lacedwithnitroglycerin's Journal

What's your full name? You wish. ;p

Are you young or old? Young

Matter of fact, How old are you? 15 going on 2

What's the gender? Zebra

Are you popular or a total nerd? I'm invisible

Does everyone love you? Like I said, I'm invisible.

Are you Single, Taken, or Flirting? Single

Who are you liking these days? Science Eliza. (God those hips put William Beckett & Brendon Urie to shame.)

Do you have a cellphone? Yush

Where were you born? Ogden

Have you ever hit on someone way older than you? ... not that I know of.

Has anyone way older than you ever hit on you? I'm like a sixth graders' height.

What kind of music do you listen to? All kinds

Can you live without music? Nope, i'd die

Are you a pretty good dancer? You won't even get to see my dance so why ask?

How often do you get to get out of the house? not enough

Do you have any siblings? Unfortunately yet at the same time fortunately.

Are you a virgin? Yes but my minds' a bit messed up.

What's your deepest darkest secret? I'm Prof. Plum, I did it in the library, with the candlestick.

Do you drive? sort of learning

If you do, what kind of car do you drive? Chevrolet Tahoe

What kind of car do you want? Any earth friendly car.

Do you want kids? Yeah

If so, how many? a billion *is adopting* (Haha, that's a Bones' joke, sorta.)

Would your parents kill you if you were pregnant right now? They wouldn't believe me...

Do you own an iPod? I did. I had two but they didn't work.

What's your favorite sport? Watching people?

Are you on drugs? No

Have you ever done drugs before? No

Do you wear jewelry? 3 emotionaly significant necklaces and a bracelet.
If so, what jewelry do you wear? sometimes a necklace chocker spike thing or something of chris'

Do you have style? Does it matter if I dress like the brainless zombies on the magazines?

What's your favorite thing to wear? hoodies

Have you seen dick in a box? PERVERT!!

Are you enjoying life? Nope

What is your favorite type of food? anything that's bad for me

Do you prefer to get drunk or tipsy? Neither

Are you moody at this moment? *sarcasm* No, not at all.

Where would you rather be right now? Jordan

Is there anything currently annoying you? Very much so.

When did you last take a bath? 7 years ago.

What last made you cry? life

Do you like roller coasters? not much

Ever been on a four wheeler? Yes

Are you a picky eater? Yes

How many people can you trust? 3 1/2

Do you like to play board games? Sometimes

Now I'm off to work on the 'Secret Mission'

http://www.nokiausa.com/A4872009

Go watch it! I absolutely love it! So does my mom!

Now, that I've watched the video, I'm going back to bed. Night. Love ya.

Love Always,
JJ

I went to the doctor today. Had to have a shot. :/ I hate needles. But my nurse was hot so its all good.

I just [finally] posted the Ryan/Greta one shot. Sorry for the wait.

I watched Sweeney Todd yesterday. I loved it! It was so amazing.

Sorry if I sound stupid lately, I'm running out of words. This 'Secret Mission' thing is killing me.

If anyone is willing to help me, I would greatly appreciate your help.

Love Always,
JJ

I did it. It was great. My ten yr old neighbor (Brenden) wanted some blue tape just like the kind I had on my mouth and wanted to do the Day of Silence with me so I gave him some and we wrote notes to each other instead of talking. It was really cute. He's like my favorite neighborhood kid.

I submitted my stuff to the school literary magazine. I submitted my story about the guy and his eyes and then I submitted my 'Roadblocks' rant.

Did anyone else do the Day Of Silence?

Love Always,
JJ

Yes, I made a friend! His name is Miguel and he's in my science class. He's new to this school and so I talked to him during the fire drill (during Science) and then I saw him sitting alone at lunch and I invited him to come sit with me. And so we talked. We exchanged cell phone numbers. But he's on house arrest so he can't text or really do anything for another two weeks. But he's really nice.

During lunch he noticed I only had a PB&J sammich (yes sammich.) (instead of my usual Fruit Salad) he asked if I wanted a drink or some candy and it was really nice. I said no though because I'm worth wasting money over. And then after lunch he walked me to my class. It was so sweet. He's really nice and oh my gabe saporta, I feel like I'm a school girl ranting about her crush! But I just met him today!

Thursday I'm hanging out with Jordan. :D I'm really excited. This will be my second time hanging out with him. I don't know if Michael's going to be there though...

I'm working on posting the Ryan/Greta. I've got two more one shots that I might post but for now I'm going to be working on this new thing. Its a top secret mission. *starts humming MI theme song* *is a dork* But I'll probably post rants and such.

Oooh and I need your help! I want to submit one of my stories to my school's literary magazine but I don't know which one. It has to be school appropriate. No suicide (that means Disco's out.), no big swearing (I can edit the swear words out if I want). So will you guys help me? Please tell me which one of my one shots is your favorite. And I need to know soon because I have to email it to her Friday but she has to see a 'hard copy' first. So please help?

Love Always,
JJ

Can you believe that? 500.8 mg pills to make me happy. I just went and added up the pills. That shits all supposed to make me happy. Does it? No, it doesn't. I just got finished crying my effing eyes out in the shower. I'm getting second thoughts again about going to school but I know that if I don't go, I'll have to be taken out.

To quote the Goo Goo Dolls, "And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand." Enough said.

And to quote Blink 182, "Will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight." and "I miss you miss you."

But I could sit here for days quoting songs. That's how effed up I am.

So my question for you guys is, does happiness exist? If so, why do others get it while others don't?

Love Always,
JJ

Yeah that's right, JJ went out and hung out with people for the second time since Veevee left. Its pathetic and super sexytastic at the same time! :D

So I went to this girl from my old school's (Angie's her name.) party that she was throwing last night (Friday night). It was so fun! First, my mom, Ness, and I went to my old school to watch the plays they were putting on and Angie was in two of them. So once that was over she asked me if I wanted to come to her party and I was like, "Omg. She actually asked me. For once, she asked me instead of just telling me about it the day after." But I'm not mad at her. I'm happy! I got to meet Jordan! I've been talking to him a lot on MSN (Veevee introduced me. I would've met him earlier but he couldn't make it.) and wow! He's amazing! He gave me a nickname. Its "Dribble nibs" and I nicknamed him "Rainbow Boy" I also got to see Michael again! I haven't seen him since like August? And all I can say is that he looks so much better! He's so nice, in person, in texts, and online. So is Jordan!

So I had a great time! It was really fun! I've never laughed so much and smiled so hard in a huge group of people.

And I know some of you are like, "Well its about time!" or "How come it took so long?" Its because I'm a complete wall flower. I don't do well with big crowds. Seriously. That's why I don't go to dances at my school... Or did... My new school hasn't had one yet.

And speaking of school. Most of you don't know this but for the last 3 or 4 weeks I haven't been to school. But as of Monday I'm going back. Whether that's a good thing or a bad thing, I don't know but I just thought I would tell you. And I do have updates but I'm a little skeptical on posting them right now. Quizilla isn't letting me do much and I hate having to double post stuff because Quizilla's being a b*tch to me. So soon I'll post updates.

The updates will include; a Pete update (fuck the Ashlee-Pete engagement. The story is still going on.), a Greta/Ryan one shot, a Spencer Smith (yes another one) one shot, and a Chris Faller (from The Hush Sound) one shot. That's a lot! And there will be Ryan, Jon, and Ryland updates soon too! I'm just kind of in a slump. So sorry about the lack of updates. I'll post them up soon.

In fact I think I might go post the Spencer one shot now. (If I don't end up doing that don't kill me. Saturday [today] is my computer day and so I'll probably post it later.)

And for some reason I keep gagging and coughing but I'm still happy! *dances* *trips over chair* Sh*t!

Anyway, hope you guys have a great weekend!

Love Always,
JJ

So you know how writers are considered artists too? Well, this whole 'Dying Dog Piece', makes me sick to be considered an artist. That is NOT art! Its animal cruelty! Not art! Cruelty! Here, in my state, if he had done that he would be charged. Its a felony here. This just makes me sick. 

And they want him to do another one this year! What the hell? That's just wrong. Just plain fucking wrong. Its not art. It never will be art. All it will ever be is torturing an innocent animal. Animal cruelty is wrong. Don't think its acceptable because its not. And it never will be.

Watch the video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-jIP8i1djg) and sign the petition (http://www.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition.html) so he won't be able to do it again this year. 

We can't let this happen again.

People are always going to hate each other. No matter what stereotype. Its not just one stereotype that’s being targeted. Everyone is. Every single person on this planet is going to be hated in there life. You can’t escape it.
 
There’s always going to be hate. No matter what people say, society only knows hate. Society will always have hate dominate love. It will be easier to spread hate than to spread love. And then soon love will cease to exist.
 
Now, I don’t want to offend anyone by saying this so if you’re extremely religious and immature don’t read further.
 
I am predicting that before Christ can come back to the Earth, society will have already offed itself. And please don’t respond with, “But God would never let that happen.” Do we know that for sure? I mean come on; he says he loves every single one of his ‘children’ but how come he’s making it harder on gays, bisexuals, transvestites, etc.? Why isn’t he intervening like everyone thinks he will do when society gets too bad. It won’t happen, because society has already gotten really bad. And don’t tell me that its because gays, bisexuals, transvestites, etc. are making bad choices. They aren’t! Being gay, bisexual, etc. isn’t wrong. But society tells us it is, but it isn’t.


No matter what happens, society will always be cruel. Kids will still feel left out. Adults will still hate each other. Teenagers will still be depressed and have few friends. School kids will still fling hateful comments at each other to get a laugh. Others will still put each other down because of their own insecurities. Kids, like us, will always be vicious and carved out of stone.
 
Racism will still be around. Prejudice on anyone who isn’t ‘normal’ will still exist. People won’t be accepted for being themselves unless they are ‘normal.’ There will still be homophobes.
 
People will still be murdered. People will still fight with each other. There will still be wars. There will still be violence.
 
People will always look down on someone if they aren’t just like them. People will never accept anyone that’s different. Stereotypes will always exist. Everyone will use them, eventually.
 
Life isn’t a fairytale. We all don’t live happily ever after. Not everything is rainbows and sunshine. Life isn’t always loving and caring. Life is full of hate and rejection.

Society will soon cease to exist if we don't change our ways. Love is the movement. Spread the love faster than the hate. Make a difference today.
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Love Always,
JJ

They want to send me away. I don't want to go. I like it here. I like my family. I like my neighborhood 'friends'. I don't want to go. I like my house. I like my room. I really don't want to go.

Last night I lost control. I got mad and kicked the wall, making a hole the size of my fist. My dad kept yelling at me and I had a head ache and every noise was hurting my ears and my head and I kept begging him to stop. I begged my mom to make him stop but he wouldn't. Then he said that I needed to get dressed in normal clothes (I was in my pjs) because he was going to take me to the hospital.

I don't want to go. Really, I don't. I didn't mean to make a hole. Please, I'm sorry. Don't make me go away. I love you.

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I won't be updating right now because my mind is in an, "Eff you, JJ, I'm going on strike!" mood. I promise I'll update soon but right now the plastic baggy that's holding the pieces of my shattered heart is ripping. Each time I see that hole, a piece of my heart shatters even more.

Love Always,
JJ

Has anyone ever told you that you have some of the prettiest eyes ever? If not, then I’ll say it. You have some of the prettiest eyes ever. They’re like a misty ocean. Like an aqua mist blue. They’re beautiful.
 

 

Every time I see them, they remind me to keep going. They remind me that one-day I could be like you. I could be free. And have the ability to save someone else’s life.
 

 

You’re eyes saved me. They still do. Every time I see them, I see hope inside of them. I see a kid that survived and grew up to be an adult, inside of them. I see faith.
 

 

You don’t know this but you save me. You save me every day because I try my hardest. Because I don’t want to disappoint you. Even if you could care less, I like to think that you care. It’s silly because you hardly know me.
 

 

Most people would say I have a crush or an infatuation with you. That’s not true. I like you. But not like that. You’re married. I’m way younger than you. I only look up to you. Like an idol. Of course you don’t know that.
 

 

You don’t know anything about my pain or me. Hardly anyone does. I try to keep it hidden so it doesn’t bite me later on. So no one can use it against me. So I don’t get hurt more than I already am.
 

 

But what I don’t know is if you would hurt me or not. I mean, you are a great person. You always make me smile. You don’t know how hard that is. You have this great vibe. This vibe that just heats up someone. Heats them up in a good way. In sort of a loving way.
 

 

And yet you are a stranger. I don’t know you all that well. I see you very rarely. Yet I’m already attached to you. I’m already letting you in.
 

 

Who am I, anyway? I don’t even know. You make me want to find out whom I am. What happened to my kid version? Why all my hopes and dreams were smashed. I don’t know any of this. And you make me want to know it. Because it seems like you know everything about yourself. You know what you want to do. You’re already doing what you love. I’m not there yet. And I want to be. I want so badly to be there already but I’m not.
 

 

I’m just a broken little girl.
 

 

And you’re just the guy who fixes my glasses.
 

 

Just the guy who saves me.

So I gave in and got an AIM. A few of you had been pestering me to get one and I finally did. So if you want to add me go ahead.

My AIM is jjsXprettyXodd

Its also on my homepage...

Love Always,
JJ

I'm back. But please don't message me saying welcome back. I've got like 50 messages already and you guys know how small my attention span is. Just say it here in the journal.

I wrote a one shot. I'm working on posting that right now.

I'm feeling a lot better.

Love Always,
JJ

I'm going to go stay at my Grandma's for a week. She does not own a computer. I will not be able to come online for a week. I promise I won't die from detox. ;p

I will however, have my phone. As some of you know, I can get into my yahoo email on my phone. If you would like to stay in contact, please email me at jjnovarro@yahoo.com.

If you email me please write in the subject, "Hi. This is *insert username* from Quizilla." Or else I'll have to ask you who you are and I don't want to have to.

If you already email me, then you're safe. You don't need to do that, because we already have convo's going on.

I'm sorry that I won't be able to update before I leave. I did post a one shot last night.

I also had to get a new layout. The last one was spazzing out. It wasn't working and so I needed to get a new one. I don't have enough time to fix it before I leave. Sorry, so I won't have a cbox up.

Feel free to leave a bunch of comments on here, just please don't spam my inbox. You can message me, just not obscene amounts. However, feel absolutely free to spam this journal. Also don't spam my email.

I love you all. Hopefully I will come back feeling more happier and I'll be able to carry on. Talk to you later.

Love Always,
JJ

You would think it would get easier each day but it doesn't. It keeps getting harder. I have a calendar for '08, '09, '10, and, '11. I'm counting off the days. But it still makes it harder.

I can't take the yelling and screaming anymore. Spring Break is over, I can't go to my brother's. Not like it would be much better there, too much tension at his house. I can't go to Grandma's, I would love to. But I can't, because I have school and I can't miss anymore days.

I finally got my hair re dyed. I got it a deep purpleish red. I can soon get as many ear piercings as I want. I want three for now.

My Pretty.Odd hasn't come yet! *cries* It better come tomorrow or someone is going to be in some serious deep shit.

Tomorrow I have a lesson I have to teach to the kids with the disabilities. Its going to fun... Hopefully. I'm reading them the book Animalia and then we're going to make our own Animalia book.

The song, "Never Too Late," by Three Days Grace, is keeping me alive right now. If you don't have it and want it, email me I'll send it to you.

I know I promised you updates but right now I just can't. I just can't do it. I'm also taking a bit of a break. I be back next Tuesday. If you want to talk to me, email me.

It may not mean much to you guys, but I love you all. I really do. You are the best readers. You are the best. You are the kindest people ever. Thank you so much for putting up with me.

I love you all. I'll talk to you when I get back or if you email me.

Love,
JJ

IF YOU EMAIL ME, MY EMAIL IS jjnovarro@yahoo.com. PLEASE PUT 'HEY. THIS IS *INSERT USERNAME* FROM QUIZILLA.' IN THE SUBJECT, NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE. I'M TOO SCATTER BRAINED LATELY.

My hand is in a wrap again. This time its not to the point where I can hardly type. I can still type but not long things. So I'm probably gonna have to take breaks while writing this journal post.

I'm hopefully going to update. I have a Pete & a Jon update ready to be finished up. I'm working on the next Ryan & Ryland part. And I'm working on typing up my new stories. However, my three new stories will not be posted til they are finished, so they will be a while.

I'm going to help my mom write a one shot. Yeah, she wants to write some fanfiction. So I'm going to help her with that. We'll probably post her stuff here on my account in her own folder.

I'm going to post a teaser of one of my new stories in a poll and then I want you guys to take it and tell me if you like it and think I should keep it going. I'll let you all know when I post the poll. *EDIT: I already posted the poll. The link is below. Please go take it.*

So Easter's coming up, right? And well since my family always goes to church on Easter Sunday. I will be attending that day. So if you want to email me (The new email is on my profile. Its jjnovarro@yahoo.com. I made a new one. So don't contact me on my old one. Please and thank you.), I'll be allowed to text and email. And my mom said I could wear my new Cobra Starship band tee to church! I'm so excited! It has firebreathing cobras and spaceships attacking buildings and stuff! Its great!

I'll also have a few one shots and random stories to update too.

Today, Saturday, and Monday are my computer days so I'll get to working (hopefully) on updating on those days.

Anyway, have a great weekend!

Love,
JJ

Today was my last day of school until Spring Break (I didn't go today, though... Please don't ask why.) and I won't go back til next Tuesday! Then that same week I'll have Friday off! So I will hopefully be updating.

I said 'hopefully' because I have a lot of make up work to do over Spring Break. And YES, I DO have to do them otherwise I fail this quarter. :| If I fail this quarter mercilessly then I will have to stop writing until the summer. Do you guys want that?

My updates should include a Pete update, a Patrick Stump one shot, a Jon update (maybe), a couple random stories and one shots, and maybe a teaser part of one of my new stories.

When I say 'teaser' I mean like a little bit of the story. If I do post the teaser part, I want those of you who read it, to let me know if I should continue it or not. I don't know which of my 3 (yes 3) new stories it will be. But it will be a new one.

If you pay attention on my homepage you will have noticed I put a new story up on my homepage but it is not posted. Why, you ask? Because I'm weird. No, that's not why, I put it up there so you could see how its coming along. Many of you don't know anything about the story except the name, character, and that's it. Sorry for torturing you. But it'll be worth the wait, I promise.

Yesterday, JJ got Good Bye Blues! She's been so excited about it!

Sorry for the lack of updates, I know I promised them to you. But right now I'm going through a crappy time. You would know that if you read my previous entry.

I'm not exaggerating. I'm serious. My ability to live is wearing thin. I know suicide is NOT an option. I would NEVER even consider suicide. I just think that I'm causing myself to slowly deteorate.

I'm sorry, I'll try and get some updates up over SB but if I don't, please don't get mad. School > Quizilla. Sorry.

I love you all! I love the ones who comment and read more though... Just kidding!

Love,
JJ

JJ went to the doctor on Friday. She learned a lot of things. A) She’s gotten fatter. B) Her Bi Polar is getting better. C) She’s suffering from situational depression. D) You can never take too many pills. **Note sarcasm** E) The doctor can be nice sometimes.
 

 

Yes, I’ve gotten fatter. I’m so depressed I’m eating just to eat. It gives me something to do. Ugh! So I’m exercising more.
 

 

The Bi Polar meds are working a bit. We’re upping my dosage soon. I don’t know when though.
 

 

I’m suffering from Situational Depression. And my depression has worsened. Anyone want to guess why? Oh come on now, guess. I’ll give you a fucking cookie.
 

 

Situational depression can have more severe symptoms. This is the form of depression that rears its head in direct response to external circumstances. Any number of traumas or trying events can trigger a bout of situational depression. The death of a loved one, or the loss of a job, for instance, may produce intense and temporarily debilitating depressive symptoms.
 

 

Hmmm... Let’s see why? Can anyone come up with an idea, because I obviously can’t. **Sarcasm** So more depression. So much for wanting to be happy for once.
 

 

I am now currently taking 8 ½ pills at night. That’s 1 ½ more than my Grandma and she has to take them for old age issues! We just recently added a new pill to the list. And when I up my Bi Polar meds, I’ll be taking 2 more pills on top of those 8 ½! How fucking lucky am I?
 

 

My mom (jokingly) wanted to hold me down and give me this medicine that I don’t want to try and then my mom said, “But she’s too old to do that. I think. We could try.” (Still jokingly.) And the doctor said, “No. We don’t want to force her to do anything.” And most doctors would’ve been happy to hold me down and force the pills down my throat. (not that I can’t take them on my own because I can. I’ve been doing it since I was 3. I know how to swallow a goddamn pill.) And the fact that she was being nice to me this visit made me feel better about having to be there.
 

 

So that’s what I learned at the doctors! What a lesson!


I posted a Zack one shot! Go check it out please! I'll be working on updates soon hopefully. If you've been talking to me a lot then you'll know that I haven't been to school since the Friday before last. Which means I have a crapload of homework to do. Homework > Updates. Unfortunately. Sorry!

Have a great day! I love you! Smile! 

 

Love,
JJ

She's human. She has feelings too. Just because she's a bit different does not give you a reason to be really mean to her.

How would you like it if someone called you physco and was really rude to you? You wouldn't like it.

Be fucking nice to people, no matter what problems they have because everyone has a problem. Some are bigger than others. Some are smaller. Some people hear voices, they are still humans. Some people are OCD and mean, they still are humans.

Be nice.
 
This was a comment I made on someone’s journal. They said that they were rude to a person who she calls ‘physco’ and others liked her more because of it and others hated her more because she was mean to the person. Why do you think that is? Why do you think people hated her for being mean to this supposed ‘physco’ person?
 
I hate using that word. I hate even thinking other people call other people that. It makes me effing sick. Why do you people do that? Why do you fucking put someone else down and make them feel like they aren’t a human? We’re all humans. We all have our fucking challenges, some have it worse than others, and some are lucky.
 
Me, I have ADHD, Bi-Polar, Depression, Insomnia, and a shitload of other emotional issues. Nessa, she has OCD, Anxiety Disorders, Speech Impediments, Learning Disabilities, Depression, and bunch of other emotional issues. Jessica, her dad has cancer and her mom yells at her a lot. Kenyon, has food anxieties, he’s afraid to try new food and stuff. Krystal, has control issues, she always has to be in control. Caitlyn, she wants to fit in and so she’ll do pretty much anything to fit in. Shari, has Bi-Polar too. Craig, has ADHD too. My mom, has panic disorder and has trouble sleeping. Mikey Way, has Bi-Polar and depression. Ryan Ross, has depression. Pete Wentz, has depression. We all have our problems, some are bigger than others and some are smaller.
 
If everyone has their problems then why do we make jokes and criticize others because of their problems? Would you like that if someone did that to you? No, you wouldn’t. So why do you do it to others?
 
And don’t give me your “But I’m not a freak. I’m normal. I don’t have problems,” shit. Because its not fucking true. You may fool others but I’m not fucking stupid. I know that everyone has atleast one problem.
 
God (or whoever you believe to be the high power) gave us these ‘road blocks’ when he put us on this Earth. By the time we die, he wants us to have atleast overcome one of our ‘road blocks.’ If you can’t acknowledge your ‘road blocks’ then you can’t ovecome them.
 
Have you ever seen the Dark Blue music video by Jack’s Mannequin? If you haven’t seen it then go watch it. Do you know what its about? Its about how each and every one of those dancers has a ‘road block’ and their partner, who also has some sort of ‘road block’, is there to help them. The people in the stands cheering on the dancers are like the family and friends who help them through their ‘road block.’ The dancers who don’t win and keep falling to the ground are the people who give up in life, who give up and don’t try to overcome their problems. And at the end when the losers jump into the water its like when you throw a fish into the ocean so it can start a new life.
 
When Andrew McMahon wrote that he was battling acute lymphoblastic luekemia. That was his ‘road block’ at that time. Cancer. That’s not a slice of cake like ADHD is. That’s a poisonous cookie. Andrew is my idol. He’s done so much. He’s handled so much.  He’s acknowledged a bunch of his ‘road blocks’ and has worked to overcome them.
 
I’m working to overcome my ‘road blocks,’ so is my sister, my mom, Kenyon, and a bunch of other people. Why don’t you stop ragging on other’s because of their ‘road blocks’ and work on overcoming yours?
 
I’ve been sitting here for about an hour and a half writing this. I hope I gave you something to think about.
 
Love,
JJ

I was on Buzznet and saw that the QOTD was on Random Acts of Kindness. Reading some of the comments I was compelled to write this journal entry.

Have you ever experience an act of random kindness? Whether it was from a stranger, a friend, a family member, a neighbor, etc. Have you ever carried out a random act of kindness? If so what was it? How did it make you feel?

I don't wan to start sounding like a therapist but I just want to know how much kindness is still left in the world. Its not how big the act is. Even the smallest acts of kindness can be the best ones. I mean just having someone smile at me makes me feel better. Do what you can to make someone else's day a bit better.

Here's what someone did for me once. In september my aunt had died and I was having a hard time getting up and going to school but one day I managed to get to school and opened my locker and inside of it there was a little smiley cut out. That completely made my day.

Everyday at school I hold open the door for someone who is behind me. At Harmons in the morning when I go to get my lunch, I always tell the cashier to have a great day.

Hope you all have a magnificent day!

Love,
JJ