maggieannteslow's Journal

Okay I had a really bad Christmas this year. My boyfriend broke up with me for the second time, only he did it on Christmas. Which before he told me not to break up with him until after Christmas even though I had no intention of doing such a thing. He had his new girlfriend text me and call me names and everything, well my friend Cherie took my phone and called her. She gave her more than an earful. It was funny. I was miserable, but thanks to my friends, I am so grateful for my friends. My friend Cherie made friends with this new girl in August which made us friends. She is engaged to Cherie's ex. But anyway, she introduced me to this really amazing guy two days after my break up, which he is friends with Brittany's fiance.But the thing is, I am extremely happy and grateful to them both. I am really glad that Brit introduced us. We have so much in common and like the same things it's scary though. Even when we aren't together we do the same things. I have never found a guy that is into the same things as I am: music, anime, biting(don't ask. it's a vampire thing),emo(goth thing), suicide, etc. But I am so happy with him and everything. He said he loved me and he is a real gentleman and you don't find those very often. The weird thing about it though, is that he went to school with me too. He was a sophomore or junior or senior when I was a freshman. He moved to California for three years and just came back like a month ago. He is glad he came back and we found each other. He told me that he has been looking to settle down and he thinks that I'm the one. I believe I have found my soul mate. He told my friend that introduced us that I am what keeps him alive. He is sooo amazing and sweet and really nice and cute and I could go on and on and on but I don't want to put you through that. So I'm off. Talk to you peeps laterz.

Not really excited today even though it's my birthday. I really didn't have much fun yesterday for my party either. I almost got into a fight with a guy who wouldn't leave us alone. I would have hit him but my sister wouldn't let me and I wasn't going to get in that nasty ass water. We went camping and we just got home a little while ago. It was pretty much fun. I just wished that I could have spent my birthday with my boyfriend. I haven't seen him all weekend. So I guess I don't get my present from him either. *sigh* I hate this year. I finally have a boyfriend for my birthday and I don't get to see him. Hardly any of my family has said happy birthday. My boyfriend hasn't even said it to me. Only a few have said it. We had a strawberry filled cake yesterday that my mom bought. It was really good. Then there was a cake fight between both of my sisters and my brother and his friend. Michelle got cake all over her face. Her whole face was red. It was funny. We had to walk down to the water so she could rinse off and the boys were really getting on my nerves. That's the reason I hate people. They asked if I was angry after they made fun of me and such. Michelle and I both told them that this is my mood 24/7. I told them if they wanted to see angry, I'd show them angry. Besides, I could still kick their asses because I still had about five or more hours left before I turned 18. I could have still kicked their asses. And they were only 15 or so years old. Huh! I hate people. But I can stand most of you. You guys are the best. You rock. Thanks for reading my unhappy birthday rant. Love ya guys. Time to enjoy the rest of my birthday by doing nothing but sitting in my room alone. Ja ne!

My birthday party issuppose to betoday, but we don't know yet,and I can't wait. My birthday is Sunday, the 20th. I'm turning 18. I'm so excited for my birthday party, not really excited about turning 18, though. And my boyfriend is planning something and I have no clue what he is planning. I'm scared and worried. He said that it's nothing to be worried about. He said that he has been talking to his cousin and it put a smile on both of their faces and it still makes me worry.

But I can't wait for my birthday party. We are going camping. I've never been camping before but I love to go outside and sleep under the stars. We are sleeping in tents, though, at least I hope we are.

And speaking of my boyfriend, I got to go and see him for the first time in three months yesterday, well Tuesday. Not much fun. I went there happy and left sad and depressed. But anyway I'm sooo excited. I can't wait! ^_^ I will be 18 on Sunday, July 20th. Yay! I'll tell you later what happens this weekend.

Ja ne!