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"I thought you were a fairy!" "No, that's Lancelot."
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Newest Creations
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Heels Over Head ||16|| Brendon Urie [I Hope You Think of Me] |
5.00 |
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There For You || Ryan Ross 6 |
5.00 |
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Make the Most Out of Living While You're Young [Alex Gaskarth] One Shot |
4.75 |
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Heels Over Head ||15|| Brendon Urie [Luck Loves Me Not Tonight] |
5.00 |
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Heels Over Head ||14|| Brendon Urie [We just Can't Get Past Ourselves] |
5.00 |
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Latest Journal Entry
July 7, 2007
Why am I even here?
Dear God,How am I supposed to do this? I don't know why you placed me here- in this house- with this family- with this mother. I feel like I'm going to go insane if I'm here any longer. Why would you do this to me God? I know I haven't been the best Christian but I worship you, Lord, I do. I believe in you with all my heart and I trust in you but I need some answers. I need to know why I'm here and why my mother is the way she is! Why does she want to kick me out when she's drunk then wants a hug when she's sober. What did I do to deserve this? God, I've been miserable here most of my life and I don't know how much more I can take. I can't. I can't waste another two years of my life here. I wish my dad would divorce her and I could go live with him.
They say that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But every day my mental stability goes further and further into a deep, black abyss of anger and sadness. God, please let these next two weeks before camp go by without incident so I can get to camp and cry on it's shoulder without feeling ashamed. Scream for your help without being labeled a crazy christian.
God, I need you right now.
Please, just love me because right now I definitely feel the opposite of being loved.
In your name I pray.
Amen.
I can't do this anymore. I almost punched my mom this evening. She kept telling me to do it. To punch her. She kept telling me how she pays the morgage on the house so it was hers and that meant I had to leave. She kept telling me she was going to have me arrested for living there.
Aren't you supposed to love your kid?
Aren't you supposed to take care of said kid?
I almost did it too.
I almost packed up and left.
But then, she took away the keys to every car- so I couldn't leave easily.
And then I remembered- I have no place to go.
Please save me.
Daily Horoscope
May 27th, 2012
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You need to be open to new possibilities. Make sure you're still able to deal with the situations you know you will face. Try to check in with a good friend for support.
