Latest Journal Entry
September 21, 2006
Okay..my bf and i have been goin out for almost 2 months and i found out from my best friend monday that he is going to court in october and he might be going to juvy bcuz he shot out this guys' windows with a bb gun. So i talked to him about it yesterday and he said he is supposed to get a job so he can pay it off but hes not goin to do it(thats y he might be goin to juvy)...He has to go october 2nd and my bday is october 1st.. so i asked him to please get a job, so he wouldnt have to go to juvy bbcuz if he does i wont beable to see him! and he said he probably wont, and that would completely ruin my bday if i knew the next day my bf is goin to juvy!! so i got mad because he was just bein lazy and not carin about how i feel, and so today he was all over me trying to get me to hug him and stuff during school, and he said he might get a job but he didnt know if he wanted to, so i told him if he didnt get a job i was going to break up with him bcuz if he goes to juvy he will have to go for 5 months! and i said since i wont be able to see him it would be his own fault if i broke up with him! and he was like "im sorry but i dont know if i'll be too busy with friends or not to get a job, but i love you!" and that made me mad and said, "so hanging out with ur friends is more important to u than me?" and he said thats not what he meant then he kept hugging me and now hes mad at me cuz he said i need to be more sypathetic about his feelings. but i was sypathetic about it until he decided he wasnt gonna get a job cuz hes to lazy! What should i say next time i talk to him??? HELP!!
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