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February 15, 2006
What am I doing? Where am I going?
I try to go through life without you ever knowing
I keep my dearest friend hiding beneath my bed
It helps me rid those voices screaming in my head
Its shiny blade slices through the pain
I cut to loose but instead I gain
The tears try to come but I will stay strong
I take the pills from the cupboard although I know it wrong
I just want you to go away the love I once loved is now my fear
I run from it everyday trying to get away from here
Stop suffocating me stop crushing me beneath you
I cant stand you after what you put me through
You made me leave it all behind,
not just the ones I love but my heart and mind
to go through this life without my heart
I can not even begin to start
And so I slowly end my pain
Day after day again and again
Looking for something to take the pain away
And I take the pills bringing what they may
I take my friend and slice myself open
I am vunerable, torn, hurt and ive spoken
So before you judge me talk to me
Before you dismiss me look at me
Look at what you have done for the sake of your love
Look at what you are doing what its caused and see above.
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Your energy levels are bouncing around all over the place and keeping you guessing. Try not to worry if you slow down to a stop at some point -- you should speed right back up again before too long.
People want way too much out of you today, but you can at least give them what you're capable of. If they start to get whiny after that, remind them you're only human -- that should shut them up.
You find it easier than ever to connect with cool people who live far, far away from you. No wonder -- your cyber presence is magnetic today, and that's not such a bad thing. Use this momentum to catch up with long, lost pals.