pixiedust1314's Journal

IM BACK EVERYONE!!!!!!
sorry i was gone for so long. I kinda stopped coming on here (i know i know)

i got disracted by another cool site!
But no worries, im back now, and i cant wait to get back in touch with all of you!

I MISSED YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH!
XOXO pix

THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING I HAVE EVER HEARD! "I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

so i met this guy in mexico several monthes ago, and we had so much in commom and all that....and well we started dating (long distance) and it lasted about 2 monthes. but then i couldnt handle it anymore because it was just way to hard.but we kept tlaking and everything and being friends. he promised me he would come and visit me over christmas break. well now we are alomost there, and guess what, he has found someone new. he is "in love" with her. and i asked if he still wanted to come and see me and he was like no. i know it shouldnt care......but i was banking my whole break on it, and i was so damn excited to see him again, cus i thought he was my best friend. and now he is just like i dont want to come and see you anymore. so then i ask him why and he is like "you wouldnt love me anymore if you saw me...ive ruined myself." i asked him what he meant and it turns out he has been doing drugs and cutting and god knows what else. and im just like what happened to the amazing, sweet, cool guy i met? and then he procedes to tell me that he doesnt want to come and see me because he knows that he would be "unloyal" to this new girl, so he doesnt want to come and see me. i just cant handle it. i need him so much right now, and as always the moment i think someone is trustworthy they leave me alone in the dark trying to pick up the peices. i just dont see why i cant stop caring about him...i have been having nightmares about him dieing and all that shit, and i cant keep him out of my head. im so damn confused.....

so i guess this is it........ i am so done trusting anyone, because no one ever gives a shit about anyone but themselves. why do i keep trying to find a happily ever after i know doesnt exist? why is it even worth the time to have a relationship i know wont last for more that a month or two? IM DONE PRETENDING THAT IM OK, BECAUSE IM NOT. i will never ever trust any one ever again, because the minute you trust someone, they turn around and stab you in the back. the minute you need a shoulder to cry on, everyone you thought cared will be gone. that i promise you. this is the death of my trust in anyone. the only one i can depend on is myself.

CHECK IT OUT :D:D:D:D TOOK ME HOURS BUT TOTALLY WORTH IT :D:D:D:D http://quizilla.com/users/pixiedust1314

well then im just the girl to come to :) check out my homepage, as well as the whole website. i make wallpapers.....lots of ppl put music up to for ringtones! lemme know what you think!!! http://www.myxertones.com/artist/1466513/ XOXO pix

OK! i have been kinda half following the story bout vannessa and her nude photos. and i just wanna say GET THE F*** OVER IT!!!!! shes an adult. she can make her own decisions. she SHOULD be able to make mistakes. and plus it was because one of her FRIENDS leaked the photo. NOT HER FAULT! ppl need to stop getting into CELEBRITY'S LIVES just beacause THEY DONT HAVE THEIR OWN F***IN LIVES! i will still fully support HSM3 and all of Vannessa's other work. (oh and just to end a rumor, she has not been fired. disney would have ISSUED AN OFICIAL REPORT and nothing has come out!)

yea i REALLY like this homepage!!!! took me a while to get all the stuff in the right place (aka the pic kept showing up in the left hand bottom corner for sum strange reason! >.

my sis just got on here, and i would apreiate if u drop her a line sumtime. she needs friends!!!!!!!!!!! or check out her homepage, its pretty pimped out :D:D:D:D http://quizilla.com/users/eyesXofXblue thanks all :D:D:D:D XOXO pix

hahahahaha i finlly got round to making my homepage remotly functional! its got a pic of me now.......and a countdown and a CBOX!!! YAY!!! so chek it out sumtime :D:D:D maybe drop me a line on the Cbox! XOXO pix

OMG OMG! im sssssoooooooo BORED! damnit! i have absolutly nothing to do and sum1 better talk to me soon so TALK TO ME DAMNIT!!!!!! ............ok im good....sry had a bit of a rave there...so what has every1 been up to?????????? XOXOXOX ~pix~

OMG OMG! i can believe it is finally that AMAZING time of year! im gonna chill and have fun all summer, and do absolutly what ever i feel like! infact, i ate skittles for breakfast one morning! i cant even tell u how amazing that it, to have a sugar high at like 9 in the morning lol! so happy right now, and im wishin everyone else a great summer!!!!!!!!!

i just ask every one to remember the columbine shootings, which happened today, april 20th in 1999. I live only 5 min drive from columbine, and had several neighbors who were there, one in the library who watched her best friend be shot. 13 people died that day, one being a teacher, all the rest students. The at the end of it all, the 2 boys who did it commited suicide, to scared to face the consequences here on earth, but im sure they have payed their dues in hell for all the pain they caused. However, i dont believe my community would be this close if it had not happened. we handle everything together. Even tho i was only in kindergarten at the time, that day holds some of my most vivid memories. Please remeber, cus if we do, we will keep the ppl who died there alive in our hearts. my community would like everyone in the whole world to know that WE ARE COLUMBINE! we are strong, we are rebels (the school mascot) and WE WILL LIVE!

what is wrong w/ our world????? I ask you, how can we let things go when they slap us in the face every ten seconds??? My friends start smoking....doin drugs, and try to pull me in......then deadly deseases claim ppl i love!!! Drunk driving and crashes seem like crazy dreams until they hit close to home, killing your mom, sister, uncle, grandma, friend, brother.......and is the drunk driver ever hurt?? not often! they usually are sent to jail, where they are prvided for and given food and shelter, then after their term, let back into society, to get on w/ their life, but the victims family will never b the same again. Girls give into their bf, hoping to not loose him, until the posistive comes up on the pregnancy test, then the guy is gone in a matter of seconds. The girl is left trying to pick up the peices of a tatered life. Drama and hate consume everyone @ school...Girls tear eachother apart for sheer plesure. Every thing is hidden behind a veil of lies used to keep the adults out of our world.....Ppl stop eating........thinking they are fat and then by the time they realize its not true its to late....Way to much faces us, the teens of today...But we cna be strong and be ok. I can tell you right now that i WONT SURRENDER to the HATE and the DEATH and the LIES and all the otehr SHIT in this world. I CAN LIVE..............seriously.....we need to fix our wolrd b4 its to late, and i kno that sounds weird, but who is going to be in charge ina few short years??? WE ARE! and it our future we need to fight for.........I kno i prolly sound stupid...but i kno if we all work together, we can make this world a better place to live for oourselves, our children and our childrens children.......Life isnt easy, but that doesnt mean we cant live...............

What Starts with F and ends with K A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade." Ms. Brooks says to the principal, "Let me ask him some questions." The principal and Harry both agreed. Ms. Brooks asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?" Harry, after a moment: "Legs." Ms. Brooks: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?" The principal wondered why would she ask such a question! Harry replied: "Pockets." Ms. Brooks: "What does a dog do that a man steps in to?" Harry: "Pants." Ms. Brooks: What starts with a C, ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin, whitish liquid?" Harry: "Coconut." The principal sat forward with his mouth hanging open. Ms. Brooks: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?" The principal's eyes opened really wide and before he could stop the answer, Harry replied, "Bubble gum." Ms. Brooks: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?" Harry: "Shake hands." The principal was trembling. Ms. Brooks: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?" Harry: "Firetruck." The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put Harry in the fifth-grade, I got the last seven questions wrong......"

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! i'm 14! yay!!! that rocks....yea got lots of clotheas and money! yes! SHOPPING SPREE :)

god.....k, so i live right in the main line of the past 3 blizzards, and we have atleast 3 feet still from the firast 2 and now we are going to get 8 MORE INCHES!!! god....i'm getting sick of being stuck inside......anyone else snowed in????