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January 21, 2010

No Inspiration

Hi guys :)

I hope all of you had a great week because mine sure wasn’t all that bad. Sadly, this is where the good news end.

[1] New chapters. Yeah, about that… Well, I had been receiving messages about how I should post the next parts as soon as I can and I always answer that I’ll update “soon enough” and it wasn’t until a reader accused me of this and I realized that I really had been lying to my readers. For me “soon enough” doesn’t mean “in the next few hours” or something like this. It means “in the next month” and even though I’m trying to write as much as I can for you guys, it’s never enough.

Another issue is that I have absolutely no inspiration. It’s not a writer’s block because I know how I want the story to turn out; I just can’t make myself write something worth reading. Also, I feel like I’ve lost interest in the anime. I really loved ‘Naruto’ before and I don’t know what happened, what changed but I no longer feel the same excitement when writing something ‘Naruto’ related. I don’t feel a spark.

So, all of this leads to another question: What are you going to do now? Well, since I can’t writing anything I truly like and that is anime related, I’m going to do the only thing I can do in this moment: I’m putting both my stories on hold. I’d probably post one final chapter of each story before abandoning them for a while. And that’s my final decision. I want to get my… spark back so badly and I finally figured out a way to do it – I’ll just leave my stories for a while and I’ll focus on my old and finished ones, I’m going to edit them and make them better, however I will not change the plot. I might add a few minor details, correct spelling or grammar mistakes here and there and put the text into paragraphs but the story wouldn’t be changed as a whole.

And I think this is all I had to tell you about my two stories: You Love Me But You Don’t Know Who I Am and I hate you so much but I love you even more. As I said, they are on hold until further notice.

[2] The new stories that I promised. I get loads of messages about this as well. And I’m going to answer them here: yes, I will be posting a new story [or stories, I haven’t quite decided yet] soon. I don’t know exactly when. It will probably be after my birthday [the 11th of March] because I’ll be busy until then.

Anyway, the stories are most probably not going to be original. I want to try writing some fiction first. They’ll probably be Harry Potter or Twilight related. I have good ideas for Draco Malfoy, Seth Clearwater and Jacob Black stories but I don’t know yet.

And finally, here’s something for my Tokio Hotel readers: I had been considering writing either a Bill or Tom story. I’d probably go with the Bill one first, since I think that this story would turn out to be shorter but I’m still not quite sure what to do. Most of the people I talk to on Quizilla told me that the idea for the Tom Kaulitz story is way better but I still haven’t decided. But, this doesn’t necessarily mean that I’m going to post these stories anytime soon. I have barely started writing them and I want to get ahead into the story before posting it, you know what I mean?

I think that’s all I wanted to tell you for now – if you have any more questions just send me a message, I always reply. Anyway, I know the news probably didn’t make anyone happy and I’m sorry, I had just been busy is all. But I promise that I’ll try and make more time for Quizilla and my writing.

With love,

Jewel<3

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