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I'm not. I'm just not.

Because it's below me to cry over a boy. I love him and I know he loves me. I never wanted to be that person who hates themselves. I went through that, and I'm not gonna do that again. I know I'm a happy person, and I'm gonna stay happy. I have no reason to be sad. None at all. And I'm not going to. He's promised me he'll figure his shit out, and I'm okay with that. Because I love him, and I'm not just going to up and leave. I can hate her all I want, too, and laugh because he's mine, and he's going to stay mine. Not hers.

I'm not going to be sad. It isn't worth being sad. I've gotta find the beauty in all the ugly places. I'm not going to be sad. I'm going to smile. I'm going to smile, and giggle, and be myself. This isn't worth my tears, and it's really not worth my self-esteem. I like myself. I don't need his constant reassurance to like myself. I love him. I'll be fine. I'm not gonna be sad anymore, I'm just not.