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October 13, 2006

Please Don't Kill Me!

Hello. I know a lot of you are probably highly pissed off at me right now for not updating in FOREVER! I understand because I'm annoyed with myself... Anyways, some of you may have read the journal I posted on my outher account (MonkeyPyro) explaining everything that happened between my journalism teacher and I? Well, I was hoping that things would get better, but they haven't... I got my jump drive back and over half of my things are missing off of it and it's driving me crazy! And the worst part is, I cabn't even blame the teacher for it because I know that it's the school computers fault that my stuff got deleted! Now I've been really discouraged and haven't been able to write on any of my stories, for any of my accounts simply because my teacher read everything without my permission... I know, sounds stupid, but thats how I am. You see, when people read my stories without my permission it makes me so mad that I can't write on anything. It would be alright if she just read the ones I put on the internet, that's different, anybody has access to those, but no, she just couldn't stick to that could she? She read ALL of my stories and notes, even some of them that I don't put on the internet. All of this, among many, many other things has been proventing me from doing anything. The biggest issue now is my own ignorance, b8t oh well. I have the next few chapters to 'My Encounter' typed up, but I can't update now because if my stupid jumpdrive. I wont ever be updating on 'Forgotten Hero's' again, for many reasons, the biggest being the overall fact that it totaly sucks. I know, I just recently read back over it and I hate it... Which brings me to my next point, 'Tempting Fate'... I know I literally haven't updated on this specific story in forever. I apologize =( but to be totally honest, I went back over the story again and well... it sucks. Plus the fact I got a form of writers block with that one and I have all these ideas for it, but I just don't know how to write them down. I'll continue the story, but I must admit, it'll be a while. Don't give up on me yet thoguh. Oh, and by the way, I think everybody already knows, but incase you don't, 'My Mother Shacked Up With Man' was moved to the other account. I will update eventually, after I get everything sorted out. Hope you don't mind waiting. Ok, I'm shutting up now, thanks for listening! The support is much needed, and I send a special thank you to the ones who have messaged me. If you love me you'll leave a comment... or maybe not... Thanks again! Bye. -Sam

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