o0Mystique0o's Journal

Did the stories/poems/quizzes of other people vanish aswell...?

Hi people!

Well, right now I'm writing an unpublished story! Why unpublished? Because I first want to write a couple of chapters before I publish it (And.. I don't have a title yet...).

But I'm giving you guys a short preview of the story:

A girl is send of to etiquette school. There she meets a boy, who helps her to become the girl her parents want her to be. But does she wants to be like that? And is that boy really going to help her, or does he have other plans for her..? Who knows! (I know 8D)

Well, hope you will look forward to it!

Love and pens,
o0Mystique0o

You guys know destine? Well you should! Why? Because they are awesome, thatswhy :) And their new single Down is one of their best aswell! Go to youtube, check them out and love them just like I do!

Another best thin: They are from HOLLAND! Just like me WHOO :D

@.@ Oy, my life is a complete mess! School is taken over it, seriously! It's pretty damn hard @.@ At my last education I atleast had time to think about my stories on this place, but now my mind goes to school the whole time @_@! I wonder if people are actually still following my stories since there hasn't been an update in yars =O!

So: here's to all you people out there, who read my stories and are waiting for me to finally finish the ones that are on hiatus: I am soooorry T.T School's really though and I just started it. I'll do what I can, when I can, but please, do keep in touch! :)!

Love,

o0Mystique0o

My tattoooooo!

Not going to be here untill Friday again. Going to France to celebrate my 18th birthday - though that is saturday but oh well xD -

So bye bye

Meaning: I wanted to publish part 12 of my story 'kidnapped by sephiroth - don't feel like writing the whole title xD - ' but it won't let iiiit.

Any other people having this problem?

Okay so someone asked me if they could write a manga about my story 'I'm a simple girl who has been kidnapped by a non excisting guy' !! WHOO!!!

http://www.smackjeeves.com/comicprofile.php?id=56702

That is the link up there if you want to follow it! Comment here and on that site!

I ish happy! I feel good T-T

Sorry for no updates, I'm in my last two weeks of this school year and it is killing meh D:!!!

Me: Okay! So I haaaave 3 idea's. A pet, a fight and a girlfriend. Maybe we can give it all to him x33!

Loziewozie: I will get three gifsts..?

Me: Yes you will ^^!

Loziewozie: YEEY!

Me: Okay! I ORDER YOU PLANT! * Points at Lupe's plant * TO FIGHT WITH LOZIEWOZIE AND BE MOTHERLY TO HIM!

Plant: ...

Me: GOOD! Keep up the good work ^^ Now * Gives Loziwozie me * I will be your cute pet x3 But if you will order me around.. I will cut off something very important to you...

Loziewozie: My hair?!

Me: Lower Loziewozie, lower =.='....

Loziewozie: NO!!!! NOT MY NOSE!!!

Me: Nevermind it. Now!!! For the girlfriend part............. Who wants to take it..........

Girls: OH I D-

Me: * STARES!!! *

Girls: ...

Me: No one? ^^ Ooooh what a shame! Bye then! * Closes room off * There ^^!

Loziewozie: o.o

Me: Now I will stop this random! It is a PUNISHMENT!!! For you readers!!!! You waited looong with 3 comments so you will be punished badly!!! NO COOKIES OR MILK!!!

Readers: NA-AH THAT AINT FAIR!

Lupe: Does that count for me too?

Me: Nah you are a charrie in here ^^

Lupe: YEEY!!

Me: BEWARE OF THE PUNISHMENT READERS D:!!!

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Voice person: ... I don't know what to say...

Me: Okay! Welcome to our 'Get into the corner show'! * Music plays * I'll explain how this show works! * Coughs * We have a few corners! The emo corner * Points * The loverboy/girl corner * Points * The drag queen corner * Points * The slave corner * Points * And the friend corner ^^! During this show I'm going to put everyone in a corner! Yeey!

Me: Our first competitor.... KADAJ!!!

Kadaj: ... Why am I here?!

Me: * Hold up cooky *

Kadaj: Oh yeah..

Me: * Thinks... thinks... thinks.. * I KNOW IT! You go in the loverboy corner ofcourse!!

Kadaj: What?! Why?!

Me: Well you are dressed in tight leather and your hair just looks.. Well that looks emo-ish! BUT I WANT YOU TO BE IN THE LOVERBOY CORNER!!! GO INTO THE LOVERBOY CORNER D:! * Poofs Kadaj into the loverboy corner ^^ * Okay our next competitor... JENOVA! SLAVE CORNER!! NEXT!

Jenova: .... You don't have to think more?

Me: You are nothing to me hmpf * Turns her back on her and poofs her into it * NOW! Lupe-chan!!!! FRIENDS CORNER =D!!!

Lupe: YEEEY =D * Jumps around and hugs a plant *

Me: Lupe leave that plant alone!!! HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU!

Plant: T-T!!!

Lupe: But I love it T-T...

Me: Aaawh! WEDDING!!! But not now, we need to move on with.. THE SHOW!! * Dun dun duuuun *

Yazoo: * Walks in *

Me: Ah, the drag queen * Poofs him * ^^

Yazoo: I AM NOT A DRAG QUEEN!

Me: YES YOU ARE D:!! BE A DRAG QUEEN!!!

Yazoo: * Isnow a drag queen * .....

Me: Whiii.. ^^ * See's Loziewozie * LOZIEWOZIE!

Loziewozie: ==....

Me: FRIEEENDS =D! * Poofs him * Now only...

Cloud: * Comes in *

Me: RIGHT ON TIME!! * Poofs him into the emo corner * Yeey ^^ I think that he is emo in his own cute chocobo way =3... x3!

Cloud: * Chocobo sound * Oo

Me: X33333333!!!!!!!!

Loziewozie: * Glare at Cloud *

Me: X33333333333333333!!!!!! I love this!!!

Me: Now! Only the remaining character is-

Sephiroth: I'm done with your bathroom!

Me: SLAVE!!!! * Poofs him *

Sephiroth: ... Hi mother...

Jenova: Hi son. I would have expected more from you!

Sephiroth: Sorry mother...

Jenova: You didn't cleaned well! I can still see some dirty spots from here!

Sephiroth: Sorry mother...

Jenova: And then another thing-!

Me: * Sits on a couch with Lupe and Loziewozie in the friends corner, watching them fight * So sweet ^^

Lupe: Real mother and son love ^^!

Loziewozie: She never fought like that with me T^T!!!!

Me&Lupe: Aaaawh!! * Hugs Loziewozie!!! *

Loziewozie: I feel unloved... T-T...

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Voice person: Let's make Loz-

Me: DO CALL HIM LOZIEWOZIE!!!

Voice person: DID I LOOKED DONE TO YOU?! * Coughs * Let's make Loziewozie feel loved again! Any suggestions? 3 comments and a new post will appeaaaar!

Me: Love love love love love love <3~......

Loz: ._. Okay, tell me... What is it?!

Me: LOZIEWOZIE SNUGGLEBEAR!!! x3333! Only because it is so long, I'm going to short it out to Loziewozie, you okay with that, Lupe-chan? =D * Makes Lupe nod * YEEY!

Loz: D: WHY NOT JUST LOZ?!

Me: BECAUSE I SAY SO D:!

Sephiroth: * Walks away *

Me: And where do you think you are going? * Grabs his ear *

Sephiroth: I'm done with your room! ><''!!!

Me: But not with my house o3o! CLEAN MY HOUSE D:! Oh and the bathroom needs a good cleaning done today.. ^^! So do your best =D!

Sephiroth: I am not your slave!

Me: YES YOU ARE! * Ties a dog belt around his neck * From now on, YOU WILL BE MY SLAVE!!! NOW GO CLEAN MY HOUSE! AND JENOVA!

Jenova: * Head pops around corner * Yes?

Me: GO MAKE ME SOME COOKIES D:!

Jenova: Chocolate crisp?

Me: Yes please ^^ Now, who isn't doing something for me now...

Loz: .............. * Hides *

Me: Don't be afraid Loziewozie!! =O You won't have to work x3! You just go and be cute!!!!

Loz: I can do that!!!

Me: Ofcourse, even an ape can do that...

Loz: I'm not an ape!!!

Me: Yes you are D:! BE AN APE! * Makes Loz be an ape! *

Loz: * Is now an ape * ......

Me: Yeey I gots a pet ^^!!!

Loz: I'm not a pet ==

Me: YES YOU ARE D:!!

Kadaj&Yazoo: * Are watching this and are very amused *

Jenova: The cookies are done! * Comes to bring the cookies! *

Kadaj: Ah, I quess I'll take-

Me: HANDS OFF OF MY COOKIES LOVERBOY D:! * Tackles Kadaj and eats a cooky while she sits ontop of him * Yum ^^

Kadaj: Who are you calling a loverboy?!

Yazoo: Well you do seem like one....

Kadaj: Shut up drag queen...

Yazoo: ......

Me: I like this cooky ^^

Loz: * Hangs on the lamp of the ceilling * Turn me back!!!!

Sephiroth: * Busy with my bathroom ><'''!!! *


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Voice person: I hope you enjoyed it! Why is it short? Well... Don't ask me! Ask the writer!

Me: * Runs *

Voice person: For the next random to appear, same rules! 3 comments or no random!!

Me: Yep and so it all begins!!!!!!

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Me: You know it actually is kind of boring without other people in it! I feel so aloooooone! OH!!!

Plant: * Knows what I'm up to * ... * CAN'T RUN D:! *

Me: * Huggles the plant and glomps it * You are mine! I'm going to talk to you all day and cherish you and kiss you and give you waaaaterrrrrrr!

Loz: That is kind of creepy is some way...

Me: LOZIE! MY FAITHFULL LOZIE HAS RETURNED!! * Glomps him * Why did you retuuuuurn?

Loz: I got lonely T.T!!!!

Me: Oh Lozie don't cry....o.o... Okay I got something =D For all you people there! I GOTZ AND IDEA D:! Comment and give Lozie a nickname! Loziepozie.. Loziecozie, Loziefrozie...

Loz: I'm doomed.

Me: YEP =D THAT'S THE FUN THING ABOUT RANDOMS! I can do anyyyything in here! If I want Sephiroth to be my cleaning maid.. HE WILL BE! * Does poof! *

Sephiroth in maids outfit: What the?!

Me: WHIII! Now go and clean my room!!!

Sephiroth: Are you crazy woman?!

Me: .......... Why do you ask........ * Hides knifes *

Sephiroth: ........ I won't clean your room....

Me: But I have magical powers AND YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO ME D:! NYEH! * Does poof and makes Sephiroth clean her room!!! *

Me: NOW!!! PEOPLE!!!! Give Loz a nickname! I'll chose the cutest one and make him wear it in aaaall my randoms!!!

Loz: I'm scared.. T-T...

Sephiroth: *Growls, cleans my damn room! *

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Voice person: And ofcourse, I am back aswell! Tune in to Mysti's second random and see what kind of pet name Loz will get!!! * Get's scolded at by Loz * Not fair!!! DON'T BLAME THE VOICE PERSON!!! BLAME THE WRITER!!!

Me: ........... * Runs *

Hello everyone!

First I want to say..: OH MY GOD I AM SO SO SO SO SOOOOO SORRY FOR ALL THE DELAY'S OF MY STORY'S, RANDOMS AND COUNCELING JOURNALS!!! AAAAAH!

Now the explanation ^^!

School and my internship has been keeping me really really really really with alot of r's alot of e's alot of a's alot of l's and alot of y's busy!

And some of you also know about my home situation so yeah, that has been keeping me busy too ^^'' Thehe.

But anyway!!

I wanted to ask you guys some questions. Should I still continue my counceling journal? My first journal worked pretty good and I also got quiet some messages of people. But further oooon it kinda died. So, should I still continue it and is it really helping you all?

Next, I'm going to start new randoms!!!! YES PEOPLE! The other randoms have made it very far and I love everyone who was in it, but people, I'm starting over!!!!

Now for my storie's, honestly I'm trying! I'm currently still busy with a asked one shot of Deidara, but i got nooo inspiration for it. If somebody has a great idea, amazing plan or anything else, then please let me know! The person who asked me to write is has been waiting for a looong time and so for you there! I'M SORRY THAT IT IS TAKING ME SO LOOOOOOOONG! ^^'' Whoops!

Anyways, thank you for reading my journal and I hope to get some responses on it too!!

Bye bye, love you all!

o0Mystique0o

So here is the thing:

Because Quizilla 'banned' all the lemons I posted them on an other site.

No big deal ^^

Now the site has dissapeared ._. And so are all the lemons I putted on them ._.

At some story's with a lemon, there was a piece of the normall story in that aswell.. Which now sucks very bad.

I only have 4 of those on my laptop, but further everything is gone T.T... I can't find the site back or the person who made the site!! Aaah!!

It was:
Mystoriess.wetpaint.com

But it is all gone now T.T Darn it! >.< People should send warnings out before they go and delete sites!!!!

T.T Meh!

I'm feeling meh right now :/ Got nooooothing to do :/ Nobody's online :/

It's really boring right now.... =.=

Oh In my first one I said that I was 16 but I turned 17 on August the 8th ^^ Whii ^^

Couldn't change the last journal post so >>... Thought I would do it this way ^^!!

ARGH LATE COUNCELING JOURNAL! Maybe my life was so good that I didn't needed to make one? Nah that aint true, I'm just lazy...

Well, why am I making this journal? Very simple: It seems like nobody like me anymore :(((((!!!

My mail got stolen and there was coffee poured all over my door and people ignore me. Enough reasons to think it right?

So, now comes the advice for what to do:

Talk to them. Though do try it with one person at the time, a whole group could be... rather difficult. I did and well, they just talked back =) So the ignoring problem with me was solved.

But, this won't go so easy with everyone! Maybe you are too afraid to talk to them? Then send them an e-mail. It could work. - and I never give promises that it will! Because I'm not some magic seeing person who can look into your life and into the future! Unfortunatly........... That would be awesome -

Yeah I'm getting off of the subject, moving on!

Pull back for awhile - with awhile I mean a few hours or a day or something, just how long you need it - Go sit in your room and just think about it all... Write it down... Go to your best friend, or if that's the one that 'doesn't likes you anymore' go to your mom? Moms are good ^^ Or you could talk to me, your friendly counceling thingie human being

But ofcourse... When it seems like the whole WORLD doesn't likes you anymore, you don't really have anyone to go to. Do you have a pet? Pet's - almost - never fail on you. And writing never fails on you aswell.. Aint much of a writer? Sing it! Dance it off! Do Yoga! - don't know how to do Yoga, but if you can, try it! -

And the most important thing off all.. When it seems like nobody likes you anymore... It is never true. There is always someone out there that really likes you and that really loves you. And these times pass. The time that you think this. It could take a day, a week, a month I don't know. But it will pass.

So, that was it. If you feel like ranting, message me ^^ If you feel like this journal hasn't answered your question, message me ^^ If you want a journal about a topic, message me ^^ - Honestly, I don't bite. Do growl though -

Comments are appreciated but they don't need to be given ^^

So, why am I making this one you might think? Well, I'm having it right now and I need to write it off. So I thought, why not make a counceling journal about it with advice how to get off of it - still thinking how to get off of it -.

First of all: Don't do it. You might feel so terrible, you hate life, nobody likes you and you hate the world.

If that's not the cause, then whoops.

Here's my advice: Get away from the place where you got the suicide attempt. Did you got it while you were in a fight with your friend? - that's the thing with me - well then go away from him/her. If it was online? Then shut down your pc! - Noooo don't throw it away! You might need it! Looove your pc! -

Is it during a fight anywhere else? Then get away from that place. Go up to your room and read your favorite book, draw something if you like doing that, or write it off. Maybe in a poem?

Is it because something else happened? Maybe you're just depressed and have your down moments where you feel like you don't want to live anymore.

Trust me, everybody has those down moments. Maybe not as bad as you do, that is true. But try - I know that this sounds very hard - to do something that calms you. This is different for everybody.

You can listen to your favorite music to calm you, read a book, draw, write, play on your playstation?

But in any situation, do not cut or something else. It's very very bad. You won't only hurt yourself, but every single one around you. Plus, it won't make your situation any better. You might feel a bit better in the one single second you're doing it, but later, you will regret it badly. Also, it leaves scars, think about that.

Sorry about this late journal. But my one and only advice for this issue is:

Do something that calms you. - Cutting is not an option if that calms you!!! - Talk to your closest friend maybe? Or, make a journal about it! Honestly, I feel a bit better now that I have written this all.

You don't have to comment. It would be nice, but you don't have to.

Is your problem similiar to this, but not the same? Message me then and we can talk.

Have an other problem? Want me to make a journal about it? Or just feel like ranting? Message me.

Bye bye.

Just watched a scary movie, it's 0:35 here now and I'm friggen tired.

I can't sleep, too scared =_=

My advice: Never watch them if you already know that you won't be able to go to sleep that night!

Oy, I wish that I would have took that advice =_= * So tired, can't sleep aargh!!! *

T-T...

So everyone, a new session of my counceling has started!

Well, that sounded strange.

As some of you might now, is that I already started counceling other people on this site some time ago. In the beginning I got alot of messages, but after it, it started to get less and less and less. So, thatswhy I'm starting off new.

Here is the thing:
In every Counceling journal post, I will have some sort of problem, dillemma ect and will give advice about it. My meaning with it, is that I want to help people who have that problem. So there will also be advice in it. Ofcoruse, if you have an other problem, or this advice wasn't good enough, you can message me.

I will not tell anyone about your problem. Not my friends, family, or my fish - if I had one that is -. This is also the fact, why I don't hire people in.

People, you have a really good heart and you show it by lending me your help, but I can't hire people in for this thing. If people come to me with a problem, I can't simply tell it to other people. So thatswhy I don't hire anyone in. - I'm saying this because, when I first started this, someone wanted to help me out. Really sweet, but I don't hire. -

Now, something about me. Thought you might like to know who you are telling your problems to.

My nickname on here is o0Mystique0o but most people call me Mysti. My real name is Tamara. You can call me whatever you like.

I'm 16 years old and have been through quite alot in live. Thatswhy I want to share my experience and what I did to come over it with other people.

I live on my own, but visit my mom in the holidays and in the vacations.

I study to be a teacher - don't like it though - and will study more after it.

I live in the Netherlands.
My parents are divorced and I have 2 big brothers. Also 2 little ones, but they are the sons of the bf of my mom. - Though I do see them as my own little brothers -

Anything else you like to know? Don't be afraid to message me.

If you will message me with any of your problems, it really doesn't matter what it is. Even if I can't give you advice over it, we can still normally talk about it. Also, if you feel like ranting alot about something that happened and you don't want anyone to give you advice, I'm here too for that.

You can message me about anything. Problems about weight, love problems, depression, struggling with family/friends, the fact that your phone broke and you have no contact with the outside world anymore - it happens - ect ect ect...

I hope I helped a little bit with that. My second counceling will be about an subject. This was more of an intruducion to restart my counceling. I know that counceling sounds big, but please, see it more like a friend helping you out by giving advice.

You don't have to reply to this journal post. I would like it, but ofcourse there is no need to.

Also, you could message me anonimous. I have no idea how to be honest and - I hope you will understand this - I don't want to give my email adress. Once did it and it got hacked into so, bad exprience for me!

Well, if there is something that is bugging you, even if it's the smallest thing like a fly circling your head - one is doing it with me right now, oy! - then just message me.

Bye bye!