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October 30, 2006

im sad and happy

for sum reason i love mcr so much it makes me sad kuz i kno i'll never c a show of thiers. and even if i do it'll b a once in a lifetime chance bkuz they arent gona b famous forever, im sure by their next to albums there'll b greater things, but even if i got to go i'd want it ot b the best since it'd b the only one i'd go to, and that just makes me sad. i wana believe that they care bout fans, kuz surely they do, but every kid they meet is just another kid, nothing amazing their proly over the whole fame thing now. its just sad. for sum reason. and i want a boyfriend. god im a needy person. i think it might b kuz i got treated so badly in my last relationship that i want sumthin better, and since i've moved on from the past and im ready for sumthin new im dyin to hav it. but nothin and no1 at skol is wut i want. i want a rocker guy, totally wiling to listen to me babble bout nothin. and will just tell me im beautiful when im in sweats and with messed up hair and no make up. who'll come c me even if it were for 20 min. sumthin amazing. but that'll never happen. im askin for too much. blah, thats my mood. im almost sad. i wana b beautiful, and breath taking, but thats WAY too much now. i'll stop acting like my problems r so huge now.

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