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November 22, 2005
I not sure why, but I feel like confessing some things that I don't think that even the people closest to me know:
1. This is pretty basic, but I hate myself. I could kill myself if I had any guts at all.
2. I'm such a fake. The way I act, talk, react..... all of it. I'm just trying to resurrect someone who died years ago.
3. I'm such a poster that I actually pray that I will lose everything that I care about just so that I have more to whine about.
4. I make up stupid lies so that people like me, or on occasion, hate me.
5. I want so badly to leave my house that I'm thinking of running away tomorrow even thought I know that I have no where to run to.
6. I'm constantly making up excuses to hate/dislike things.
those are my confessions, the only ones that I can think of at least.
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