3o days til summer holidays and all I know is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year. I've got so much to show. Its been a hell of a year. I've learned a lot, school-wise and even a life lesson or two..
I've made new friends and barely managed to keep some old ones. I've learned who my real friends are. I've learned to tell fakers, posers and users apart from real, genuine friends. I've discovered that the people you fall back on and rely on, are usually the ones who fuck you up and leave you. I've been manipulated, used, torn and discarded. I've been taken in and made semi-whole again. I've learned to cry. I've got new, good memories to replace the old, bad ones. I've learned that it's easy to fall in and out of love, and that what you think you feel isn't always the truth. I've had times where I'd feel a rush of emotions or even nothing at all.
Pain when you're already in pain really does nothing except distract you and leave you with scars.
Never tease a cat with a hairdryer because that also results in scars.
Something I'll always remember is that no matter how old or young you are, people will always hurt you. You just have to learn to deal with it and get on with your life
♥ Emma x
foreversittingsilent's Journal
April 27, 2009
3o Days
posted at 9:09 am EDT | 1 comments
February 28, 2009
i hope you're proud
It hurts so much to see you with him
I can't begin, and now I long
just for a kiss, it's you I miss
Why can't you try to see that
I am you, and you are me
But you've moved on
and now I'm gone, goodbye
Someday I will too
I don't need you and I
cause this is life
You raped my mind
and tore my heart
I hope your proud
I'm now unblind
a fresh new start
what to do now
Make the pain go away, for me
I can't begin, and now I long
just for a kiss, it's you I miss
Why can't you try to see that
I am you, and you are me
But you've moved on
and now I'm gone, goodbye
Someday I will too
I don't need you and I
cause this is life
You raped my mind
and tore my heart
I hope your proud
I'm now unblind
a fresh new start
what to do now
Make the pain go away, for me
posted at 10:13 am EST | 0 comments
February 25, 2009
I MEANT KICK NOT KISS
METRO STATION KICK ASS! ignore the kiss bit in last thing
posted at 2:11 pm EST | 0 comments
February 25, 2009
ooh fa foo!!!
Yep!
I shot my irish teacher the other day. Just before class. Haha his brother stole his cool jacket. But anyway.... that's not what I wanted to write bout.
METRO STATION KISS ASS!!!
yes. Metro Station freakin rock!
why does ireland have to be so cold?!?!?!?!
posted at 1:59 pm EST | 1 comments
January 24, 2009
Theres a reason for everything... right?
I haven't wrote in this in ages! many reasons
a) been busy with school and homework
b) haven't been on computer much at all
I've a few things to say
a) HAPPY NEW YEAR (its late but whatever)
b) I am (as i said in early posts) an Oath breaker extraordinaire (and a bad speller of long words)
c) i won't be writing everyday. only when i have time
a) been busy with school and homework
b) haven't been on computer much at all
I've a few things to say
a) HAPPY NEW YEAR (its late but whatever)
b) I am (as i said in early posts) an Oath breaker extraordinaire (and a bad speller of long words)
c) i won't be writing everyday. only when i have time
posted at 5:53 pm EST | 0 comments
December 29, 2008
nothing happened today
So nothing happened.
Todays quote/saying: Sorry i fucked up
Todays quote/saying: Sorry i fucked up
posted at 5:27 pm EST | 0 comments
December 28, 2008
Nothing happens unless you make it happen
Today, because I didn't yesterday, I'm gonna wash my hair nd go outside. Nothing has happened over the past two days and the Christmas excitement ended 2 days before Christmas in this house. So I'm off to live my life, not watch it pass by.
Today's quote/saying: 'So basically my hair is bloody ginger and that is social suicide'- Stephen Byrne again. 3sixty5days- youtube. http://ie.youtube.com/watch?v=MXjAzcTkbys&feature=channel_page
Today's quote/saying: 'So basically my hair is bloody ginger and that is social suicide'- Stephen Byrne again. 3sixty5days- youtube. http://ie.youtube.com/watch?v=MXjAzcTkbys&feature=channel_page
posted at 11:23 am EST | 0 comments
December 27, 2008
Hmmm
me: Why is there nothing on tv?!
other person: Cos tv's for losers
Me: You always watch tv
other person (op): Oh yeah
Me: but seriously, there'sNOTHING on!
op: that's cos the world's slowly ending due to people causing global warming and all that stuff. tv people know that so they're not bothering to put good stuff on the tv cos we're all closer to our deaths every second we waste.
Me: Dude, you've done nothing positive since you got here. Nothing positive. (though he has a point on the global warming part)
todays qoute/saying: (the bit in purple) you've done nothing positive since you got here. Nothing positive!- Stephen Byrne. look him up on youtube 3sixty5days. also look up me 1xpikax1
other person: Cos tv's for losers
Me: You always watch tv
other person (op): Oh yeah
Me: but seriously, there'sNOTHING on!
op: that's cos the world's slowly ending due to people causing global warming and all that stuff. tv people know that so they're not bothering to put good stuff on the tv cos we're all closer to our deaths every second we waste.
Me: Dude, you've done nothing positive since you got here. Nothing positive. (though he has a point on the global warming part)
todays qoute/saying: (the bit in purple) you've done nothing positive since you got here. Nothing positive!- Stephen Byrne. look him up on youtube 3sixty5days. also look up me 1xpikax1
posted at 3:26 pm EST | 0 comments
December 26, 2008
A Guesstimation
My guesstimation is that I'm sick. My head hurts, I sneeze every two seconds, one second I'm sweating than I'm freezing. But the worst thing is..... I'm suffering from uncureable boredom. Can't think of anything to write, have nothing to do so I'm watching the lava lamp I got yesterday. Yesterday's qoute/saying was Merry Christmas.
Today's qoute/saying: Oh....shit - Jinx Evans (my fave and
most-famous-amoungest-my-friends character from my stories)
Today's qoute/saying: Oh....shit - Jinx Evans (my fave and
most-famous-amoungest-my-friends character from my stories)
posted at 3:18 pm EST | 0 comments
December 25, 2008
Merry christmas
Ok, so I wrote nothing yesterday, but that's cos I wasn't really online atall atall. So here it is Merry Christmas... :D So I got alotta stuff today. Lava lamp! will post again tomorrow (Not like anyone's reading this)
Goodbye and good luck,
From
Me
Goodbye and good luck,
From
Me
posted at 10:15 am EST | 0 comments
December 23, 2008
Don't you just love how tables appear when u need them?
So my friend & I got off school earlyand I had my camera so we decieded to go around our town andtake random scenery pics. On the way to my house so i could drop off my school bag and get changed, I saw 3 cool things. A puddle shaped like a big love heart and a hole in ground shaped like one too. And A SILVER VOVLO! *cough* major twilight fan *cough*. Instead we went food shopping with my dad and lil bro. We ran up and down aisles, went to the magizine part and sat on the floor reading random mags and sat on a baby ride for a while (til my friend fell off it). Then we got kfc. fun fun fun :D
I also got cool armwarmers and a Nightmare before Christmas poster off another friend for Xmas
todays qoute/saying: Lets commit the perfect crime, I'll steal your heart and you'll steal mine
I also got cool armwarmers and a Nightmare before Christmas poster off another friend for Xmas
todays qoute/saying: Lets commit the perfect crime, I'll steal your heart and you'll steal mine
posted at 1:24 pm EST | 0 comments
December 22, 2008
Oathbreaker
So I never stick to something and usually get bored or forget or something like that.
But now no more excuses! =]
I will write in this journal yoke EVERYDAY evan if nothing interesting happens. (very unlikely).
everyday I will enclude a favourite saying/qoute for that day. If you know any good ones please send one.
todays saying/qoute: To the world you may be one person, To one person you may be the world
But now no more excuses! =]
I will write in this journal yoke EVERYDAY evan if nothing interesting happens. (very unlikely).
everyday I will enclude a favourite saying/qoute for that day. If you know any good ones please send one.
todays saying/qoute: To the world you may be one person, To one person you may be the world
posted at 1:15 pm EST | 0 comments
December 20, 2008
dundundun
Me and my friends are gonna see twilight in a hour.
Holy crap I've been bored lately.
Shit i got black nail varnish on the computer desk!
Holy crap I've been bored lately.
Shit i got black nail varnish on the computer desk!
posted at 12:07 pm EST | 0 comments
October 19, 2008
random
The creatures of the blackness are still. The creatures of the blackness are silent. The creatures of the blackness arewaiting.Waiting for you. They whisper to you and call your name, urging you toward them. There is a glitter of light. You are in a forest. Suddenly a roar shakes the whole forest...
posted at 3:37 pm EDT | 0 comments
