paranoialyts's Journal

ok, thank the lord i found my memory stick. im so glad. ok, so now i will be able to post chapter 6 soon. i have work today so it wont be today. but maybe this weekend? i also am working on a new wwe story. its gonna be really cool. i have like almost 1000 words for the first chapter already. im hope you all are excited about it. i will have that up soon for sure. bye.

Kodee

Ok I lost my memory stick with all my stories on it. Including my 6th chapter which was almost done! I am so sad. I got a new memory stick but im going to have to start all over again!!!

I also got a job at Wendy's. I start today after school. I make $7.40 an hour.

I hope I can get chapter 6 done soon for you all.

Kodee

I had a snow day yesterday! Yes, be jealous. We got over 10 inches of snow over night & the roads were bad so NO SCHOOL!!! I actually slept in until 1pm and then I went to Wendys and ate with the family. Then I came home, made brownies and watched The Women. It was a pretty good day. But it was very hard to wake up this morning. I felt very tired and drained.

But here I am in Economics sitting and typing away.

Sorry I didn't work on chapter 5 this weekend. I totally just became a pile of rubbish and didn't do anything. I didn't even read or anything. But I will try and work on some of it this week. I know I have been bad about writing but I have school and it's hard to fit in time to write when I am so overworked and tired. Sorry about that.

I'll keep you updated as much as I can. Happy Thursday!

Ok, so I am currently working on chapter 5 of my Twilight story. It will be in Alice's POV of the Cullen's going dancing at an exclusive club. I think you all will really like it. I think I might also have them all go on a vacation some where for a Valentine's Day chapter. I think it would be ncie to have all the boys do something ncie for the girls.

I plan on having chapter 5 up this weekend sometime. Please rate it when its posted and if you have any story ideas - please message me.

K, have a good 4 day weekend!

Kodee

Oh My God. I have not slept in over 24 hours. Apparently, nobody in my school had a good night sleep.

I thought that the mean shit people wrote about me was stupid and unethical. I used to be able to make a big scene about how dumb these people are and make everyone laugh about it. I thought that in the fall people would just shut up and go to school and this crazy shit would end. But it didn't. People decided to open their mouths up yet again and talk more shit about me and my life when they don't even know me.

I think saying shit about people that you do not even know is just completely wrong. I mean, these people judge me by how I look. So, I am a little chubby. I admit I could loose some weight. But calling someone a 'hippo' and 'gordo' is just mean. That is taking it way to far and they know it.

This is the time of the year to be joyful & happy. But instead I am wallowing in my misery.

My computer that I have been using for like ever, got attacked by several big viruses and does'nt work anymore. So, I decided to not try over again with doing computer stuff. I am not starting over a 3rd time. It's too much. I am just gonna quit myspace and my domain. Fuck it. It's too much to deal with. Especially with haters bugging the fuck out of me again.

Those youtube videos are old as fuck. I can't believe people still watch them. I think I am just gonna delete the account and start over again.

Being one of the most dumbest people on the planet I have many stupid moments during a school day. Today I think I set a world record for my dumb moments. I actually think during the day I got dumber and dumber. And I think that I have officially become biggest moron on the planet. To pretty much give you a summary, I am an idiot.

Even in Math, my best subject, I couldn't do anything. Like my brain could not properly function right. I swear I need my xmas break more and more every day. I need time to rest my overworked brain.

Damn school and damn thinking at all. Maybe my cigarettes are killing my brain cells.

I wish I had a moment to like just sit and chill. But no, I have to WORK during my study halls because I have lost all brain activity during the school day. Plus I have a bunch of tests to study for, shich I am gonna fail. And I have such good grades right now! I am so screwed. How am I supposed to go to KENT STATE when I am a moron with stupid grades and no brain activity.

I didn't even do college aps. this weekend because my mom was xmas shopping and didn't have any time to help me. So pretty much I am screwed in life.

Kodee

Ok, as one of the biggest Twilight fans in the history of the world, I am disappointed in the movie. I thought they were gonna show all the best scenes from the book like Bella fainting, Bella eating with Edward at lunch, etc. But they didn't show them! WTF? How could they do such...grrrrr! Plus the whole movie was like scrappy and like a overcast of the story. They didn't show the connection that Bella and Edward share. Plus it felt so fake that I wanted to gouge my eyes out! The only good things about the movie were that Stephanie Meyer made a cameo in the movie at the dinner scene which I thought was adorable. And I finally understood the baseball scene and why they had to play when it was thundering. I didn;t get that it hides the sound of them hitting the ball as hard as they do so, I am glad I could get that now. But I have to say that the movie made up for it's lack of good scenes and suckyness by the humor they added in like when Rob made a disgusted face when Bella walked into Bio for the first time. It was hilarious how she thought she just smelled really bad. And how Renee asked Bella is she was being safe while Edward was in to room right before their big make-out session they had in her room (totally hot btw). But I give the movie 8 out of 10. If your a twilighter I suggest you see the movie but your gonna be upset after. The movie could have been better if it wa longer and had all the juicy scenes. They tried to fit a year of love into 2 hrs, which is totally stupid and ignorant.

Well after having the lonegest wait of my life, TWILIGHT will be in theatres tonight at midnight. I am SOOOOOO ecited to finally be able to watch this amazing movie and watch Rob and all of his hottness with surround sound on a big screen eating plastic tasting popcorn. It is exciting times ladies and gentle men. I unfortunately, have to wait until Saturday to watch it with friends but that's ok because I have patience and I think I can handle waiting2 lousy days for the movie.

I have been quite busy lately with school and have been sort of on a hiatus with my story because I just really don't ever have time to write anything worth posting but I will try and post something fresh and interesting as soon as my schedule allows me to.

I have recently received money for my birthday (on the 30th!) from my mom's friends Suzy & Paul. They gave me $20.00 which I will use when I go see Twilight for bagels and coffee.

I will keep you all updated! Have a nice weekend and Happy Twilight Release!

Kodee

Know what my title is from? South Park of course. It's Butters way of saying 'Oh Shit'.

Well I am really excited that my quiz 'What kind of relationship are you in?' is so popular. Quizilla picked it and put it in the 'Ultimate List' on the front page. Over 20,000 people have taken it. I got some great messages of telling me how awesome the quiz was but one gilr messaged me hatefully about how she took the quiz and it said she was in a loving realtionship but then the next day the guy cheated on her with her sister. I know, how Jerry Springer of them. Listen girl, you may have been in a loving relationship with yourself and you just clearly didn't see the signs that he is not just that into you. And it's not my fault that she figured that out. Right? Why should I be blamed for your boyfriend being a cheat. I shouldn't. Next time answer the quiz truthfully. Besides, it's just aquiz. It's not like real life or anything. People change and feeling change as well.

I would like to thank everybody for the support and taking my quiz. Take my new quiz 'Are you in love or lust?' and help me make the quiz a sensation.

Kodee

Well I quit my paranoia myspace and website. I can't open photoshop anymore and my brushes all got deleted when I tried to re-install it so I am just giving up on trying to make graphic stuff anymore. I am sad about it and all but I have a life and I want to live it before I have college. I got a facebook page which is great and I still kept my personal myspace. I am not giving out my facebook because I don't want people stalking me anymore. It's really creepy. I am only gonna add people I know and live in my city.

I am starting to write chapter 2 of FORBIDDEN LOVE. It's gonna be in Sylar's POV. I am excited to start it because I really like this story. I am also thinking about making a romantic John Cena love story called YOU CAN'T SEE ME. I don't know how I am gonna have the story line go but I will think of something soon and keep you updated.

Well I got some shiz to do so I will talk to you all l8er.

Kodee

I know my little fellow readers are excited about my new story FORBIDDEN LOVE just about as much as I am. I based the story off the tv show HEROES on NBC. If you are not fmailiar about the show please read about the show here. It's actually my favorite show besides all WWE programs.

Here is a little snipit from my new story:
"How could I have let this happen? I have been special for so long and to have these mere little company rug rats with guns take me down is so wrong! How I am I supposed to explain this to people? I don't answer to anyone but I have a reputation of being a badass to uphold. I don't have time to look like a pathetic loser! Not when I have lives to destroy! GR! Maybe...one day they will need me. Maybe...one day they will exchange my freedom for my help. Maybe one day they will see my true potential. Until then, I will wait in my cell for the day I can rule again."

Nice right? Yeah...I know. Im awesome now let's move on...haha

Well I will be done with it soon I promise! Please message me for any more story ideas! Bye (:

Peace & Love,

Kodee

Dear Readers & fellow bored people,

Yesterday was my little brother's 15th birthday! We all did so many wonderful things. I got up early around 11am (not really early, but that's early for me) and we went to Bob Evan's for Breakfast. I got the 'Rise and Shine' and it was yummy. Then we went to Giant Eagle and got batteries for my camera and picked up Jagger's (my brother) birthday cake. He got a yellow cake with white frosting. WE also got him a birthday balloon also. Then we went to walmart to get my stepdad a new cellphone and the family unlimited texting.

After that we went home and opened Jagger's presents. He got a NINTENDO DS (with a game), a cool arubics cube game, and I got him a bunch of Nintendo stuff which included a small bag thing and new pens for the game and a car charger etc. Jagger loved it and played with it all day.

Then later we went to Brio and I ate Shrimp Scampi, it wasn't that good, and then we went to see High School Musical three which was ok but not the greatest movie. My grandma went and saw Body of Lies instead though.

But overall it was a good weekend and I had a lot of fun. I am sorry but I didn't even get a chance to write anything this weekend. But tomorrow I have the day of because it's election day so I will write stuff tonight & tomorrowI promise.

Have a good day!

-Kodee

So, As I have told you all before, my new story called FORBIDEN LOVE will be posted this week sometime. I have about 2 pages written and I want to write about 2 - 3 more before I publish it. I will try and finish the chapter on Friday by the very latest. I was going to work on it yesterday but I was so tired from my day at school that I ended up falling asleep on my couch in my family room watching Discovery Channel. Don't laugh - we all know that channel can make you get some z's if it tries to.

I have been very busy this week because Monday started a new quarter at my school and I am trying to start out this interum with good grades. I have 133% in Government right now because I work so hard. So, I need to keep up my grades because I want to not fail out of my senior year in high school. And besides, no one likes being grounded for being too lazy. It's not fun for anyone.

Oh and a little fun fact for you all: I listen to the cd 'COCO' by colbie caillat then any other cd on my ipod. I love that cd so much because I think her voice is so enchanting and magical. So when I am writing my story think of me sitting at my computer, listening to that cd, and writing my stories.

Thanks for reading and hope you have a good week!

-- Kodee

I started writing a new story I call Forbidden Love(based of the hit tv series HEROES)and it's about a crazy ex-hero named Angelica who is supposed to kill or neutralize Sylar (Gabriel Grey) secretly. It's gonna be a really good story. I have been working on it for a while and will not publish it until it's a couple pages long. I will keep you updated on the progress and I hope to publish it by next week. Thank you guys for reading and have a good day!

-Kodee

Since school has started, I have had absolutely no free time! I have been stressed with tons of work and it has been really hectic. I published a John Cena one shot that I wrote in creative writing for a short story and I thought you guys would really like it. It took me about 1 month to write which was hard. I tried to make it entertaining. If you don't like it, that's fine but if you do then I might continue making more John Cena stories because I really like writing about him. If you guys have any other wrestlers that you want me to write about then please feel free to message me some ideas and I will write during the weekends when I have more free time. I will try and log in as much as I can but I make no promises to get on every week. Thanks for reading my story and have a good day.

So after a very long 4 month hiatus I have decided to start writing again. I have really missed posting chapters for you guys and ever since this stupid new quizilla look has happened I havn't enojyed making stuff but now I just have to suck it up and go with the flow. So I have begun writing a new story about John Cena, a wrestler I love very much, and I plan on calling it Hustle, Loyalty, & Respect which is what John Cena like's to call the 3 things that make up his life. I am very happy about the story and I plan on making the first chapter pretty long so it might be a week or two until it is up but I promise you all it will be worth the wait. And even if you're not a wresting fan, please read my story - it's gonna be hard to stop reading.

And for all my loyal MIDNIGHT SUN readers - I am sorry but I do plan on not writing anymore for that story because I have no idea what to do for it anymore. I might write for it later but I highly doubt it.

So if you have any questions or whatever just contact me on my myspace.
http://www.myspace.com/kodee_dahl (my personal)
OR
http://www.myspace.com/gothicgirl_layouts (my website's myspace).

Talk to you all later kiddies!
--K0d33

im sorry guys but i can't think of anything for the story & ive lost interest. i might not right anything for a while. im not in the mood anymore. sorry - i might come back but i might not.

I have been up from 5:30 pm - 11:07 am and I have no idea how I still have my eyes open. I learned how to make really nice preppy signs yesterday and stayed up all night making 12 premade ones and watched all the Indiana Jones movies. I am so tired. I am sorry I havn't updated but I plan on finishing the next chapter up in the next week or so. So look out for it

I am so excited for summer to start. I get out of school tomorrow at 12:30 pm after 3 finals. I took 2 today and they nearly killed me. I had sociology and my teacher wasn't even there cause apparently his kid was getting stiches for something. And it was a REALLY hard test. But no worries I actually think I passed surprisingly(sp?). But I can't wait to come home tomorrow from taking my Math, British Literature, and Child Development class finals. I am so scared about taking them but I can't wait until summer starts. It's my last year at ALHS and I can't wait for it all to be over. And I promise to update a lot more this summer so look out for that. TTYL ;)