llOveMefOrMex33's Journal

So, yesterday was the Honda Civic Tour featuring Cobra Starship, Paul Wall, The Academy Is..., +44 and Fall Out Boy (Performing in that order.)

Cobra Starship is amazing live. You should deffinitely go to one of their shows. Gabe Saporta has some pretty sweet moves too if you ask me. I love them, they're an amazing band.

Paul Wall... Uhmm. No idea why he went on tour with bands totally out of his genre. I mean, come on. He was giving out Grills...

The Academy Is... is another AMAZING band live. They played Slow Down which got me SO excited. (My favorite song.) They had an awesome back drop and everything.

+44 was also awesome live. The lead singer is halarious! I'm not sure what his name was, I'll look him up later. Best songs were 'Baby Come On', 'When Your Heart Stops Beating' and a cover 'Girl At The Rockshow'. Best thing the lead singer said was at their last song "And this song is for me, because I'm just that fucking awesome!"

And then, Fall Out Boy. The introduction was so amazing. It included Hemingway pictures, Happy Tree Friends, Tarot Cards, and shooting off all of Fall Out Boy's heads, mouths, whatever. Fall Out Boy entered by being shot up out of the stage. It was so sweeeet. The best song they performed would have to be 'Grand Theft Autumn (Where Is Your Boy?)'. Pete called it their "Anthemn" and everyone sang the first part. It gave me massive chills. My favorite thing Pete said was "Any shit you ever heard in gossip magazines, on the internet, anywhere, it's all fucking true, because that's what happens when you party fucking naked!" Halarious. It was Andy Hurley's birthday, so he got a pie in his face. The whole center sang happy birthday to him, that was pretty funny too. During 'Carpal Tunnel Of Love' the Happy Tree Friends video was played in the background, which I was so excited for because I'm obsessed with the Happy Tree Friends. (I'm a Flaky fan!) At one point, Pete and Joe were 20 feet away from me because they ran under the stage and onto a platform. I would COMPLETELY recommend going to the Honda Civic Tour when it comes to you. Even if you get freaking LAWN seats (like I did) GO because you will NOT be disappointed.

Do you ever have those random moments when your like "What's the point of bringing yourself down. I give up on it I'm moving on." ? Well I'm having one of those moments.

I just am sick of being all "I hate my life. It's useless." I'm just going to go on. I can do anything, even change my life, if I want to. I'm giving up on taking little things in and being depressed over them. I'm giving up on having attitudes that make people want to kill me. It doesn't do anything for me, it just makes things worse.

I can do anything if I want to. And I will do anything. I'm going to have a great life when I grow older. When I have kids of my own I'm going to make their lives the absolute best. And I'm going to try my hardest to make the people around me have a perfect life. I don't care if they say "You can't make me happy, no one can" I'm still going to try.

So with all this said, if you want to talk to me or anything, message me. I'm free for chat. Hehe.

And I'm willing to help you. Even if I have no clue who you are. I'll try.