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June 28, 2006
I cancelled the sales job, gave up on everything else, and now I'm just a daytime janitor. And I've learned, I intensely hate people. They come in, use up all the toilet paper, leave stuff on the ground, drop towels everywhere, put stuff out of place, dirty the mirrors, pee on the floor *coughs* (little boys are stupid), and then when I come in to clean up after them, THEY'RE IN THE WAY! And so when I see someone do something stupid, like leave toilet paper all over the ground, I must pretend like nothing's wrong. Once I stared at a person as they were making a mess, and they turned to me and said, perhaps a little irritatedly, "Is something wrong?" and I said of course, "Oh.... no", not "Why the hell did you just make the mess? Pick those paper towels up!" And... since I work in the locker rooms sometimes (only the men's), I see more than I want to.... Sometimes I see someone hot and try not to stare, other times (like today) I see someone so fat and gross that in my mind I'm screaming "EWWWWWWW!!!!! Look away look away what the hell is that?" I must try my best not to look disgusted. If they look at my, I smile and scurry away as quickly as possible without looking like I'm fleeing. God I love my job.
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