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“Do you really want to know?” Kris asked. Her eyes were like daggers staring into mine. This was the first time we’d been able to talk over Webcam since I’d gotten here. I shook my head, putting up a wall she wouldn’t be able to see through. As long as any of my friends had known me, I’d never been good at hiding my feelings, but I knew I could when I needed to, and this was just one of those times. Kris searched my eyes, but I didn’t say anything. I sighed.

“Kris, I’m serious I don’t need to know, ok? I’m fine,” I looked away and over at the wall of my new bedroom, where I’d hung up a picture of Ari, Kris, and me. I looked back at the webcam. “I have to go, I’ll talk to you later,” And just like that before she could say anything else, I closed all applications on my laptop, and closed it. I sighed, and walked over to the picture on the wall. Ari was in the middle, as usual, and her arms were wrapped around Kris and I. We were all smiling and it pained me. I took the picture off the wall, and put it face down on my dresser and walked out of the room.

Since I’d moved, things had been closed off between the three of us. As much as it pained me, I put up the wall and hid my true feelings. I’d laugh when they told me about what they did that weekend and act like it was just something usual. But it was so hard to not tell them how I felt. At least they could be together, and they weren’t where I was. In my position, my modeling was going good or at least that’s what I told everyone, but my photographers and my agents thought I could stand to lose more weight, all the people I did shoots with were snobs, and I wasn’t finding as much fun in modeling as I was before. I cried myself to sleep sometimes, and I didn’t tell Cole or Landon or Kris or Ari that I’d started up on my old habits again. I skipped out on dinners, and breakfast most of the time, saying my stomach hurt, and when everyone went to bed, I’d stuff my face with chips and soda and then heave it all back up again. Yet, I didn’t feel bad not telling them what I was going through because I hardly knew what they were going through anymore. I’m pretty positive Cole’s cheating on me, and Kris and Ari are keeping secrets from me, not telling me anything, and the only one I can really trust is Landon. The conversation I’d just had with Kris was exactly what I was talking about. Her and Ari were going through an ordeal, that I wasn’t in on. Lately I’d just been clicking off the phone without saying anything but I’ve got to go, when they’ve made me mad or upset. Or I just don’t reply to their texts as often anymore. Every once in a while, I will. And Cole doesn’t text or call as much. This year just wasn’t as great as it had been in my head.

There it is!! I think it's pretty good, but that's just me. I figured this would be the best part out of what I've already written because it shows what they're going to go through in the sequel, which will be very much longer and better than the first one, just to let you know.