jakenorthizgay's Journal

BUT I THINK I'VE MADE SOME MORE FRIENDS!

FULLY SICK BRO!

Don't you hate it when you do something embarrassing, but don't realise for a while later?

I JUST REALISED I DID SOMETHING SO EMBARRASSING AND I KEEP SCREAMING "OMG WHY DID I DO THAT?!?!?!?! ARGH"

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

Today they did some filming for the new Tom Hanks film "The Pacific" (I think it's called that) in my city.

I didn't know it was on, so when we walked past we were like "WTF?!" when all these black banners were covering the views of the sidewalk, the biggest and most main street in the whole state was blocked off and all these old signs were up.

We asked a policewoman what was happening and she told us. It was really cool, to actually see a real movie set, for a huge ass American film, directed by Steven Spielberg in my city which no one knows about because it's overshadowed by Sydney.

I didn't actually see any filming happening, I had to go home early but I passed the set a few times and kept seeing things being added. It took hours and hours to build.

Haha, it was so crowded though. I guess people thought that maybe someone important would see them, and ask them to play a part because someone had an accident or called in sick and they'd get the part by hanging around. Although I can't talk, that's why I walked slowly to get to my destinations.

I've got some inspiration for my story though.

Okay, the less exciting news first.

RYAN STORY - The "The Chaser's War on Everything" story has been renamed. I can't be bothered typing the reason out as I'm not supposed to be online, plus it's late and school tomorrow. So if you're desperate to know the reason go to the bottom of either the intro or part one.

PETE STORY - I'm pleased to announce the main character "Chantal Judge" has made a reappearance. HOWEVER it's not a Pete Wentz story. It's about Pierre Bouvier from Simple Plan. Pete will be appearing in it though, no doubt about it. He just won't be the main love interest. I'd crap on more about it, but I don't even know what's going to be happening yet. So if you love both FOB and SP, I suggest you go read it.

Okay, sorry this is so brief I wanted to write more but I really have to go. It's 3.30AM (Yeah kinda early, I know. But still!) and I have school tomorrow. Actually, first day back from Summer Holidays. I'm not supposed to be online and if I got caught I'd be in SO MUCH shit. Let me say I wouldn't be updating for a while...so I'm off to bed. Night all :P

What do you do when the lowest of lowest finds someone better than you?

How can you try and reach for the sky when you can't feel your arms or get off from the floor?

How can you get a head start in life when you can't even find your feet.

Teachers in those "self esteem" heath classes tell you to never compare yourself to others, because you'll always find someone better than you.

But that someone better than you will always come back to haunt you, and take up your positions in life.

Never be too sure about something, no matter how much it looks as if you will win. Maybe not the first or second times, but at least once you'll be wrong, and be left with shattered dreams and unfurfilled promises you won't be able to keep.

Okay, because I'm nice and some of you are my readers I'm taking requests for one-shots.

So just comment this journal with your celeb of choice and I'll message you when it's done. This may take days, weeks or months depending on my moods, the celebrity you choose and my ability to think of something.

HOWEVER.

-No anime, sorry I don't know much about anime and it's crucial.

-If you choose a celebrity I don't know much about I'll message you and ask if you have any second prefrences. If again that's not another one I know enough about to write a one-shot I'll keep doing the same until we get one.

I'll obviously need your name

Please, no descriptions or personalities. It's only a one shot so there is no need for them.

Heya if you read my story.

I'm sorry I haven't updated I really am! Argh, I don't know why I'm not either. I open word about 3 times a day but then as I start to write it I get really angry and close it. I don't know if it's the story or I'm just unmotivated to write.

If it's the second one, I have no idea why. I'm not sad, depressed. I'm actually pretty happy with my life at the moment.

A little bit has to do with work, however I'm quitting that soon. Well for another job but you know...

Expect an update in a week or less. It may be forced but at least it'll break an updating drought and get me updating more again.

Getting a celebrity to kiss you in front of 10 journalists and a HUGE line of their fans.

Best fucking feeling in the world.

...I'm not that upset really. It's not like I really liked him. I only 'accepted' because my friend kept bugging me about it.

But...well when I used to hear girls go on about how embarrassed they were when it happened to them, I used to think 'pfft drama queen' but it's not until it happens to you, you see how bad it is. I mean if it was just a joke with him I would have easily just been like 'haha?' and gotten over it. What is the most embarrassing part is that he's like 'Yeah I was half drunk and my friend just told me about it, thought I should know just in case...you know.'

Yeah, what an ass. I have to pretend it's cool though, because he can't know I liked him because I didn't really.

I still feel SO EMBARRASSED! though. Argh, and some girl is all "Hey are you missing him because he's overseas? He was just online" and I don't know what to tell her, ARGH.

Aiight, reader of Good Good Now We're Making Some Progress? (Ryan & Brendon) You don't have to read this, that story hasn't been touched.

Okay, I deleted the blink story. I've saved it to my computer and I'll write a few more parts and re-release it when the story is written. No idea how long that will take.

I deleted the new Pete story, I didn't even want it, I just released it because I saw FOB the night before. Don't expect that to come back, meh at least it was new.

I'm now working on a new original, I've never written an original story before so this will be odd.

Okay, I know I said I'd keep writing it but my "Fate Fell Short This Time" story really isn't getting along with me. I have two options

One, I can delete it, VERY DOUBTFULLY release it another time and everything is good.

or

Two, I can write 1 or 2 more sucky chapters and end it.

What do you guys want?

I'm not going to go on with the whole 'We shouldn't be censored on Quizilla! FREE RIGHTS MAN!" protest because you've heard it all before.

BUT SOME OF THESE WORDS!!

Once I had to rate my story mature because I wrote the words "naked" twice. Um...I know that's for sex scenes but I thought sex scenes were banned on Quizilla anyways? Besides, theres plenty of times you use the word "naked" for innocent reasons. Royally sucks dude.

And last night I had to rate my story mature for...get this. The word "lesbian"

LESBIAN IS NOT A BAD WORD! LESBIAN IS A WAY OF LIFE FOR SOME PEOPLE. WHILE YOU'RE AT IT, BUT 'STRAIGHT' AND 'GAY' IN THERE, IF LESBIAN IS OFFENSIVE.

God, MTV owns Quizilla. You don't censor much on there and let in the words of p!nk 'naked girls dancing next to 50 cent' but when someone wants to use the words naked and/or lesbian in their story it gets censored. F U.

*And because I've used those 2 words, this journal has to be classified as M. It's hard to make a statement here :P Too bad with journals you can't publish it unless you do what you're told. I hope I don't get into a whole debate about that bullshit lifestyle dumbasses call 'Anarchy'

So in drama we were talking about fairy tales how they're not good stories for kids. The girls are always beautiful, and some guy comes and saves them because they're not capable of doing it themselves (As well as another huge list)

And it got me thinking, it's exactly the same with Quizilla. The characters are always beautiful, sometimes famous and/or models.

Just then I read a story where the main character was a model, famous, knew heaps of famous people etc.

I know everyone wants their characters to be flattering and they think the person it's about derserves the best of the best. But I dunno...I'd like to see a story where the character really isn't the prettiest thing ever. They don't have to be ugly or anything, just not drop dead gorgeous.

Ok here it's term 3 holidays. We get 2 weeks off.

Usually I'd be updating like crazy but I'm actually busy these holidays.

Yesterday is probably the only day 'I had off' because today I need to buy something for my digital camera, today and tomorrow I need to sit on one site all day refreshing madly so I can get tickets for the show. Thursday I'll need to catch up on sleep from staying up all night, Friday I have a Fall Out Boy concert. Saturday I'll need to catch up on rest again and either Sunday or Monday I'm flying up to Sydney to see The Chaser (The show I need tickets for) that's on the Tuesday but I doubt I'll get computer access. So I get home on Wednesday or Thursday and the rest of the holidays will be spent with friends, getting rest ready for school and things I have to do.

Sorry

I'll try to update in my spare time though. Like tonight if I do stay up in between refreshing I'll write some story.

Congratulations on The Chaser guys getting overseas coverage about their APEC breach of security. So far it's UK, USA, France, China, NZ, Malaysia and even more!!!

It's the stop story on the CNN site, it was a 3 minute story on CNN international and Fox News did a report!

Chaser team, I salute you.

Has anyone who doesn't live in Australia and doesn't know who The Chaser team are heard about it?

Ok, so I posted a journal asking people who they've met who is famous

If you haven't read it go to it here: http://www.quizilla.com/users/jakenorthizgay/journal/644675/have_any_of_you_ever_met_anyone_famous?/

Ok so...wow exactly a month ago today I met Chas Licciardello, Julian Morrow and Andrew Hansen. I bet you're all asking who they are hey? xD They're on this really famous Australian TV show called The Chaser's War on Everything (Yeah, I named that Ryan story after it) and, yeah they're 3 of my biggest heroes and it was so awesome! I'm still smiling on it and the day after I had one of the worst days ever but it still was a good day because I was floating on air.

It was also really good to see how nice they were, it wasn't forced either.

I mean the first time I met them (I saw them 3 times during the day) I walked up to them and then couldn't move, breath or talk. Julian's like "So what's your name?" And I'm like "H-H-Hayley." And Chas saw how nervous I was and he's like "Aww come on I'll give you a hug" and hugged me and Andrew's like "AWWW!!!"

Haha also, in 2002 I met some Big Brother housemates from that year. I told this to Andrew (Even though I was so excited I kept stuffing up my words) and he's like "Really? Awww poor you!!"

If so, where, when and how?

(In other words, give me the details)

I've met three of the most inspirational people in my life and I was wondering if any of you have met any of you're heroes, or at least someone famous.

Oh, if any of you want to know the details of who I met just ask and I'll post a Journal entry.

Batteries for the digital camera: 3.50

Parking: 8.00

Getting complained about on LiveJournal for being a "screaming fangirl" PRICELESS!

(Because I couldn't come up with a better mastercard rip-off)

Man, some of these posts are hilarious! "STUPID SCREAMING FANGIRLS! I WAS READY TO START A FIGHT BUT THEY WALKED OFF!"

...I'm sorry but I didn't see anyone come near us ready to fight us?

And sure we screamed, a lot! But they did as well they said it themselves!

And because we left after the people we saw got off stage, WE WENT AROUND THE BACK TO GET A PHOTO AND AN AUTOGRAPH. So they may be saying "Well haha they missed the second apperance"

1. We watched from around the back
2. WE GOT PHOTOS, AND AUTOGRAPHS BETCHES!

Haha, I don't know why I feel offended being bitched about by heaps of people being called a fangirl. And before you ask 'How do you know it was you?' trust me, it's us they were talking about. They were whining so of course they gave every last detail.

But there's one thing that did seperate us from being fangirls. THE FACT THESE GUYS LIKED TALKING TO US! If we were fangirls they would have cringed and walked away. One of the guys clearly enjoyed our conversation and I was the one who walked away from him. Another one I saw walking down the street he recognised me, waved and high fived me.

So if we're fangirls, we're still enjoyable.

So on my time on this account, all I've thought about is how much I've changed as a writer. But not as a person.
Because it's happened gradually I haven't really noticed the change until now.
Yet now I'm exactly where I started from when I started writing here.

Sure, my appearance has changed, my music tastes and I'm not longer "LOLZ IM PUNK!!" but a lot of things have changed.

I started Quizilla a few weeks before high school. I had no friends, but hope was shining down as I was starting at a high school no one from my past had been to.

Well, that failed as I was misrable and changed high schools. I thought it was going well but BAM! I hate it.

I'm returning to that high school in a few weeks, and I currently have no friends.

Haha, oh how this will be odd.