i`m scared of everything at the minute.
scared of trusting people, scared of being wrong, scared of getting hurt, scared of being weak, scared of being alone, scared of change and scared i`ll do something bad to someone else or myself.
the news i recieved today has left me absolutely gutted.
that`s the big reason i`m scared to trust him, which in turn has left me petrified to trust everyone else. Hence me telling people nothing because i cant trust them. Thennn they get pissed off cus i be "keeping things from them", then in turn makes me be alone.
The not-trusting-people one scares me the most. And the getting hurt part.
That whole "getting hurt" thing sounds over-exaggerated, but you haven`t got one fuckin clue unless you expierience it yourself. I dont know how many times I broke down in front of him today, not counting the times by myself.
I hate feeling weak; like feeling as if I want to crawl back to him. I hate myself for that. I really do.
So today I pronounced myself as an "ex-group member". aka, I`m basically not gonna hang around with my usual group of friends.
Or at least, thats what they claim to be. The last time I checked friends dont kiss my best friends ex [AMY] or go out with my ex [FERGIE]. They also wern`t manipulative bastards[MICHAEL]who are never wrong and havnt carried out a good deed in their spoiled lives [GEMMA].
So FUCK THEM ALL.
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August 23, 2008
STFU
posted at 11:17 am EDT | 0 comments
April 23, 2008
bored. again.
so here we are again. i`ma write good songs by most bands i know mmmkay. theyre probably ones that have touched in me in some way or another. enjoi.
Aiden ;; One Love.
Amy Winehouse ;; You Know I`m No Good.
Angels & Airwaves ;; It Hurts. Call To Arms.
Audioslave ;; Like A Stone.
Avril Lavigne ;; With You.
Blink 182 ;; Stay Together For the Kids. Lost Without You. Everytime I Look For You.
Bloc Party ;; Kreuzburg.
Brand New ;; The Quiet Things NoOne Ever Knows. The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot. Me vs Mardona vs Elvis.
BFMV ;; Hearts Burst Into Fire.
Dimmu Borgir ;; Puritania.
Editors ;; Smokers Outside Hospital Doors. Bullets.
Emigrate ;; In My Tears.
Eminem ;; Lose Yourself. When I`m Gone.
Enter Shikari ;; Adieu.
Enya ;; May It Be. Only Time.
Evanescence ;; My Immortal.
Fall Out Boy ;; Of All The Gin Joints In The World.
Fightstar ;; Floods. We Apologise For Nothing.
The Game ;; Dreams.
Goldfrapp ;; A&E.
Gorillaz ;; Clint Eastwood.
Green Day ;; Boulevard Of Broken Dreams. When I Come Around.
Gregory & the Hawk ;; Boats & Birds. A Wish. Isabelle.
Groove Coverage ;; God Is A Girl. 7 Years & 50 Days.
HIM ;; Killing Loneliness. Join Me In Death. Cyanide Sun. Sleepwalking Past Hope.
Justin Timberlake ;; Summer Love. Senorita.
Kanye West ;; Heard Em Say. Good Life. Through The Wire. Hey Mamma.
Kate Nash ;; Birds.
Killers ;; When You Were Young.
Kimya Dawson ;; Tire Swing.
Korn ;; Another Brick In The Wall. Shoots & Ladders.
Ladytron ;; Commodore Rock. Blue Jeans. This Is Our Sound.
Linkin Park ;; Hands Held High. Session. By Myself. Numb.
McFly ;; All About You.
Metallica ;; Battery. Sad But True. One.
MGMT ;; Kids.
Motion City Soundtrack ;; My Favourite Accident.
Muse ;; Time Is Running Out. Bliss.
My Chemical Romance ;; Sleep. Cubicles. Drowning Lessons. I Never Told You What I Do For A Living.
Nelly ;; N Dey Say.
Pantera ;; Cemetery Gates. Walk. 5 Minutes Alone.
Paramore ;; For A Pessimist. My Heart.
Pencey Prep ;; 8th Grade. 19. Yesterday.
Puddle Of Mudd ;; Take It All Away.
Rammstein ;; Everything - Dalai Lama. Laichzeit. Wilder Wein. Zwitter. Mein Herz Brennt. Los. Stein Um Stein. Amour. Hilf Mir. are the main ones.
Scene Aesthetic ;; Weve Got The Rain On Our Side. Alvin Makers Greensong. The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing.
Slayer ;; Raining Blood.
Slipknot ;; VERMILLION.
Smashing Pumpkins ;; 1979. Tonight, Tonight. Today. Cherub Rock.
Snow Patrol ;; Signal Fire. Open Your Eyes. Run.
Stereophonics ;; It Means Nothing. A Thousand Trees [acoustic].
Taking Back Sunday ;; Great Romances of the 21st Century. You Are So Last Summer. Divine Intervention.
Tupac [R.I.P] ;; Hail Mary. Dear Mama. Thug Mansion.
White Stripes ;; My Doorbell. We Are Gonna Be Friends.
Aiden ;; One Love.
Amy Winehouse ;; You Know I`m No Good.
Angels & Airwaves ;; It Hurts. Call To Arms.
Audioslave ;; Like A Stone.
Avril Lavigne ;; With You.
Blink 182 ;; Stay Together For the Kids. Lost Without You. Everytime I Look For You.
Bloc Party ;; Kreuzburg.
Brand New ;; The Quiet Things NoOne Ever Knows. The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot. Me vs Mardona vs Elvis.
BFMV ;; Hearts Burst Into Fire.
Dimmu Borgir ;; Puritania.
Editors ;; Smokers Outside Hospital Doors. Bullets.
Emigrate ;; In My Tears.
Eminem ;; Lose Yourself. When I`m Gone.
Enter Shikari ;; Adieu.
Enya ;; May It Be. Only Time.
Evanescence ;; My Immortal.
Fall Out Boy ;; Of All The Gin Joints In The World.
Fightstar ;; Floods. We Apologise For Nothing.
The Game ;; Dreams.
Goldfrapp ;; A&E.
Gorillaz ;; Clint Eastwood.
Green Day ;; Boulevard Of Broken Dreams. When I Come Around.
Gregory & the Hawk ;; Boats & Birds. A Wish. Isabelle.
Groove Coverage ;; God Is A Girl. 7 Years & 50 Days.
HIM ;; Killing Loneliness. Join Me In Death. Cyanide Sun. Sleepwalking Past Hope.
Justin Timberlake ;; Summer Love. Senorita.
Kanye West ;; Heard Em Say. Good Life. Through The Wire. Hey Mamma.
Kate Nash ;; Birds.
Killers ;; When You Were Young.
Kimya Dawson ;; Tire Swing.
Korn ;; Another Brick In The Wall. Shoots & Ladders.
Ladytron ;; Commodore Rock. Blue Jeans. This Is Our Sound.
Linkin Park ;; Hands Held High. Session. By Myself. Numb.
McFly ;; All About You.
Metallica ;; Battery. Sad But True. One.
MGMT ;; Kids.
Motion City Soundtrack ;; My Favourite Accident.
Muse ;; Time Is Running Out. Bliss.
My Chemical Romance ;; Sleep. Cubicles. Drowning Lessons. I Never Told You What I Do For A Living.
Nelly ;; N Dey Say.
Pantera ;; Cemetery Gates. Walk. 5 Minutes Alone.
Paramore ;; For A Pessimist. My Heart.
Pencey Prep ;; 8th Grade. 19. Yesterday.
Puddle Of Mudd ;; Take It All Away.
Rammstein ;; Everything - Dalai Lama. Laichzeit. Wilder Wein. Zwitter. Mein Herz Brennt. Los. Stein Um Stein. Amour. Hilf Mir. are the main ones.
Scene Aesthetic ;; Weve Got The Rain On Our Side. Alvin Makers Greensong. The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing.
Slayer ;; Raining Blood.
Slipknot ;; VERMILLION.
Smashing Pumpkins ;; 1979. Tonight, Tonight. Today. Cherub Rock.
Snow Patrol ;; Signal Fire. Open Your Eyes. Run.
Stereophonics ;; It Means Nothing. A Thousand Trees [acoustic].
Taking Back Sunday ;; Great Romances of the 21st Century. You Are So Last Summer. Divine Intervention.
Tupac [R.I.P] ;; Hail Mary. Dear Mama. Thug Mansion.
White Stripes ;; My Doorbell. We Are Gonna Be Friends.
posted at 5:52 pm EDT | 0 comments
April 23, 2008
hi.
i`m bored and havnt posted in a while.
i hate how things are, and people in general. no one is 100%, nice, that i`ve learned. even if they havnt hurt your feelings before they have to someone else, and if they havnt to someone else, then theyre mean to themselves.
you see, what i`ve learned, is this people need to sin somehow.
if we dont we`ll probably go insane with all the frustration from the effort of being nice and end up exploding or something. admittedly i`m not nice. i`m actually not even close now i think about it.
i hurt peoples feelings, i smoke and drink the odd time, i`m not nice about myself, sometimes i just couldnt give a shit about people that give a shit about me and i`ve probably done most things a good christian shouldnt.
but then again i`m not very christian!
i used to sit through the really shit difficult times like this and think that certain shit would be the best way out. certain shit being suicide.
but fuck that. i have a lot to live for i think. roisin, foster, claire, fergie, shannon... some of you i havnt even been proper friends with that long but you know my whole fucking story despite that.
i feel like i should admit to more crap while i`m here but thats for another time.
i hate how things are, and people in general. no one is 100%, nice, that i`ve learned. even if they havnt hurt your feelings before they have to someone else, and if they havnt to someone else, then theyre mean to themselves.
you see, what i`ve learned, is this people need to sin somehow.
if we dont we`ll probably go insane with all the frustration from the effort of being nice and end up exploding or something. admittedly i`m not nice. i`m actually not even close now i think about it.
i hurt peoples feelings, i smoke and drink the odd time, i`m not nice about myself, sometimes i just couldnt give a shit about people that give a shit about me and i`ve probably done most things a good christian shouldnt.
but then again i`m not very christian!
i used to sit through the really shit difficult times like this and think that certain shit would be the best way out. certain shit being suicide.
but fuck that. i have a lot to live for i think. roisin, foster, claire, fergie, shannon... some of you i havnt even been proper friends with that long but you know my whole fucking story despite that.
i feel like i should admit to more crap while i`m here but thats for another time.
posted at 4:18 pm EDT | 0 comments
March 16, 2008
:)
i`ve done the math, and i`ve managed to non-purposely upset 8 people this week. smooth one erin.
posted at 5:29 pm EDT | 0 comments
January 22, 2008
...
stop trying to steal my best friend you fat cunt. :)
night falls fast - arch enemy. bring on the anger :)
night falls fast - arch enemy. bring on the anger :)
posted at 12:51 pm EST | 1 comments
January 13, 2008
bored and grounded.
like the title says i`m bored and will thrust my favourite albums onto you.
Reise, Reise. Herzeleid. Sehsucht. Rosenrot. Mutter.
- Rammstein. Best 5 albums of all time ;).
Orchestra of Wolves.
- Gallows.
Doomsday Clock.
- Arch Enemy.
Take To The Skies.
- Enter Shikari.
Heartbreak In Stereo.
- Pencey Prep.
I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love. The Black Parade.
- My Chemical Romance.
Avenged Sevenfold.
- Avenged Sevenfold.
Venus Doom.
- HIM.
Follow The Leader.
- KoЯn.
Future Sex/Love Sounds.
- Justin Timberlake.
Hybrid Theory. Meteora. Minutes To Midnight.
- Linkin Park.
Emigrate.
- Emigrate.
Reise, Reise. Herzeleid. Sehsucht. Rosenrot. Mutter.
- Rammstein. Best 5 albums of all time ;).
Orchestra of Wolves.
- Gallows.
Doomsday Clock.
- Arch Enemy.
Take To The Skies.
- Enter Shikari.
Heartbreak In Stereo.
- Pencey Prep.
I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love. The Black Parade.
- My Chemical Romance.
Avenged Sevenfold.
- Avenged Sevenfold.
Venus Doom.
- HIM.
Follow The Leader.
- KoЯn.
Future Sex/Love Sounds.
- Justin Timberlake.
Hybrid Theory. Meteora. Minutes To Midnight.
- Linkin Park.
Emigrate.
- Emigrate.
posted at 10:30 am EST | 2 comments
January 1, 2008
...
Angry music is my life a the minute.
Anyway, everythings done and dusted. It took a few tears, yelling and to lose a friend along the way but its done, or at least i fucking hope so.
Love you roisin *does funny smiley*
Anyway, everythings done and dusted. It took a few tears, yelling and to lose a friend along the way but its done, or at least i fucking hope so.
Love you roisin *does funny smiley*
posted at 9:44 pm EST | 1 comments
December 30, 2007
screw it.
Like i said - screw it all.
my best friend of 11 years has undergone this sudden transformation into someone i hate. a lot.
she got herself blocked tonight and just left me and roisin in the town for them. bastards.
she also yelled at me throug the phone along with jeni. even though i kept my voice low and let them have their fucking way like i always do.
so now im likely to be top of all three of their hitlists, and i couldnt give a shit. i know shes only mad at me because i `hurt` his feelings, the guy she loves like crazy.
he has a crimnal record a few cenitmetres thick, does underage drink, drugs and smoking, and to top that some underage shexx. =|. and yet they both have the nerves to complain about my effing boyfriend - its beyond me.
my best friend of 11 years has undergone this sudden transformation into someone i hate. a lot.
she got herself blocked tonight and just left me and roisin in the town for them. bastards.
she also yelled at me throug the phone along with jeni. even though i kept my voice low and let them have their fucking way like i always do.
so now im likely to be top of all three of their hitlists, and i couldnt give a shit. i know shes only mad at me because i `hurt` his feelings, the guy she loves like crazy.
he has a crimnal record a few cenitmetres thick, does underage drink, drugs and smoking, and to top that some underage shexx. =|. and yet they both have the nerves to complain about my effing boyfriend - its beyond me.
posted at 8:23 pm EST | 1 comments
December 28, 2007
Ughh
I know i just made a journal lke, what, two minutes ago?
But tbh i`m completely worn out. And I have a throbbing migraine. You know what, teenage years fucking suck.
I`ve been saying that the best and worst thing you can have is a boyfriend. In a way thats true.
Pfft.Stupidstupidretarded night i`ve had, ever. I was all good until a fewhours ago. I wish I hadnt did that thing earlier, cus shes annoyed at me for that as well. UGGHH/?>>,,,
But tbh i`m completely worn out. And I have a throbbing migraine. You know what, teenage years fucking suck.
I`ve been saying that the best and worst thing you can have is a boyfriend. In a way thats true.
Pfft.Stupidstupidretarded night i`ve had, ever. I was all good until a fewhours ago. I wish I hadnt did that thing earlier, cus shes annoyed at me for that as well. UGGHH/?>>,,,
posted at 7:21 pm EST | 1 comments
December 24, 2007
Merry effin xmas :D
I am well happy.
The bf gave me the Venus Doom album and shoes, my auntie and uncles all gave me a loada money and God knows what else I`ll open tomorow [i`m allowed to open a present on xmas eve, its tradition :P]
I miss Roisin and Gemma and everyone else. I havnt so much as spoke to any of them in days. =(
The only downer tomorrow will be mass [shudder]. Yes I know I should bge a good catholic and yadda yadda but its fucking boring. But other than that, life has looked up a little atm. I`m happy as hell and I`m letting you all know =)
Happy Christmas and a merry new year people. Peace, Love, Joy, and all that shite. xxxx
The bf gave me the Venus Doom album and shoes, my auntie and uncles all gave me a loada money and God knows what else I`ll open tomorow [i`m allowed to open a present on xmas eve, its tradition :P]
I miss Roisin and Gemma and everyone else. I havnt so much as spoke to any of them in days. =(
The only downer tomorrow will be mass [shudder]. Yes I know I should bge a good catholic and yadda yadda but its fucking boring. But other than that, life has looked up a little atm. I`m happy as hell and I`m letting you all know =)
Happy Christmas and a merry new year people. Peace, Love, Joy, and all that shite. xxxx
posted at 5:05 pm EST | 1 comments
December 23, 2007
=D
Two days till christmas!!! !!! !!! !!!
heheh (Y) :P
heheh (Y) :P
posted at 2:29 pm EST | 0 comments
December 17, 2007
hmm
Hearing: Florida Plates - Pencey Prep
Since everythings a bit messed up atm I had two really deep conversations with my mum and my brother.
Feels like I`ve got a heap off my chest :) And I never thought I discuss bf issues with my sibling... god, lol.
I got most of my christmas presents wrapped tonight so thats also something done with, just gotta buy one more present and give a few people xmas money :P
I also decided to be a ballroot today and search for my presents in my mums wardrobe today. The DCs i`ve wanted for ages are in there!! :D I also saw a top from Logo, a pair of La senza pyjamas [oh god, hopefully not hooker ones] but I didnt look in the box, and a necklace box. Whoop de loop =]
Like I said, I`m dead glad I let a fuckload off my chest today. A problem shared is a problem shared as my ole ma used to say xP
x
Since everythings a bit messed up atm I had two really deep conversations with my mum and my brother.
Feels like I`ve got a heap off my chest :) And I never thought I discuss bf issues with my sibling... god, lol.
I got most of my christmas presents wrapped tonight so thats also something done with, just gotta buy one more present and give a few people xmas money :P
I also decided to be a ballroot today and search for my presents in my mums wardrobe today. The DCs i`ve wanted for ages are in there!! :D I also saw a top from Logo, a pair of La senza pyjamas [oh god, hopefully not hooker ones] but I didnt look in the box, and a necklace box. Whoop de loop =]
Like I said, I`m dead glad I let a fuckload off my chest today. A problem shared is a problem shared as my ole ma used to say xP
x
posted at 4:47 pm EST | 2 comments
December 6, 2007
smackdownnnn!
Smackdown was rather effing immense last night in my opinion.
I had to nearly run home to get changed though or I woulda been late, but I went wearing a fuck loada eyeliner, plain jeans, my all time favourite black lowtops and a Batista tee I bought at the merch.
Now, the sign. Yes, me, roisin and gemma made a sign, one side reading "the guy behind me can`t see", and the classic northern irish "yer MA".
Yes, I looked a right ballroot trying to get into the Odessey with a rectangular piece of carboard bigger than myself, but it was well worth it when we got our seats. They were at the front of out tier so we got a pretty mint view of the ring.
I remember when the whole place went dark just as it started, the crowd went MENTAL. I`m telling you, and not to be a boastful cock or anything, but in Northern Ireland you get one HELL of a reception. Calling all celebrities, COME TO BELFAST! :)
A few minor matches went on at the start, and I went to the toilet during the divas match. [only after yelling "get your tits out for the lads"].
I held up the sign a bit, and the people around us cracked up, I was dead proud xD Two drunk [and inhumanely hoy] dudes sat beside me and gemma, and began bowing for at least ten straight minutes when undertaker came on.
But getting to that later, the match when Finlay came on was hilarious. SHILAYLY AND LIL BASTARD FTW! or wortswaggle, wtevr :P
There was a tag team match with Khali (Y) and MVP vs Kane and Undertaker. The entrances were good enough, the match was better. I`m not gonna ramble too much more about this, but the main event was class, Batista vs Edge. BATISTA WON! I wore my tee with pride :D and oh em gee at the TLU [tight leather undies]. I was in heaven.
And about that BITCH who has been angering the feck outta me lately, I`m fucking glad you were there yesterday. That look on your face was fucking priceless. I`m not intimidated by you anymore, cus tbh you have the voice and personality of an 8 year old.
In other news, I get a day off today. YISS. Goodbye, i love those who have read this. MWAH BBZ. xxx
I had to nearly run home to get changed though or I woulda been late, but I went wearing a fuck loada eyeliner, plain jeans, my all time favourite black lowtops and a Batista tee I bought at the merch.
Now, the sign. Yes, me, roisin and gemma made a sign, one side reading "the guy behind me can`t see", and the classic northern irish "yer MA".
Yes, I looked a right ballroot trying to get into the Odessey with a rectangular piece of carboard bigger than myself, but it was well worth it when we got our seats. They were at the front of out tier so we got a pretty mint view of the ring.
I remember when the whole place went dark just as it started, the crowd went MENTAL. I`m telling you, and not to be a boastful cock or anything, but in Northern Ireland you get one HELL of a reception. Calling all celebrities, COME TO BELFAST! :)
A few minor matches went on at the start, and I went to the toilet during the divas match. [only after yelling "get your tits out for the lads"].
I held up the sign a bit, and the people around us cracked up, I was dead proud xD Two drunk [and inhumanely hoy] dudes sat beside me and gemma, and began bowing for at least ten straight minutes when undertaker came on.
But getting to that later, the match when Finlay came on was hilarious. SHILAYLY AND LIL BASTARD FTW! or wortswaggle, wtevr :P
There was a tag team match with Khali (Y) and MVP vs Kane and Undertaker. The entrances were good enough, the match was better. I`m not gonna ramble too much more about this, but the main event was class, Batista vs Edge. BATISTA WON! I wore my tee with pride :D and oh em gee at the TLU [tight leather undies]. I was in heaven.
And about that BITCH who has been angering the feck outta me lately, I`m fucking glad you were there yesterday. That look on your face was fucking priceless. I`m not intimidated by you anymore, cus tbh you have the voice and personality of an 8 year old.
In other news, I get a day off today. YISS. Goodbye, i love those who have read this. MWAH BBZ. xxx
posted at 7:11 am EST | 1 comments
December 4, 2007
ARGH
No Sssweat - Enter Shikari
Immature people are like sunflowers in winter.
They`re a fucking bastard to grow up.
But in other news I love Gemma and Roisin, my dollfaces, because I`m pretty sure if I were male I`d fancy the shit out of both.
I had one of the greatest nights ever with those two. :)
Thats about all I have to sssay. Peace out bruthafuckas. xD
xx
Immature people are like sunflowers in winter.
They`re a fucking bastard to grow up.
But in other news I love Gemma and Roisin, my dollfaces, because I`m pretty sure if I were male I`d fancy the shit out of both.
I had one of the greatest nights ever with those two. :)
Thats about all I have to sssay. Peace out bruthafuckas. xD
xx
posted at 7:01 pm EST | 1 comments
November 29, 2007
Songs That Changed My Life
Yeah I`m ripping off Kerrang, I deserve a criminal record. I feel absolutely lame for doing this but sure/screw me. >=]
P.S Songs not in order of bestestness.
[x] A Gunshot to the Head Of Trep - Trivium.
Who dosn`t like screamy shit? Hell I love the stuff. This is a perfect example =) The riffs played duringthe verses are awesome too!
[x] 8th Grade - Pencey Prep
If your an MCR fan who hasn`t heard of Pencey Prep I will give you this wierded out look --> O_o. Aww, little highschool Frankie.. BULLIED =O Its generally a sad but happy song at the same time =D
[x] Bitter Sweet Symphony - Verve
My God, this songs makes me feel wierd every time its played.
[x] Faith - Limp Bizkit
Limp Bizkit themselves were amazing, end of.
[x] Boats And Birds/A Wish - Greg&TheHawk
I don`t care what you say, I love these two songs and they`rebeing played at my funeral. Lyrics to A Wish are so pretty =)
[x] 1979 - Smashing Pumpkins ily Roisin for introducing me to the pumpkins xD MUST HAVE DE-STRESSING SONG!!
[x] Killing In The Name Of - RATM
...duh.
[x] Sleep - My Chemical Romance
Probably one of my most favourite songs of all time. The first 50 times I listened to it I nearly cried, every time. I`m not depressing like that, though ^_^. Wake up... =P
[x] Wohllt Ihr Das Bett In Flammen Sehen - Ramstein
WHOO! RAMMSTEIN, BITCH. Its ancient [the song] but I love it anyway.
[x] Sonne - Rammstein
It makes me all warm inside. Maybe cus the lyrics are about the sun... and its burning abilities...
xx
P.S Songs not in order of bestestness.
[x] A Gunshot to the Head Of Trep - Trivium.
Who dosn`t like screamy shit? Hell I love the stuff. This is a perfect example =) The riffs played duringthe verses are awesome too!
[x] 8th Grade - Pencey Prep
If your an MCR fan who hasn`t heard of Pencey Prep I will give you this wierded out look --> O_o. Aww, little highschool Frankie.. BULLIED =O Its generally a sad but happy song at the same time =D
[x] Bitter Sweet Symphony - Verve
My God, this songs makes me feel wierd every time its played.
[x] Faith - Limp Bizkit
Limp Bizkit themselves were amazing, end of.
[x] Boats And Birds/A Wish - Greg&TheHawk
I don`t care what you say, I love these two songs and they`rebeing played at my funeral. Lyrics to A Wish are so pretty =)
[x] 1979 - Smashing Pumpkins ily Roisin for introducing me to the pumpkins xD MUST HAVE DE-STRESSING SONG!!
[x] Killing In The Name Of - RATM
...duh.
[x] Sleep - My Chemical Romance
Probably one of my most favourite songs of all time. The first 50 times I listened to it I nearly cried, every time. I`m not depressing like that, though ^_^. Wake up... =P
[x] Wohllt Ihr Das Bett In Flammen Sehen - Ramstein
WHOO! RAMMSTEIN, BITCH. Its ancient [the song] but I love it anyway.
[x] Sonne - Rammstein
It makes me all warm inside. Maybe cus the lyrics are about the sun... and its burning abilities...
xx
posted at 4:24 pm EST | 2 comments
November 20, 2007
Bands
ALTERNATIVE
[ ] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[x] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is…
[ ]Coldplay
[ ]Three Days Grace
[ ]Yellowcard
[x]30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Rise Against
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
COUNTRY
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rimes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
“EMO” MUSIC
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Silverstein
[ ] Dear Whoever
[ ] Chiodos
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
INDIE
[x] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
METAL
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n’ Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[x] Atreyu
[ ] Killswitch Engage
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] CKY
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
POP
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[ ] Pink
[ ] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Mcfly
[ ] Jonas Brothers
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
SCREAMO
[ ] job for a cowboy
[ ] drop dead gorgeous
[ ] blessthefall
[ ] the devil wears prada
[ ] bring me the horizon
[ ] dance club massecure
[ ] preschool tea party massecure
[ ] Scary Kids Scaring Kids
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
RAP
[ ] nas
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] 2pac
[ ] mims
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[ ] 50 Cent
[ ] birdman
[ ] three 6 mafia
[ ] lil wayne
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
SKA
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] Mustard Plug
TOTAL SO FAR: 21
MODERN ROCK
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
CLASSIC ROCK
[ ] The Beatles
[ ] Led Zeppelin
[x] Black Sabbath
[x] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Who
[ ] Pink Floyd
[ ] Meat Loaf
[x] Queen
[ ] Poison
[x] AC-DC
[ ] Journey
TOTAL: 30
there is a total of 100 bands.
[ ] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[x] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is…
[ ]Coldplay
[ ]Three Days Grace
[ ]Yellowcard
[x]30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Rise Against
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
COUNTRY
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rimes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
“EMO” MUSIC
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Silverstein
[ ] Dear Whoever
[ ] Chiodos
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
INDIE
[x] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
METAL
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n’ Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[x] Atreyu
[ ] Killswitch Engage
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] CKY
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
POP
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[ ] Pink
[ ] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Mcfly
[ ] Jonas Brothers
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
SCREAMO
[ ] job for a cowboy
[ ] drop dead gorgeous
[ ] blessthefall
[ ] the devil wears prada
[ ] bring me the horizon
[ ] dance club massecure
[ ] preschool tea party massecure
[ ] Scary Kids Scaring Kids
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
RAP
[ ] nas
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] 2pac
[ ] mims
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[ ] 50 Cent
[ ] birdman
[ ] three 6 mafia
[ ] lil wayne
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
SKA
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] Mustard Plug
TOTAL SO FAR: 21
MODERN ROCK
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
CLASSIC ROCK
[ ] The Beatles
[ ] Led Zeppelin
[x] Black Sabbath
[x] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Who
[ ] Pink Floyd
[ ] Meat Loaf
[x] Queen
[ ] Poison
[x] AC-DC
[ ] Journey
TOTAL: 30
there is a total of 100 bands.
posted at 4:45 pm EST | 5 comments
November 18, 2007
MCR Concert!!
AHHHH
I cant believe I saw MCR last night. Frank and Bob may not have been there but STILL!
I think they started off with Stay Alive, which was pretty good. Then [not in order] there was Dead, Teenagers, Black Parade, This Is How I Dissapear, I Dont Love You, SLEEP [immense], House of Wolves, Desert Song, and there were definately other in Revenge and two Bullets songs [YES, they PLAYED BULLETS SONGS!!]
They finished off with Famous Last Words which I went completely mental at, and it was funny cos I spent a lot of the concert by myself and rockin the bit out with randomers :)
There was a guy who kept pushing me so I couldnt breath into a barrier and elbowing me in the face [could`ve resulted in a nosebleed ¬_¬] so I got extremely pissed and ripped 4 buttons off his very expensive BP jacket =D
MSI were also really good as supporting, JIMMY URINE IS THE DEFINATION OF COOL. So`s Lyn-Z. Jimmy devided the audiance into the "cute" and "creepy" side. I WAS ON TEAM CREEPY! =D
At the end I managed to find my long long friends in the crowds and bought some merch. I wishI was still there :(
Biiii, xx
I cant believe I saw MCR last night. Frank and Bob may not have been there but STILL!
I think they started off with Stay Alive, which was pretty good. Then [not in order] there was Dead, Teenagers, Black Parade, This Is How I Dissapear, I Dont Love You, SLEEP [immense], House of Wolves, Desert Song, and there were definately other in Revenge and two Bullets songs [YES, they PLAYED BULLETS SONGS!!]
They finished off with Famous Last Words which I went completely mental at, and it was funny cos I spent a lot of the concert by myself and rockin the bit out with randomers :)
There was a guy who kept pushing me so I couldnt breath into a barrier and elbowing me in the face [could`ve resulted in a nosebleed ¬_¬] so I got extremely pissed and ripped 4 buttons off his very expensive BP jacket =D
MSI were also really good as supporting, JIMMY URINE IS THE DEFINATION OF COOL. So`s Lyn-Z. Jimmy devided the audiance into the "cute" and "creepy" side. I WAS ON TEAM CREEPY! =D
At the end I managed to find my long long friends in the crowds and bought some merch. I wishI was still there :(
Biiii, xx
posted at 8:00 am EST | 3 comments
November 13, 2007
sick
Yup, I`m sick today. For real this time, I`m normally immune to fucking everything.
Butlooking on the brighter side of life, I managed to miss 80 straight minutes of math at school today. I consider that an achievement!
Roisin if you see this I`m REALLYREALLYVERY sorry I couldn`t give you yer essay today, I think God is out to get my sorry ass... aka THIS RANDOM DAY OF SICKNESS!
I hope to God its away by tomorrow. I wanna be in best form for My Chemical Romance... IN THREE DAYS, PEOPLE!
ciao for ze meanwhile
Butlooking on the brighter side of life, I managed to miss 80 straight minutes of math at school today. I consider that an achievement!
Roisin if you see this I`m REALLYREALLYVERY sorry I couldn`t give you yer essay today, I think God is out to get my sorry ass... aka THIS RANDOM DAY OF SICKNESS!
I hope to God its away by tomorrow. I wanna be in best form for My Chemical Romance... IN THREE DAYS, PEOPLE!
ciao for ze meanwhile
posted at 1:14 pm EST | 1 comments
November 10, 2007
...
Heh, things havn`t turned out so badly after all. =)
Now you go to that little box below and comment on how your happy for me, capische?! .... Nice =)
...You`re not going to, are you? :\
Now you go to that little box below and comment on how your happy for me, capische?! .... Nice =)
...You`re not going to, are you? :\
posted at 7:21 pm EST | 3 comments
