theatre opens this weekend which I'm excited about,

My writer's block isn't as bad BUT I'm not going to be updating EITHER ONE of my stories until I know EXACTLY what I'm going to be doing.

I am now stage manager for Night of the Living Dead/A Ghost Story, Tyler, who is Laura's older brother, has a part but I do get along with him. Jeremy (yes, the same Jeremy Bigham that the charecter in In Fate's Hands is based off of) is also in it, and we have the same hate for each other that is frequently referred to and sometimes seen in the story.  But unlike in the story it is a REAL hatred and not a love/hate type of thing.  Is it ever going to change? Doubt it.

This is DEFINATLY going to be interesting.

Anyway, because I have that AND school AND family stuff AND a social life I have no idea when I'll be updating as soon as I get the chance and I know what's going to happen because I HATE writing something if I don't know for sure what is going to happen.  I still will be on Quizilla so I will be around to talk to and stuff.

~*~Arielle~*~
(famouslstwords18)

Hey everyone,

This is just a short message to give information on some things that have happened lately.  My (former) best friend Laura (Email: drowning_lessons22@hotmail.com) has ticked me of for the last time and we are no longer friends.  This is the third time that I have called off the friendship for similar reasons, and once you piss me off the third time you and I are through and there are no more chances.  It's not the fact that I lost HER as a friend, it's the fact that I lost A friend.  And yes I did go in and delete her quizilla.  This is because I was the one who stayed up all night long, missing class the next day AND not being able to update, to make her homepage, her cbox, and fix her settings because she didn't know how to.  AND then I was the one who took another two to three hours out of my time updating to show HER how to make story chapters for her to never want to update because "it took too long" when in reality she was copying and pasting a story that she already finished on another website.  If she wants another quizilla so bad then she can make it herself.

That along with a lot of other shit that's been going on lately has pushed me and pushed me to where I even doubt my writing.  I have what I think in my mind is a completely original and interesting plot for a Harry Potter genre fanfiction, and a lot of people have agreed that they like the story.  However every chapter has been really bad so far.  (YES Alex, they HAVE) They are WAY too short and not at ALL what I want them to be.  In Fate's Hands has also been affected.  I'm leaving things out that should be in specific chapters that I WANT to keep in so instead of going back and redoing the chapter I cram it in the next one and in that process rush that section.  I HATE feeling rushed and I HATE the feeling that something can be better than it actually is. 

Because of this I have decided to take a break from Quizilla for a few days and maybe a couple of weeks so that I can think about things and try to get Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again the way I want it to be.  In that case I will be re-writing those three chapters that I have already posted.  I WOULD do the same for In Fate's Hands but I already wrote 27 chapters and I don't want to start from scratch.  All I can do with that one is surge forward.

Leave me messages while I'm gone because it would be nice to come back to something nice and encouraging.

See you guys around,
~*~Arielle~*~
(AKA: famouslstwords18)