jewel123's Journal

This week has been too much for me.

First, I get rejected by this guy I like. He laughed in my face, said I "deffinetly wasn't his type" and then walked away.

Then, a few days ago I heard people discussing how fat I was. Yeah, I couldn't believe how cruel people really are. I mean, I know I'm not skinny, that's for sure. But I'm average weight and I don't get why people are so mean about this.

I thought that since now I am not in a private school, all the teasing, names and stuff would just dissapear but I guess I was wrong.

Today as I was walking towards school there were two guys [around 17 or 18] that were walking behind me and they countinued saying stuff like "Hey sexy" and "I woul love to have you on my bed tonight" and I know it was just teasing...And later on, just moments ago, as I was waiting at the busstop another three guys [that I recognised from my new school] passed by me and one said "Eww, look at it" And pointed at me "Is that even a girl?" And the other one laughed and said "Oh, yeah, so sexy" Then the third guy said "Look at the way she's dressed" To tell you the truth, this really hurt me. I mean, my hair is shoulder lenth, how could they question whether I'm a girl or not?

So, long story short, right now I feel like an ugly and fat duckling that can't write anything good.

As for my stories, I was thinking about posting two hapters today but I'm not in the mood.

I'm sorry.

Dude, I love polls.

Okie dokie, people. You must be really bored or a fan of my story [I'm betting it's the first one] to read this but it's kinda important so ... keep reading, lol.

Anyway, it's about my Konoha Boarding School story [also known as KBS]. Since I'm grounded for today, which is totally unfair, so I sneaked on the computer, ANYWAY. What I wanted to say is that the story is coming to an end pretty soon, I'd say it'd end around 28th part, roughly. I've written up to 23th part, so, now I'm going to go, get my mom's laptop, which she forgot at home, and start writting. In a few hours may be the story will be finished. If I don't get caught on the computer ... But in my defense, my Dad said 'no computer' not 'no laptop' so ... yeah. I'm a master of thinking of lame excuses, lol.

Another thing is that I'm changing the story's title. KBS is kinda boring so I let my creative juices flowing [not really] and thought of sometng along the lines of 'Sakura's Rebelious Sister at Konoha Boarding school?'. I'm still not sure about it but there will be a new title. So, new title, same ol' story. LoL.

Well, mates, that's all I had to tell you.

Piece out. [Down there are some funny pictures, to lift your spirits xD]

How many stories have you written?
Hmm… well, I have KBS; You Love Me But You Don’t Know I Am; I hate you so much but I love you even more; Sasuke Arranged Marriage, Sasuke Arranged Marriage sequel and I can’t stop thinking about you. This means…six. But, I deleted one, ‘Where am I? Into Naruto’s World?!’ and I have nine other stories that are original and are on my computer and I’m thinking about posting some of them once my Naruto stuff is finished.
Which is your favorite?
Most probably I hate you so much but I love you even more.
How many story ideas do you have?
I think that the fact that I have around 10 stories started, proves that my ideas are a lot. Unfortunately when I start writing start, some time later, I lose interest in it. How many stories are you writing at the moment?
Right now? Too many. But from those who are posted on here I’m mainly concentrating on three.
Who is your favorite boy character?
From my stories or from an anime? From my stories, most probably Kyo from the Sasuke Arranged Marriage story.
As for the anime, I don’t have one. Though, I like Itachi, Neji and Sasuke from ‘Naruto’.
Who is your favorite girl character?
Definitely Dani from the Arranged Marriage story and Anna from my boarding school one. I don’t have one in particular from any anime. Tsunade (‘Naruto’) is cool though.
What do you hate writing about?
Make-out sessions, lol. Also, stuff I don’t know much about, like cars.
What do you love writing about?
Love. It doesn’t matter if it’s about heartbreak or mushy stuff. It’s an emotion that I haven’t really felt (in a romantic way) at all and I like dreaming about what it would be. I like writing about emotions.
What is your favorite writing technique? I’m not exactly sure what that means but I guess I like making the character’s emotions seem real.
What is your least favorite writing technique?
Describing or explaining stuff.
What are your favorite kind of characters?
The bi-polar ones, lol. I’m pretty much like that so I find it easy to write about these kinds of characters. I also like overdramatic or very calm and collected characters that are unaffected of the others and what the others may think.
What are your least favorite?
The ones that never forgive or forget and are simply cold and unaffected by anything. It’s like it’ll be easier to write about a bare wall or the ceiling because they don’t show any emotions at all. Or the ones that think too low of their selves.
What's your favorite couple? Don't worry, you can cross characters over from series.
Hmm…I like SakuraxKiba and HinataxNaruto
Do YOU think you're a good writer? A couple of people had told me that my stuff are ‘amazing’ but I don’t think I’m that good. There are other who tell me that I have a future in writing and I’m currently trying to become better. I guess I’m an okay writer since I’m still pretty inexperienced.
What's something you hate about yourself when you write?
I hate it when I cannot get in the shoes of the character.
What's something that amuses you when you write?
Sometimes I get pretty wicked ideas. Some things that can’t happen in real life. It’s cool writing these stuff.
What are your favourite kind of books to read?
I like easy books but with some suspension. I also like books that can make me laugh, smile or cry. Books, whose characters seem real and so natural, as though you are this character.
Okay, final question; would you consider writing when you're older?
Uhm, well, I was going for journalism but my family is pushing me towards becoming a lawyer or notary since my whole family is pretty much working this. But, my aunt’s husband’s company is a publishing one and when they understood I’m interested in a writing career they said that they’d love to publish a book of mine. I just have to have a real good and original idea and I think that I already have one that is pretty good so who knows. May be one day I’ll be a famous writer. But, for now, I’m concentrating on my education and writting is just a hobby of mine.

[Disclaimer; I got the questions from inuyasha1618's journal. I only own the answers]

CAPRICORN The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking.. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges..... Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful...8 years of good luck if you forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of good luck if you forward.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind.. Loves hard -- passionate. Expresses themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined.. Indulges themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of good Luck if you forward

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express them selves. Argumentative and outspoken.. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional.. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious.. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos.. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy.. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators.. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic.. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome).. Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight <3

Yep, like I said one-shots are opened and you can request! You can also request banners as well, I never turn those down! Just so you know if you request a one-shot for me you have to tell me your info & will have to wait a bit for it to be out because right now I'm busy,busy,busy! Oh! And the one-shot doesn't have to be a Naruto one. You can request original or Twilight ones, I might even do celebrity...

Here are the people whose requests will be out pretty soon:

1. inuyasha1618
2. MiakaHikari07
3. foxdemon666

And yeah, they will be out in that order. If you have requested something and I haven't answered you back or any of that sort then just resend me the message because my inbox is acting weird at the moment.


Secondly, I had a couple of people messaging me saying how they ‘luv’ my anime stuff and they’d like to read more. I can’t let these people hangin’ and I know that if I don’t continue writing and if I delete my Naruto stories, I’ll feel awful because that’s basically the stuff I’ve been working on for a while, the stuff that helped me become a better writer. So, for now, I’ll try to finish the Naruto stories as follows:

~KBS -- I already know what i'm going to this story and I have the plot and everything, I just have to write it down 'coz I honestly don't want this story to have two more chapters or anything but it'll be over soon.

~ ‘You Love Me But You Don’t Know Who I Am’ – Sasuke Modern Love Story -- Thanks to the messages that told me to countinue this story when I thought about simply giving up on it, I countinued writting. The last chapter sparked something in me and I made a rough plans on what to do next with the story. So, expect more updates of it soon.

~ ‘I hate you so much but I love you even more’ – Itachi story -- Yeah...about this story...Hm, I used to know what to do with it but now I'm not so sure. I write the chapters of simple boredom. I'm considering about putting it on hold for a bit but I'm still not sure.

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~ ‘I can’t stop thinking about you’ – Shikamaru story -- I simply have no idea what to do with that story. It doesn't have a plot or anything, I just write some stuff that come to my mind and post what comes out of it. I'm not sure about countinuing this story as well. We'll see...

As you can see I’m not sure about the Shikamaru and Itachi ones. I might put them on hold, who knows…Just so you know, I already know how I am ending these stories and the endings might not be what you wanted or hoped for. I’m sorry. It’s just that there were supposed to have sequels as well but since I saw how hard is to keep up with a story, I don’t think I’ll bother writing sequels. I have some great ideas but I usually lose interest in the story once I start writing, which is bad, very bad. Still, I’ll try my best.

Some may be wondering what will I be doing if I’m trying to finish these stories and get over them. Well, I’m starting to write original ones. As you’ve probably noticed, I already posted three parts, I think, of my boarding school story. True, it may not be very original topic but I’ve been itching to write something like that for a while and I have fun with it, for now. At the moment I’m also writing ‘Your ‘emo’ life’ stuff, which are pretty long. About four – five pages on Word, for now, and I have only three results but I’ll try to write more soon. I’m also trying to write some other stories that I don’t plan on posting until at least two of my Naruto stories aren’t finished; sorry.

My polls. I pretty much beg you to take some of them because I truly have the slightest idea what to do without your opinion. So, please, take them. It doesn’t waste half of your lifetime to do it, only around thirty seconds, tops. My Nick poll will be closed on August the 13th so I could at least try to write and finish what you guys decide you want from me before school starts.

Now about Quizilla. Quizilla is being a fucking mean bitch towards me. I wasn’t able to log in whole four days and when I finally managed to do so, all my favorites AND friends were deleted! Can you imagine?! So, I’m really sorry if you are not in my friends or favorites list anymore. I only managed to add as friends the people I recently messaged and the stories that I liked and remembered.

Thanks for reading,
Jewel123

I just saw the latest Harry Potter movie.It sucked. I'm sorry if I offended someone but it was really NOT what I imagined.I mean,come on! The scene where Snape killed Dumbledore? It was just like 'Avada Kedavra' and he fell and then the deatheaters just went away! Honestly, there isn't anything like that in the book.And when Hermione was jealous? The bird scene was far from what I imagined either....Well,I guess there were some possitive points. I liked the scene where Dumbledore and Harry went to that lake.It was just like I thought it should be and there's also the fact that Tom Felton a.k.a Drako Malfoy is getting hotter with each movie....lol.

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Yo. I’m Diana or DeeDee, whichever you prefer. Not a lot of people know about my account here and most don’t believe I can actually become a writer. Truth is, I may seem like I know a lot of stuff about love and relationships but I can’t keep a boy for more than a month and I’ve never been in love, which is sad really. I despise people who think they are the shit when they really, aren’t. I am still on friendly terms with most of them because, I don’t know why, but I prefer if people like me not hate me, lol. I stand up for my friends, even if they aren’t my closest people, I’ll still do anything for them. And yeah, I’m the violent and swearing type. I’m the kind of girl that doesn’t know what she wants but still stands her ground. I don’t believe in marriage and don’t give seconds chances, to boys anyway. I am always afraid of failing or not being good enough although I always come off as a laid-back cool girl, that doesn’t care of the consequences and it may seem I have a bad attitude but in reality I always try to be very polite. A habit, I guess. Always smiling and laughing and I love having fun but I’m completely different person out of school. I forgive quickly but I do hold grudges indeed. I find it really hard to say ‘sorry’ when I know I’ve done something wrong, too prideful I guess. I’ve made many mistakes and regret doing most of them even though I learned something from each. I’m the demanding type of girl who doesn’t take ‘No’ for an answer and doesn’t know the meaning of a compromise. Rules and promises are meant to be broken and you can’t be with someone forever, that’s what I think anyway. I want to go back to the 70s’ and 80s’, just to see what they were like and dress crazily. I have lots of friends, though I don’t know who are true and who only pretend. I am a sarcastic bitch when I want and you’d better not piss me off. It’s hard to get me angry but when I am…you don’t want to get in my way. I believe I’m always right and I try to help everyone even if they don’t deserve it or don’t need it. I love to gossip and have the last word. It makes me feel good. I fall asleep hardly and wake up even harder. I prefer to sleep because my world had the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake. I think that Marilyn Monroe was a genius even though I have never seen her movies. I have big dreams but small beliefs. My life is confusing, full of drama and wandering. But I’m always me and I don’t think I’ll change for anyone. I always say what’s on my mind and try to be honest but it doesn’t happen every time and sometimes, even if I don’t like it, I have to bite my tongue back and shut-up. People seem to trust me, which I’m glad for, though I’m scared of letting them down. I take lots of things for granted and at times it may seen I don’t realize how lucky I am but I’m grateful I have what I have. I have a thing for sad endings although happy ending are nice as well. I don’t like horror movies all that much and think they are a waste of time. If you want to see something horrific, just turn on the news. It’s sad but true. I like music; it’s not my life though. I want to live in England or somewhere in Europe and I don’t want to stay in Bulgaria, I’m still not sure why but I think it’s because of the small opportunities it gives and I want to be world-wide known. I’m scared of butterflies more than I am of spiders. I wouldn’t say I’m scared, more like disgusted of them. I want a few tattoos and piercing but unfortunately my parents are against them. I believe in God but I also believe that you could change your fate if you want. I have a thing about crazy hair and mine is pink at the moment. I am a rebel but I was born like that. I have never been a good girl and it’s not all just a posing because I like being myself and not playing by the rules. I won’t go too far in trying to win a guy because he’s supposed to like me for me. Sometimes I feel as though I’m not loved but I know I have a lot of people who care for me. I have enemies and I’m proud of that because it means I have stood up for something in my life. I have celebrity crushes and I’m embarrassed of that. I hardly ever confess my feelings and I’ve never told a guy I like him first. I’m scared of rejection, I guess. I try to believe in fairy tales but it’s just too hard. I write and read stories because when I do, I feel alive. I also have passion for strange names and motorcycles and it’s not because of the Twilight books either. I actually prefer the Harry Potter series though I’m not obsessed with anything. Except Coke, I guess. It’s one of my weaknesses. I don’t want to try crack but I act hyper all the time. Boys think I’m mental and funny, girls think I’m too straightforward, absurd and amusing. I spill out a lot of bullshit but still try to keep the secrets. I’m against abortion and war. I’m not all about peace, though. I’m a vegetarian but I still have a struggle when I go to McDonald’s. I’m a perfect liar and I’m not very proud of it. I am very emotional but I still can have a poker face when I want to. I love reading quotes and repeating them afterwards, while trying to look smart. A lot of people think I’m stupid but I’m actually quite logical and smart when I want to or when I put my mind into something. I like to cry from time to time or do something dangerous so it can get my mind off things. And that’s that. If you like me, a kiss for you, if not, kiss my ass.

~Peace out Girl scout,

Jewel123

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Yo. I’m Diana or DeeDee, whichever you prefer. Not a lot of people know about my account here and most don’t believe I can actually become a writer. Truth is, I may seem like I know a lot of stuff about love and relationships but I can’t keep a boy for more than a month and I’ve never been in love, which is sad really. I despise people who think they are the shit when they really, aren’t. I am still on friendly terms with most of them because, I don’t know why, but I prefer if people like me not hate me, lol. I stand up for my friends, even if they aren’t my closest people, I’ll still do anything for them. And yeah, I’m the violent and swearing type. I’m the kind of girl that doesn’t know what she wants but still stands her ground. I don’t believe in marriage and don’t give seconds chances, to boys anyway. I am always afraid of failing or not being good enough although I always come off as a laid-back cool girl, that doesn’t care of the consequences and it may seem I have a bad attitude but in reality I always try to be very polite. A habit, I guess. Always smiling and laughing and I love having fun but I’m completely different person out of school. I forgive quickly but I do hold grudges indeed. I find it really hard to say ‘sorry’ when I know I’ve done something wrong, too prideful I guess. I’ve made many mistakes and regret doing most of them even though I learned something from each. I’m the demanding type of girl who doesn’t take ‘No’ for an answer and doesn’t know the meaning of a compromise. Rules and promises are meant to be broken and you can’t be with someone forever, that’s what I think anyway. I want to go back to the 70s’ and 80s’, just to see what they were like and dress crazily. I have lots of friends, though I don’t know who are true and who only pretend. I am a sarcastic bitch when I want and you’d better not piss me off. It’s hard to get me angry but when I am…you don’t want to get in my way. I believe I’m always right and I try to help everyone even if they don’t deserve it or don’t need it. I love to gossip and have the last word. It makes me feel good. I fall asleep hardly and wake up even harder. I prefer to sleep because my world had the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake. I think that Marilyn Monroe was a genius even though I have never seen her movies. I have big dreams but small beliefs. My life is confusing, full of drama and wandering. But I’m always me and I don’t think I’ll change for anyone. I always say what’s on my mind and try to be honest but it doesn’t happen every time and sometimes, even if I don’t like it, I have to bite my tongue back and shut-up. People seem to trust me, which I’m glad for, though I’m scared of letting them down. I take lots of things for granted and at times it may seen I don’t realize how lucky I am but I’m grateful I have what I have. I have a thing for sad endings although happy ending are nice as well. I don’t like horror movies all that much and think they are a waste of time. If you want to see something horrific, just turn on the news. It’s sad but true. I like music; it’s not my life though. I want to live in England or somewhere in Europe and I don’t want to stay in Bulgaria, I’m still not sure why but I think it’s because of the small opportunities it gives and I want to be world-wide known. I’m scared of butterflies more than I am of spiders. I wouldn’t say I’m scared, more like disgusted of them. I want a few tattoos and piercing but unfortunately my parents are against them. I believe in God but I also believe that you could change your fate if you want. I have a thing about crazy hair and mine is pink at the moment. I am a rebel but I was born like that. I have never been a good girl and it’s not all just a posing because I like being myself and not playing by the rules. I won’t go too far in trying to win a guy because he’s supposed to like me for me. Sometimes I feel as though I’m not loved but I know I have a lot of people who care for me. I have enemies and I’m proud of that because it means I have stood up for something in my life. I have celebrity crushes and I’m embarrassed of that. I hardly ever confess my feelings and I’ve never told a guy I like him first. I’m scared of rejection, I guess. I try to believe in fairy tales but it’s just too hard. I write and read stories because when I do, I feel alive. I also have passion for strange names and motorcycles and it’s not because of the Twilight books either. I actually prefer the Harry Potter series though I’m not obsessed with anything. Except Coke, I guess. It’s one of my weaknesses. I don’t want to try crack but I act hyper all the time. Boys think I’m mental and funny, girls think I’m too straightforward, absurd and amusing. I spill out a lot of bullshit but still try to keep the secrets. I’m against abortion and war. I’m not all about peace, though. I’m a vegetarian but I still have a struggle when I go to McDonald’s. I’m a perfect liar and I’m not very proud of it. I am very emotional but I still can have a poker face when I want to. I love reading quotes and repeating them afterwards, while trying to look smart. A lot of people think I’m stupid but I’m actually quite logical and smart when I want to or when I put my mind into something. I like to cry from time to time or do something dangerous so it can get my mind off things. And that’s that. If you like me, a kiss for you, if not, kiss my ass.

~Peace out Girl scout,

Jewel123

I'll post this as a story as well because I'm not sure how many people actually look at the journal...

I'm shocked and not in a good way.I can't believe there are people that don't even know me and yet they CUSS at me and offend my mom (if you know what I mean). First it started with my Taylor Lautner baby daddy. There were people (who I will NOT name, even though they quite deserve to be) that pretty much said that Selena Gomez rulez and that Taylor would NEVER act like that and the character was a slut and since she's my character, that means I'm a slut as well. I was like WTF-lip?! It's just a story people and I don't know Taylor so I can't say how he'd react and for your information not all girls who get pregnant as teenagers are sluts,whores or whatever! Then, when I posted the Robert one I got messages saying that I was jealous of Kristin and I turned her into bitch and what not. I ignored those as well. But then you know what happened? I wrote my rant on sappy stories because I was quite irritated with these stuff and I got around 8 (!) messages saying that if I didn't like these kind of stories, then I should leave Quizilla. Permanently. And I'm finally fed up with people's bullshit! It's not okay when you message me that my spelling sucks or report my stuff and tell me to literally fuck off. Who the hell do you think you are?! You don't even know me and yet you are being impolite and bitchy and I'm sick and tired of it...I'm not sure when I'll post something on Twilight Baby Daddy Cast even though I promised MalindaGaunt that I'll do a Kellan Lutz one but I'm quite afraid that I'd get plenty of hate-mail and it's not like I care what people think most of the time but you just get fed up sometimes,you know...However I want to thank flyassbiotch93 for sticking up for me and not cursing or anything at me. So, thank you. But I'm sorry to say that when a couple of people tell me they like what I write and 10 other say my stuff are 'worse than trash' don't change anything...

Oh My Gosh! Oh My Gosh! The 'New Moon' trailer is out! I watched it over and over and over again,it NEVER gets old! That made my day! I started squakling like the fangirl I am!!! After you watch the trailer and see how JACOB looks like you'll see that he's sooooo dreamy and... *sigh* And the birthday scene?! Oh My fucking GOD! The birtday is just...The way Jasper attacks...It's worth it, here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78vIchP9u9I&feature=haxa_popt00us05

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!Aint that totally awesome?!...Well,I'm getting older but I'm totally cool with it as long as I don't become all wrinckled...You can't become wrinckled when you are 13 can you?CAN YOU?!I hope not.Anyway,I'm going out with my friends after school and then i'll go with my older cousins to this super awesome new club.But do you know what will make me even happier?If you say 'Happy Birthday' to me or something like that...but if you don't wanna I can't make you,it'd your choise *sniff sniff*

OOOKAY!Here are the reasons why I haven't been posting:

1)I'm SOOOOoooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOOoooooOOOOO sorry that I stihh haven't posted the requested one shots.You gyus are great and I hope you don't hate me.The one shots were written like three weeks ago but I still can't get the chance to post them.

2)My aunt got married.I had to go to this stupid(awesome) shop for wedding dresses and they had to see my weight and height in order to do the dress.The dress is fucki** awesome and then we had to go to the ceremony and my legs were killing me because of the high heels.At one point I had to go bare feet because I couldn't walk anymore in those shoes.It was embaressing.

3)My boyfriend broke up with me.A day before 14.02.Cool right?I guess that means I have to change the 'About Me' thingy.

4)We moved in completely so I hope that means I'll get more free time AND Internet not onlyy on the weekends.

ALL IN ALL,I'll try and post as soon as possible(and when I find the USB thingy my stories are on.Oh,yeah,I lost it.No worries,on it were only three finished stories as well as the sequel on my Sasuke story.)

Flipping toodles,I have to go.Don't forget to message 0:]

P.S. If F.B.I. come in your home asking for me,tell them you haven't seen me.Thank you.

YAY!I'm back!I mean back to my original self!Things got a bit worse with my friend because a new girl came in our class and seperated us into different groups but I decided to be optimistic and to not look at the bad side.After all,no one likes losers...or something like that.Anyway I wanted to write something different here:

1.I take requests for one-shots.But I can only do Naruto,and probably Harry Potter,for the simple reason that I'm not very good with the other animes.

2.I want to say that I ABSOLUTELY despite it when people label others.For example: "I hate all cheerleaders and emos!They are so annoying and depressing!"!Okay,you may have had bad experience with a cheerleader but that doesn't mean that all of them are snobs who care only for their looks and not ALL emos cut themselves,okay?So,stop labeling because you won't like it if someone calls you names,before even knowing the real you!

3.My deprsion is gone!My mom and friends noticed that I was acting different and they wanted to help me.One of my teachers said that I should talk with the school phyhologist or something like that.So,I went to her office and made a few tests and talked a bit with her.Finally,she said that I was feeling like crap because of the winter and may be I was heart-broken(which was true but that'a different story) and now I feel very good and I want to thank everyone who messaged me and espessialy xXsohmafanXx,for being so nice.

4.Now,about my stories.I want to remind you that if I don't get ratings on my Itachi story,I won't post anytime soon(on it).Thanks to those who messaged me about the sequel of my finished Sasuke story.It's almost ready and I'll wait till 14.02 to see the results of the poll and finish it.I know that I haven't been updating on my Shikamaru story but I'll write the next chapter soon,I promise.Right now(well,not RIGHT now,but you get the idea) I'm trying to finish my Konoha Boarding School story and I'll update every weekend.I'm planning on about 5 more stories and I have pretty good ideas but I won't start writting them until I finish the sequel and the boarding school story.

5.Here's something else that kinda pisses me off.So,I find most of the stories on Quizilla really interesting but sometimes I stop reading them because of the way they are written.For example: Wake up,she said.I mumbled something and went downstairs.Goodmorning how did you sleep? Fine,thanks I answered. Ireally don't understand why can't they just put ""? Here's how it should be done,so the reader won't be confused: "Wake up"She said.I mumbled something and went downstairs "Goodmorning,how did you sleep?" "Fine,thanks"I answered...Is that so hard?Another thing is when you switch personalities.Sure.noone knows how the character is going to react but you can at least try.What I mean is that you can't write how Sasuke started to jump around happily,thinking about the new mission while Naruto just glared at Sakura,who was playin in the mud,trying to ruin her hair!Hellooooo!That isn't gonna happen.So,try to make them act more like themselves in the story you are writting.Just an advice.But if I ever make such a mistake(which is quite possible,considering I'm not perfect or a not very good writter)you can feel free to message me.

That's not everything I wanted to tell you but I forgot the other stuff.You can feel free to comment on something I wrote here and say if you agree(or not).
Thanks for reading,Jewel123 xoxo

If you read my newest stuff you will see that they don't end with happy end...for example the Deidara one-shot I did for MusicalNature or the Shikamaru drabble...there's a reason for that and I decided to write it here bcuz I need to tell someone or I'll explode...ok...about two weeks ago I thought that my life was wonderfull.I had friends,a boy I like and I got along with my family.But my BFFL told me that she heard my other BFF say something bad behind my back and at first I didn't believe her for the simple reason that they don't like eachother...but I asked the second one if that was true and she started blabbing some sh*t and in the end she said that that was true...I cried all night and not only that but my bunny got sick and died and I started fighting with my family for stupid things...long short I feel horrible...that is the reason I couldn't write a happy story so I'm thinking about taking a little break from posting...thank you for reading and please give me some advice...!

I finally decided to write something in here!Anyway...I want to tell Naruto(The Charachter)HAPPY BIRTHDAY NARUTO-KUN!!!I am posting a one-shot but it's not a birthday one coz it was written a while ago...I personally don't think it's something special coz one-shots aren't my best side but yeah...I hope you like it and I will REALLY REALLY appreciate it if you send me a message with an advice or opinion!

P.S.I know I haven't posted anything lately but since school started(15.09)I have been busy.Anyway now I'm working on Itachi story,Shikamaru's story next chapter(almost ready) and ?min.in Heaven(Naruto style)!I'll be REALLY happy if you check them out!