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- Member since
- Apr 26th, 2009
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- Nov 9th, 2009
About Me
hi lovely people my name is kayla i am *insert age here* years old. i right and read fanfiction want to know more? message me!
Newest Creations
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I wanna scream I LOVE YOU from the top of my lungs...4 |
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I wanna scream I LOVE YOU from the top of my lungs...3 |
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Banner for FreakyGirl13 |
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..Kiss and Tell.. {Frerard/Ferard} 5 |
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Dead! {Frerard} 7 |
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Latest Journal Entry
November 5, 2009
Cancer
Mood: Depressed.
Song when started: Cancer by My Chemical Romance. *on repeat.*
As you see i didn't slect a mood because right about now I fell numb. Completely numb.
I was typing a chapter for a new story when I had gotten a call form my Grandmother. She was crying. Now this was new. In all my 13 years of existence I have ever heard my grandmother cry before. She had accidentally called me Kifra who is my cousin. This is nothing new; all my family calls me Kifra they get our names mixed up a lot. Kifra. Kayla. Once she had learned her mistake she began crying harder. For the past oh I’d say about 7 months my cousin Kifra had been in the hospital with leukemia. Cancer of the blood. Me being the protective and worried granddaughter asked what’s wrong. She sniffled some and let out a sob before telling me word I’d wish I’d never hear. ‘She’s not gonna make it’ where the exact words that left her moth. Now my cousin is only 21 she’s got a life to live and now ‘god’ is taking all that away form her. It’s funny, you read about sh** like this and think ‘Wow that sucks I hope the family does well.’ And move on with you life. But you only think that until it actually happens to you. After fighting so hard for the past year almost, she’s not gonna make it. She’s going to die. And I can’t help but know I’m not going to be able to sleep at night because the last time I got to see her was almost a year ago. Yup that’s right the ass ho**s at the hospital wouldn’t let me, my sister OR my brother because we’re all under the age of like 16 or some stupid sh**. I, I just don’t know what to do any more. I wont be able to see my cousin. The next time I’ll see her she’ll be in a coffin. It’s not fu**ing fair. If there really is a god then why the hell is he Dong this huh? Why? Why.
Forever and a day,
Kaylaxx
Song when ended: Cancer by My Chemical Romance.
