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April 30, 2008
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Hi, I'm back^^ Hehehe...Well, sorry guys. I can't post anything right now because I don't have any idea for another fan-fiction...*sigh* But, if you have time, you can also visit my deviantART's page at http://reisconrad.deviantart.com or you can also visit my FS at http://profiles.friendster.com/rufuskaworulover hehehe... Well, see ya!^^
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April 8, 2008
Another...I think...
Well, I'm really confused these days...There's been a alot of things to think. Regarding to my study and of course to some fan-fictions I'm about to write (and rewrite). There're already a lot of titles and plots in my mind...But, the problem is I dunno when I'm gonna make them realized...Actually, I'm planning to rewrite two of my previous fan-fiction (my first, really2 first fan-fiction. I made it when I'm still elementary grade five) and the other fan-fic that I made when I'm still first year of Senior High...Well, I think it will take a lot of my time before it realized...Because I have to arrabge everything from the beginning...
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April 8, 2008
Boys x Girls matters...
Well, as we know there are so many pairs in the Final Fantasy series...And I support some pairs in the Final Fantasy 7. They are Tseng x Elena (They are a cute couple for me), Cloud x Tifa, and Zack x Aerith(Aeris). 
However, sometimes I just wondering, "How if Cid and Yuffie were paired?" 
Hahahaha...I don't have any bad thoughts about them. But, the thing is...I just really curious bout them, specially their relationship. Because I always see their picture together in some fan-arts. I don't know why. Although my friend said that she saw Yuffie more often been paired with Vincent...
However, sometimes I just wondering, "How if Cid and Yuffie were paired?" Hahahaha...I don't have any bad thoughts about them. But, the thing is...I just really curious bout them, specially their relationship. Because I always see their picture together in some fan-arts. I don't know why. Although my friend said that she saw Yuffie more often been paired with Vincent... posted at 9:24 am EDT | 2 comments
April 6, 2008
Always...
Note:
I dedicated this story to Rufus Shinra (Final Fantasy 7) and Nagisa Kaworu (Shin Seiki Evangelion) because they are somehow so important to me. Although they are not a real human being, I don’t now somewhat I just feel that they do exist in my life. And this story happened when I was 2nd year Junior High School in Indonesia back then...This is also the first time I knew Kaworu and Rufus. Thanks to my friends, who have been introducing them to me ☺
So, maybe you could say if this piece is actually my own experiences as an Otaku (maybe) hahahahaha...Well, I hope you’ll enjoy it...
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Five years ago, when I was 14 years old...
“Kyaaa! Ikari Shinji is sooooo cute!” My seatmate, Nobeia, screamed when she saw a picture of Ikari Shinji on a page of an anime magazine.
“Yeah, yeah, I know if he’s cute or whatever. But, will you please lower down your voice? I’m trying to concentrate with my math now!”
“But, he’s really cute! I can’t stop staring at his picture.” She kept looking at the magazine.
“Oh yeah? Where? Let me see! I wonder what make you so excited about him.” Then I took the magazine away from her.
“Hey, return it to me! I haven’t done with it!”
She yelled at me, tried to snatch back her magazine from me. However, she failed to do so because I’ve walked away from her.
I opened the page where she has been looking for Ikari Shinji’s picture before and took a glance at one of the picture there (of course, it wasn’t Ikari Shinji’s). Suddenly, I found out a cute looking guy there, he was standing beside Ikari Shinji. He has a gray hair and a pair of red eyes. Not only that, he even has the sweetest smile I’ve ever saw!
“What is his name? Why there’s no information about him?” I wondered.
“Hey, here you are! Are you done with my magazine yet? Hurry up, because we are going to start our lesson...”
Nobeia reminded me as she found me hiding behind a corridor’s wall. Instead of returning her magazine, I shook her shoulders and asked her,
“Who’s that cute looking guy? The one who stood beside Ikari Shinji, please tell me!”
She looks surprised and confused.
“Which cute looking guy? What do you mean?”
“This, this one!” I pointed that guy’s picture to her.
She looked on that picture and smiled appeared on her face.
“Well, I won’t tell you if you don’t admit if Ikari Shinji is cute.”
“Why? To be honest, I don’t think if Ikari Shinji is cute.” I answered her.
“Oh, so I won’t tell you his name. Hehehehehe...Well, gotta go back to the class now. ”
“Hey, wait! I haven’t done with you!”
Then we went into our class to start our lesson...
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“Dang it, I can’t concentrate with my lesson!”
I blamed myself because I can’t get what our teacher means with the adjacent side, legs or whatever. That cute guy’s face kept appearing in my mind, especially his smile. Aware of my strange attitude, Nobeia looked at me and asked,
“Why? Can’t concentrate because you’re keep wondering what his name is?”
“Heh!? How would you know?”
“Hehehehehe...I just guessing though and I get it right, don’t I?”
“Then, if you know, why don’t you just tell me what he name is? So I won’t be so curious like this!”
I looked at her irritated.
“Well well, I guess I’ve no other choice than tell you. He’s Kaworu. His full name is Nagisa Kaworu. But, he has a tragic life though.”
“Kaworu? So his name is Kaworu?” I murmured to myself.
“Yeah, his name is Kaworu. Now, will ya be able to concentrate to your lesson?”
I didn’t answer back. My mind has already focused to Kaworu.
“Hello? Is anybody here?” She swayed her hand in front of my face.
I didn’t care as I had been in my own world.
“Geez! I think there’s no use to disturb you.” She said then she just let me alone.
Then since then I dedicated myself to like Kaworu. I even started to play violin because of him (While Nobeia wanted to play cello because Shinji did, but she’s never be able to play it). We joined ensemble music in our school. I was insane though because to be honest, I can’t even know how to read a musical chord! (Just imagine how I can survive during my grade school then =P). I played musical instrument by memorizing it, not by reading the musical chord. So, as you can imagine, it’s really hard at first when you have to read the chord. Nevertheless, I tried my best because I didn’t want Kaworu became disappoint. (Hahahahaha...If I Kaworu was a real human; I would like to thank him because I could survive in the ensemble music until my first year senior high because of him XD).
Since then, I found myself became...strange? Yeah, I felt strange. I didn’t know why...why I became...so “obsessive” about him? Had I became insane? I asked myself why. Later on, I found out that I thought I was on the way to became...an Otaku. (Yeah, maybe...who knows?). Dang it! Why I became like this? No one could answer it for me. Then I fell on a question...Will I let out this feeling or not...I need some times to think about it...
###
Afterwards, I found the answer. I DID become an OTAKU. Well, maybe other people won’t notice that because I acted normal. I’m ABSOLUTELY normal, though. I still got good grades for my entire subjects. But, you’ll see the difference when I saw anything about Kaworu. Yeah, gashapon, poster, action figure, picture, or whatever about him. I WANT THEM! (Although I can’t have them all because my parents forbid me to buy so many stuffs like that).
“I won’t give up!” I told to myself as I started to save my pocket money (for buying some stuffs about him of course^^).
So, this is how I dedicated myself to become one of his fans.
###
However, I thought I’ve found someone, who’s changed me entirely. And I guess you knew who he was. Yeah, he’s no other than the Shinra Electric Company’s president, Rufus Shinra. (Me:*Kyaaaa!!! I think I’m blushing right now...*) Yes, and I knew about him from one of my friends back then. Before, we usually stayed together for our recess. Then we talked about the ‘Final Fantasy 7’. When we talked about that particular game, she was mentioning a name and that name was ’Rufus’. I wondered who he is because back then, I played the FF7 game but I haven’t encountered a character name Rufus. (Now, I’ve reached the final battle with Sephiroth and I still couldn’t finished that game till now because of him TxT). So, my friend promised me that she would bring Rufus’s picture the next day and she did!
My first impression about Rufus...well, he seems cool and a little bit arrogant. However, I didn’t know that I DID LIKE HIM! (Geez, I’m really weird though...Hahahahahahaha...) After that I started to like him even more than I like Kaworu...(Me:*I’m sorry Ka-kun...).
Later on, I found out that I’ve a dilemma to choose between Kaworu or Rufus. I had a hard time to choose one of them because both of them have something that I like. I like Kaworu’s smile and I also like Rufus’ coolness. (Me:*I wish if I could have both of them...Hahahahahahaha...I’m just joking...Hehehehe*). I kept thinking over and over again, only to choose one of them. I even asked my friends and my siblings. (Me:*Yeah, my siblings also have a dilemma like me...Hahahahaha*)Most of them arrived at the same answer. The answer’s they preferred Rufus then Kaworu. (Me:*Whew, this will be really complicated for me...*). Then I asked myself,
“Who do you like better, Kaworu or Rufus?”
I can’t answer it at first, it’s really complicated, to choose between two of your favorite guys...
However, after so many events have passed, I arrived on one conclusion:
“I DO like Rufus than Kaworu”
Well, so from then until now, I became one of Rufus’ biggest fan. (Truly sorry for other Rufus’ fans because I didn’t mean to make fun of you guys or what...PEACE...^^;)
###
I dedicated this story to Rufus Shinra (Final Fantasy 7) and Nagisa Kaworu (Shin Seiki Evangelion) because they are somehow so important to me. Although they are not a real human being, I don’t now somewhat I just feel that they do exist in my life. And this story happened when I was 2nd year Junior High School in Indonesia back then...This is also the first time I knew Kaworu and Rufus. Thanks to my friends, who have been introducing them to me ☺
So, maybe you could say if this piece is actually my own experiences as an Otaku (maybe) hahahahaha...Well, I hope you’ll enjoy it...
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Five years ago, when I was 14 years old...
“Kyaaa! Ikari Shinji is sooooo cute!” My seatmate, Nobeia, screamed when she saw a picture of Ikari Shinji on a page of an anime magazine.
“Yeah, yeah, I know if he’s cute or whatever. But, will you please lower down your voice? I’m trying to concentrate with my math now!”
“But, he’s really cute! I can’t stop staring at his picture.” She kept looking at the magazine.
“Oh yeah? Where? Let me see! I wonder what make you so excited about him.” Then I took the magazine away from her.
“Hey, return it to me! I haven’t done with it!”
She yelled at me, tried to snatch back her magazine from me. However, she failed to do so because I’ve walked away from her.
I opened the page where she has been looking for Ikari Shinji’s picture before and took a glance at one of the picture there (of course, it wasn’t Ikari Shinji’s). Suddenly, I found out a cute looking guy there, he was standing beside Ikari Shinji. He has a gray hair and a pair of red eyes. Not only that, he even has the sweetest smile I’ve ever saw!
“What is his name? Why there’s no information about him?” I wondered.
“Hey, here you are! Are you done with my magazine yet? Hurry up, because we are going to start our lesson...”
Nobeia reminded me as she found me hiding behind a corridor’s wall. Instead of returning her magazine, I shook her shoulders and asked her,
“Who’s that cute looking guy? The one who stood beside Ikari Shinji, please tell me!”
She looks surprised and confused.
“Which cute looking guy? What do you mean?”
“This, this one!” I pointed that guy’s picture to her.
She looked on that picture and smiled appeared on her face.
“Well, I won’t tell you if you don’t admit if Ikari Shinji is cute.”
“Why? To be honest, I don’t think if Ikari Shinji is cute.” I answered her.
“Oh, so I won’t tell you his name. Hehehehehe...Well, gotta go back to the class now. ”
“Hey, wait! I haven’t done with you!”
Then we went into our class to start our lesson...
###
“Dang it, I can’t concentrate with my lesson!”
I blamed myself because I can’t get what our teacher means with the adjacent side, legs or whatever. That cute guy’s face kept appearing in my mind, especially his smile. Aware of my strange attitude, Nobeia looked at me and asked,
“Why? Can’t concentrate because you’re keep wondering what his name is?”
“Heh!? How would you know?”
“Hehehehehe...I just guessing though and I get it right, don’t I?”
“Then, if you know, why don’t you just tell me what he name is? So I won’t be so curious like this!”
I looked at her irritated.
“Well well, I guess I’ve no other choice than tell you. He’s Kaworu. His full name is Nagisa Kaworu. But, he has a tragic life though.”
“Kaworu? So his name is Kaworu?” I murmured to myself.
“Yeah, his name is Kaworu. Now, will ya be able to concentrate to your lesson?”
I didn’t answer back. My mind has already focused to Kaworu.
“Hello? Is anybody here?” She swayed her hand in front of my face.
I didn’t care as I had been in my own world.
“Geez! I think there’s no use to disturb you.” She said then she just let me alone.
Then since then I dedicated myself to like Kaworu. I even started to play violin because of him (While Nobeia wanted to play cello because Shinji did, but she’s never be able to play it). We joined ensemble music in our school. I was insane though because to be honest, I can’t even know how to read a musical chord! (Just imagine how I can survive during my grade school then =P). I played musical instrument by memorizing it, not by reading the musical chord. So, as you can imagine, it’s really hard at first when you have to read the chord. Nevertheless, I tried my best because I didn’t want Kaworu became disappoint. (Hahahahaha...If I Kaworu was a real human; I would like to thank him because I could survive in the ensemble music until my first year senior high because of him XD).
Since then, I found myself became...strange? Yeah, I felt strange. I didn’t know why...why I became...so “obsessive” about him? Had I became insane? I asked myself why. Later on, I found out that I thought I was on the way to became...an Otaku. (Yeah, maybe...who knows?). Dang it! Why I became like this? No one could answer it for me. Then I fell on a question...Will I let out this feeling or not...I need some times to think about it...
###
Afterwards, I found the answer. I DID become an OTAKU. Well, maybe other people won’t notice that because I acted normal. I’m ABSOLUTELY normal, though. I still got good grades for my entire subjects. But, you’ll see the difference when I saw anything about Kaworu. Yeah, gashapon, poster, action figure, picture, or whatever about him. I WANT THEM! (Although I can’t have them all because my parents forbid me to buy so many stuffs like that).
“I won’t give up!” I told to myself as I started to save my pocket money (for buying some stuffs about him of course^^).
So, this is how I dedicated myself to become one of his fans.
###
However, I thought I’ve found someone, who’s changed me entirely. And I guess you knew who he was. Yeah, he’s no other than the Shinra Electric Company’s president, Rufus Shinra. (Me:*Kyaaaa!!! I think I’m blushing right now...*) Yes, and I knew about him from one of my friends back then. Before, we usually stayed together for our recess. Then we talked about the ‘Final Fantasy 7’. When we talked about that particular game, she was mentioning a name and that name was ’Rufus’. I wondered who he is because back then, I played the FF7 game but I haven’t encountered a character name Rufus. (Now, I’ve reached the final battle with Sephiroth and I still couldn’t finished that game till now because of him TxT). So, my friend promised me that she would bring Rufus’s picture the next day and she did!
My first impression about Rufus...well, he seems cool and a little bit arrogant. However, I didn’t know that I DID LIKE HIM! (Geez, I’m really weird though...Hahahahahahaha...) After that I started to like him even more than I like Kaworu...(Me:*I’m sorry Ka-kun...).
Later on, I found out that I’ve a dilemma to choose between Kaworu or Rufus. I had a hard time to choose one of them because both of them have something that I like. I like Kaworu’s smile and I also like Rufus’ coolness. (Me:*I wish if I could have both of them...Hahahahahahaha...I’m just joking...Hehehehe*). I kept thinking over and over again, only to choose one of them. I even asked my friends and my siblings. (Me:*Yeah, my siblings also have a dilemma like me...Hahahahaha*)Most of them arrived at the same answer. The answer’s they preferred Rufus then Kaworu. (Me:*Whew, this will be really complicated for me...*). Then I asked myself,
“Who do you like better, Kaworu or Rufus?”
I can’t answer it at first, it’s really complicated, to choose between two of your favorite guys...
However, after so many events have passed, I arrived on one conclusion:
“I DO like Rufus than Kaworu”
Well, so from then until now, I became one of Rufus’ biggest fan. (Truly sorry for other Rufus’ fans because I didn’t mean to make fun of you guys or what...PEACE...^^;)
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