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October 24, 2006
There's this girl at school who I've known for my whole life. We used to be best friends in elementary school, but we sorta drifted apart for a while in middle school. Then when we started high school, we started to become friends again, but I was crushing on her. Now, though, I kinda get mixed signals from her. Usually when we talk, it's only very briefly, and I always start it. Yet she can talk with some of her other friends fine. There's even this one guy there, and she often plays with his hair and acts kinda (how do I put it?) coy. I think that this girl may like him, but he just sees her as a friend (said so himself about three times). There are times though that she will flash me a quick smile in the halls before going elsewhere. Dammit, why did I have to fall for her? Her eyes, her hair, her cute smile, her laughter, her sense of humor, her intelligence, so much right with her. Yet sometimes she also seems a little sad and tired, like she's being worn out by school and band life. I really do care for her. So why can't I show it? Why won't she open up to me? I figure that it would be best to get her alone somewhere, away from school. Maybe then we can get over shyness. Anybody have any input about this whole crazy situation? It might help to regain some of my sanity.
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