sanyoc's Journal

March 12, 2013

Ships sail, so battered like Trafalgar;

It appears to be that my time here is over.

Due to decreasing amounts of time and psychological problems, I've had to stop writing.

Thank you so very much to everyone on this site for inspiring me to take my first leap into writing, and for encouraging me along the way. I’ll remember my time here.

I have met so many wonderful people, and read so many wonderful things.

To those who are waiting for requests—I’m sorry, those will not be completed.

And to those who are interested in following me elsewhere—send me a message. I’ll give you some links. (Don’t be afraid, m’dears! Even if I don’t know you, I happily will oblige. C: )

And I guess, I don’t know what I’ll do with the drabbles I’ve posted here. Perhaps I’ll remove them, because I’m horridly selfish and don’t want them stolen.

Part of me doesn’t want to. I was so happy here—yet all good things must end eventually. I honestly can’t thank everyone enough.

My deepest apologies and regrets,


posted at 5:26 pm EDT | 2 comments

October 24, 2012

and from the ashes, what will rise?


Well, after my semi-posting spree, it appears to be that I may be back. (Two drabbles at once are quite good for me. )

Nevertheless, I was reading them over, and they are just so. Horridly. Written. Even my friend agrees, they aren’t exactly my high points. I guess it shows how rusty I am. However, I was already noticing a decline in my writing skills much before then, but just skirting the issue.

So I’ll probably end up editing those.

Otherwise, I have:

60% of an InWriterlyFashion drabble request

20% of the next part of ‘Special’

85% of a depressing Spain drabble. Which will most likely be scrapped.

Things have been rather stressful lately, and I haven’t had much time to anything. ; u ; So I’m sorry for my absence. Although, I know part of me thinks my time has passed here. I’ve been a silent watcher on this site for a very long time, much longer than I had an account here. I’ve seen the phases of writers wax and wane. (Phases? Yes. I noticed that at a certain times of the year, groups of writers would leave/switch accounts, and at other times, new writers would come. It’s actually quite interesting.)I feel as if--!

Ughhhh! Not another melancholic journal entry! Let’s cut that short.

I’m pleased to be back all the same, and I hope my writing will continue to progress.




It needs to.

Otherwise I’ll be sad.

Sjklskljkjdsk. Honestly, I’m actually stressing about this. Anyhow~!

I’m going to end this here. So I can get back to my never-ending pile of work. But first, a question!


What color are the walls in your room?

Mine are cream.

posted at 5:36 pm EDT | 5 comments

September 5, 2012

The Sea Is Wine Red.

I haven't written in ages. I know. Things have been...interesting.

I do really hope to get around to updating soon, but I honestly don't know. I would like to, but inspiration (as always) comes fleetingly, and is often shot down.

As soon as I get back into the normal routine of school, perhaps it will happen. I can't make any guarantees.

But I honestly don't want to leave 'Zilla.

I have unfinished business here.


posted at 5:01 pm EDT | 2 comments

July 24, 2012

Creativity. ; A ;

Insert really thoughtful and well organized things here;

I'm back. Early. There's a kinda long explanation behind this, which I'll do maybe later.

Because I'm quietly sniffling alone in my house, sick.

To make everything worse, I have art block, which also brings down I'm losing my vocabulary. My conviction to write.

I've never felt so dead in the water for a long time.


Someone tell me a joke. I need to be laughing at ideas instead of laughing at the irony of my current state. Of course, I can't even say it's ironic. It's just saddd... ; A ;

posted at 10:27 am EDT | 5 comments

July 12, 2012

Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have...

[...without tkaing her clothes off.]

I'm gonna first post this meme from EvasiveMadeira, and then I'll rant. C;

1. Real Name: I'd give you a pseudo, but that's not the point of this, is it?

2. Nickname(s): But of course, that would give away my name. This is
the only one that doesn't say much...'Maud.'

3. Favorite colour: Grey. (Considering this was written in the
alternate spellings for Americans.)

4. Male or female: Fem!

5. Elementary School: There.

6. Middle school: Same there, different place.

7. High school: Same there, different place.

8. College: IDK...

9. Hair Colour: Dark Blond.

10. Tall or short: Tall. Yup.

11. Sweats or jeans: JEANS! <3

12. Phone or camera: Camera.

13. Health Freak: Sorta.

14. Orange or apple: Depends on the form. In juice.... IDK. In
fruit... maybe apple.

15. Do you have a crush on someone: Sorta kinda. Maybe. The worst par
is I think he likes me back.

16. Eat or Drink: Drink!

17. Piercings: My ears.

18. Pepsi or coke: I absolutely loathe both. Can't stand the taste.
One of you guys choose.


19. Been in airplane: Yep.

21. Been in a car crash: Not a serious one.

22. Been in a fist fight: Nope.

23. First Piercing: Ears.

24. Best friend(s): Depends on what's considered 'best.' Eight, I should say.

25. First award: I don't even remember... Maybe it was for soccer or
one of those stupid stickers for when you drink your milk. I think it
was the latter.

26. First Crush: His name was Alex. Part French.

27. First word: Duck.

28. Last person you talked to: My mom.

29. Last person you thought of: Pointless question. You just asked me
who I last talked to, so I thought of my mother.

30. Last person you texted: My friend.

31. Last person/people you watched a movie with: My parental units.

32. Last food you ate: A mochi.

33. Last movie you watched: Star Trek: First Contact (This is the
first time I watched Star Trek. Don't judge. Well, actually, judge all
you like, because I rather liked it.)

34. Last song you listened to: Down With the Trumpets –Rizzle Kicks

35. Last things you bought: Some books.

36. Last person you hugged: I don’t remember.


37. Food: I don’t know… ; A ;

38. Drink: Water, or maybe some form of fruit juice.

39. Bottoms: Skinny Jeans.

40. Flower: Wisteria, orchids, lavender, IDK. I know much to many of these.

41. Animal: The cuttlefish. Maybe a quetzal. Or a Peacock.

42. Superhero: Spidey. C:

43. Movie: I don’t have a favorite. I can’t choose things like that.

44. Subject: I’m generally partial to all. Maybe Math, History, Art, and Chinese.


45. [X] fallen in love with someone

46. [X] celebrated Halloween

47. [X] had your heart broken

48. [] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone

49. [X] had someone like you

50. [X] played a sport

51. [ ] got pregnant (Err- what?)

52. [ ] had an abortion (Still what.)

53. [X] did something I regret

54. [X] broke a promise

55. [X] hid a secret

56. [X] pretended to be happy

57. [X] met someone who changed your life

58. [X] pretended to be sick

59. [X] left the country

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it

61. [X] cried over the stupidest thing

62. [X] ran a mile

63. [X] went to the beach with your best friend

64. [X] got into an argument with your friends

65. [X] dislike someone

66. [X] swam at the beach

67. [X] First best friend: Katie. Don’t make me cry.


68: Eating: Nothing.

69. Drinking: Nothing.

70. Listening: Fool In Love –Rihanna

71. Sitting/laying: Kneeling. On a chair.

72. Plans for today: Oh no. Don’t ask one of the hyper organized to list their plans.

A short sum.

Write, Start up a new sketch, finish sewing bag, bike, run whilst watching reality TV, take some more photos.

73. Waiting for: Me to be able to rant.

74. Want kids: Maybe.

75. Want to get married: Yes.

76. Career: This is a topic of great distress for me.

Heart: Design, Art, etc.

Brain: You’re an idiot. Lawyer, Doctor, Economist, I know you want money.

77. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

78. Shorter or taller: Taller.

79. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.

80. Pets: A dog and a extremely old fish.

81. Nice or strict parent: Strict.

82. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

83. Looks or personality: A bit of both. I’ve seen the extremes.


84. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope. Don’t wear ‘em.

85. Snuck out of a house: Yes,

86. Held a gun/knife for self defense: Yes.

87. Killed somebody: No.

88. Broken someone's heart: How am I to be the judge?

89. Been in love: Yes.

90. Cried when someone died: I cried when I realized I never got to meet the real person that I thought I knew.


91. Yourself: Not particularly.

92. Miracles: Depends on how you define it.

3. Love at first sight: Not really.

94. Hope: How does one ‘believe’ in this? I guess the answer would be, I do.

95. Santa Claus: No.

96. Aliens: Possible, but not in my lifetime.

97. Ghosts: Yes.


98. Is there one person you really want to be with right now: Not really.

99. Do you know who your real friends are: I should think so.

100. Are you a happy person: Some would say, others would not.

Bad html joke. lolololol.

I need somewhere to rant about somethign that's been bothering me for the last few days. And here is the only place incognito enough to do so. It will contain some explicit content, I would advise you not to read it if you're uncomfortable with this. You can either skip this portion or read it. Your decision.

Here's the deal: My bi friend has recently been texting me a lot. Now, I'm sure you're wondering why I mentioned bi. It's because it's relevant, not because I consider sexual preference an important feature of description.

Mainly, she's been teeing me off my texting me solely to tell me how in love she is, and how amazing it is. All discussions consist of her fawning over her love. 'Nm, just missing [Name.]' She just can't stop talking about her. I normally wouldn't mind this that much, but then things get worse.

She starts telling me all the various things that she wants to do to her, and how it made her day that the girl said 'she wanted to feel her up,' and several more explicit things. Then she starts talking about how they've agreed to have sex with her. 'XD'

What. The. Fuck. Why are you telling me this? I don't find it awkward because I'm straight. I understand. But don't fucking share the personal details of your love life with me. I'm still keeping a level edge through my language with her, and am ":)-ing" away.

Oh no. Then, she starts asking if I've 'actually been in love before.' Like, 'not really like, but love.'

I'm now insulted. I know what it feels like to be in love.


I'll post a better entry later.

posted at 11:05 am EDT | 3 comments

July 2, 2012

Meme. No. It must be a hacker.

I was bored....I promise, a better entry sooner.

1. Denmark

2. Greece

3. Netherlands

4. America

5. Switzerland

6. South Italy

7. Thailand

8. Germany

9. Rome

10. Austria

9 (Rome) and 4 (America) are trying to get you to go out drinking with them, what do you say?

Gosh…I don’t know. It might be fun to see Alfred drunk, but Rome… >.> I don’t want to even think about it.

6 (South Italy) asks you out on a date, but turns out he hates your stinking guts ,and only did it because he lost a bet with 10 (Austria).........What do you do?

Ahahahahahaha! You lost a bet toAustria?! You’re so lame…--wait what?! You hate me? ; A ; whyyyyy?

You see 3 (Netherlands) getting mugged, do you help?

No. Netherland’s already pretty intimidating…that mugger must be rather tenacious to even think of that idea.

2 (Greece) has gone all emo and is now cutting themselves; you believe they need to go to a therapist, so you take them to one! How does this play out? And turns out 4 (America) is the therapist.

Don’t worry, Greece! Even though one of your cats scratched you, that doesn’t mean that all cats hate you!

America: “Yeah dude, eat a burger.”

Greece: “….The cat used to like ketchup….”

2 (Greece) and 4 (America) are now getting married! Do you intervene or give them your blessing?

Well, it’s not like they don’t like each other. So go, get married! America’s the seme, amiright? >.<

Your about to get gang raped but! Luckily 7 (Thailand) comes to your rescue! What do you do?

Thanks for getting your elephant to sit on those thugs! Although, I would have preferred if my purse hadn’t been with them…

Thailand: “You still like me, right?”

Your own your couch watching TV....When suddenly 6 (South Italy),8 (Germany),9 (Rome),and 5 (Switzerland) demand that they throw a party at your place! Do you comply?

Somehow, I feel that this is the doing of Rome… German-Italian Sparkly Pasta Party anyone? No. Get out. Now. Anyways—you don’t have any business here, Romano! You said you hated me!

Germany: “Ja, can we go now?”

Rome: “I will prove to the world that you aren’t a saint!”

Well it doesn't matter anyways because you end up throwing the party, your crush comes and 10 (Austria) is embarrassing you around them (lucky you!)What do you do?

Austria…what are you doing?! I didn’t think hip-thrusts and violins go together.

Eventually the party ends and 1 (Denmark) is wasted on your couch.....Do you*cough*do certain things*cough*to them?

*pokepokepokepokepokepokepoke* Hey Denmark. Hey hey Denmark. Do you like pastries?

[Oh? Is that not what you meant by doingcertain things?]

Whatever happened before happened so moving on.....You’re at work typing boring crap on your computer 9 (Rome) comes in and starts massaging your shoulders! Do you pepper spray him or let him go on?

OMAIFUc.. There is a pedo in the building. He is touching me. *grabs pepper spray*

Well before you had the chance to react your boss,6 (South Italy), comes in and thinks you two are doing certain things they start taking pictures for black mail, what do you do?

It’s not what you think!! I’m not involved with your grandfather!

S. Italy: “ I always knew Grandpapa Rome was a womanizing bastard, but I didn’t know you were a player to!”

; A ; I swear I’m not….

Rome: *creepy laughter* u

Good thing you managed to destroy the photos and keep your job! But after work you and 2 (Greece) go out drinking.....Then he starts drunkly ranting about his marriage, what do you do?

Greece: “He always saysh he hates catsh, and neber letsh me play with ‘em…”

Ehh? He fell asleep…always knew he was the sleepy drunk.

4 (America) comes in and hears 2 (Greece) and they soon get a quickie divorce! Do you play rebound for any of them?

America: “I knew it! You were cheating on me with those cats, weren’t you?”

I’m just going to stay out of this one… ^^;

3 (Netherlands),7 (Thailand),10 (Austria) and you have a sleepover! You go to get snacks but you come out to see that they are wearing your undies over their clothes and are doing horrible impressions of you! What do you do?

Hey! Stop mocking my conversations with myself! I don’t wear things like that on my head! Although, those polka dots look pretty funny on you, Henny. C;

You are eating a cookie and 8 (Germany) steals it do you get aggressive or let it slide?

Why…? Please, by all means, take the cookie. I have no intention of being in your way. At all. Unless you want me too~

5 (Switzerland), 7 (Thailand), 8 (Germany) convince you to go to a haunted house with them (bad idea)While in the dark one of them gropes you! Who do you think it is and why?

Possible reason for Switzy: Was really drunk, and finally realized that last week I had been flirting with him.

Thailand: I don’t even know…seems entirely plausible, though. You mistook my butt for your pet elephant?..

Germany: Yup. Only a true strategist would know when to succeed in secretly groping someone. But you could have just told me.

Okay last one! If you could choose any of them to marry who would it be and why?


posted at 2:09 pm EDT | 2 comments

June 10, 2012

You Don't Have To Give Up To Let Go...


Feeling:Conflicted yet determined.

Listeningto:Guilt—Nero/ I Remember—Kaskade and deadmau5

Ofcurrentobsession:Time balances, line art, writing

Quote:"Right from the start you’re always made me feel a fool…looks like your heart came between us after all.”

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And I’m back from my momentary hiatus. Last week was exam week, so I was running around like an idiot as I studied and prepped for my various tests and presentations.

I did try to write, but I lost motivation very quickly and kept on feeling guilty about not studying. Anyways, I don’t think my grammar skills were in order at all.

When you begin to compose sentences like “Book reading time, I found most good irony.”

You know you’ve been memorizing Chinese for too long.

But, the good news is that I’ve done well on all the exam grades that I’ve received so far, so I’m pretty happy.

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Anyone watching the Euro-cup? I am! (I think this should be a pairing generator, obviously. But of course, because I’m so slow…)

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I just posted that Male!Belgium drabble, which I guess was alright. Although, I’m not as confident about the ending.

I’ve become extremely conflicted about what to do with my free time over this summer. Yesterday, I had planned to finish and post that drabble, yet I only posted it today. It’s finishing was actually scheduled for Friday.

I’ve discovered I can become very distracted when I’m near some sort of thing relating to art, and that was the main cause of my lack of writing. Read not writing whatsoever, but feeling really guilty.

I don’t want to stop writing. I really don’t.

But several new distractions have popped up, which I may inform y’all about later. But it was quite distressing to watch myself have any self-restraint in keeping myself from them.

Anyhow, be glad in the knowledge that it was through your support that I’m staying?

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I lost my sheet with the plotline for “Take A Gamble” on it. So I’ll make it up as I go along. Otherwise, expect editing, and perhaps random posting.

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And to make sure I write, here’s a mini contest. Winner gets a free drabble. (Or honestly, whatever I write. Ficlet/drabble. You get my drift.)

Which paint has sanyoc been using a lot of recently? (It’s to the point that I’ve named the paint tube.) I didn’t put in white, because that’s much too obvious. Hah!

a) Permanent Alizarin Crimson

b) Prussian Blue

c) Raw Umber

d) Cadmium Yellow Medium

e) Yellow Ochre

posted at 10:58 am EDT | 4 comments

May 29, 2012

'Twas brilling, and the slithy toves did gyre...

I can't stop laughing over this...

Feeling: At peace. For once.
Listeningto: Take Her From You--Dev/ Stop Stop --The Black Keys
Ofcurrentobsession: Ukulele, Line arts, Scheudules and Post-it notes
Quote: “Bright lights and the big city, it belongs to us tonight.”

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I’m sorry for all my slow updates. I’ll probably be posting something additional this week if I have time, otherwise count me out for next week. But then after that, there’s summer, for which my mind is already turning for. I’ll no doubt be posting random drabbles, finishing up Take a Gamble, and perhaps entering some contests or two.

However, summer’s dangerous because I could lose my inspiration very quickly, considering I managed to snag all this free time for myself. With nothing pressing to do, things fester. But let us hope that shan’t happen, shall we? I should consult the I Ching on that.

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Speaking of which, would you guys be interested if I made a guide on using the I Ching?

Everyone: “What’s that?”

It’s the Chinese ‘Book of Changes,’ used to tell the future. Almost like a simpler version of tarot, for it can be interpreted many different ways. And of course, it’s what these little symbols are for~

No, they’re not decorations. They’re the eight trigrams of the I Ching!

Anyways, just a question for you to ponder~

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And yes, the mysterious drabble I was talking about was for Legolas from LOTR. Ha. Clearly, judging by the views etc, LOTR has almost no fanbase on the ‘Zilla. As Miss Strategic!sanyoc is concerned, the drabble could be considered a ‘failure.’ (And yes, once I have time, I will give you a tour of my messed up brain—because it seems just to fun to pass up, no?)

But it was so much fun to write, the other side of me would like to consider it as an ‘experiment.’ (Or just a way to release my pent up fangirlisms.)

Maybe over the summer you might find me writing for some other fanfictions?

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I was also mobbed by plot bunnies last night. Three in a row, all perfectly plausible. I need to write these up before I lose interest. ; ^ ;

And a big welcome back to Lollidropp~ she disappeared there for awhile.

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Question: I assume most of us on here write reader insert? So, for you, does the personality of ‘[Name]’ change per character? Does your personality sometimes show through [Name]?

My Answer: It generally seems to for me. Although, [Name] has always seemed a bit more of a character to me than the reader. Sure, they are the reader, but… I almost treat them like a character. Except not. Which may confuse you. As for changing in actions, for the quote on quote ‘prone to annoying’ ones *coughcoughprussiacough* I generally make [Name] slightly irritable/and or tsundere. For the more mellow characters, [Name]’s actions change a bit. And yes, sometimes my personality does show through for how I write for them. Because I do get rather irritated at annoying people.

posted at 8:49 pm EDT | 5 comments

May 20, 2012

Armored Cars Sail The Sky


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Feeling:Mediocre as she plays with her melancholy.

Listeningto:Pilots--Goldfrapp(A unique, thoughtful yet mildly disturbing electronica artist, who is worth your attention. )

Ofcurrentobsession:Ideas, Art, Summer and the like.

Quote:"We're pilots watching stars...who do we think we are?"

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As you may have noticed, I’ve changed the title for “Take A Gamble.” It’s a series now.

I’ve laid out the plot, and it seems that it will have around three more parts. So for the very few who follow it, enjoy?

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I’ll probably be writing a bit less considering that school is drawing to a close, and will no doubt give me many tests to study for. So as of now, I’ll just be posting those final parts of “Take A Gamble” and a drabble that you’ll be no doubt very confused by its appearance.

Because I never write about anything other than Hetalia.

Or does she?

It sprung from the poem Jabberwocky by Lewis Carroll.

As I was writing it, I looked around to see what other authors on the ‘Zilla had written on this character. I was utterly surprised in the fact that I couldn’t seem to find anything other than 30 chapter long, mary-sue filled stories with ridiculous titles. And I did try to look, really.

It’s very well-known, and I’m quite sure all of us have heard of it at some point.

If you can guess the series, I’ll write you a drabble! (It’s not Twilight, btws. :l)

But of course, this now very mysterious drabble isn’t really that interesting. Just a fangirlspasm, that likely won’t do that well.

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I was looking back over some of my old stuff, considering that I have to edit them and all. It took a great effort to look back on that Rome drabble without cringing. I almost deleted it. First free chance I get, it shall be edited. Majorly.

Recently, I realize that my ideas haven’t been the greatest. It bothers me, to the point that after posting that Romano drabble I had a breakdown and almost quit Quizilla. I’m a highly volatile person, one could say. I was up late at night contemplating what to do about it. I had always intended to quit the ‘Zilla anyways after 10k. My superstitious side believes that because of that transgression, I’ve received a backlash of horrible luck. And when I say bad, I mean, worst week in my life luck.

But this is all irrelevant. Entirely so.

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I must ask. Do youbaby_cuttlefish_by_mentaldstruction.jpgthink this is cute?

It’s a cuttlefish, by the way. I find it adorable. But almost all my friends find it gross.

So tell me—is it so ugly that I need to make a new post? Or do you agree?

(These fish are geniuses, by the way.)

posted at 12:20 pm EDT | 3 comments

April 21, 2012

Pull Me Under...


Feeling:Guilty. Yet still in my perpetual time-crunch.

Listeningto:We Run the Night--Havana Brown

Ofcurrentobsession:Hands, Spare Time, Contests

Quote:"Touch my own skin and hope that I'm still breathing."

Maybe I shouldn't be posting now.

When I've done almost nothing. >.<

I can't ever seem to post a new ficlet more than twice a week. Even that's rare. I just get so distracted!!! But I promise, I'll try to post more.

As I sit around doing nothing, all my plotbunnies have begun to fester. They're there, but the bunnies aren't developing into a fulfledged idea.

So let's say they're cabbages instead. Cabbages that refuse to work with me.

Yesterday was the Day of Silence, by the way. Any participants? I was! (FYI: The day of silence is a day where you protest the harassment and bullying of gay, bisexual, lesbian, and transgendered students and those who support them. In your backing, you remain mute the entire day (8-3), to show your support of students who are silenced by this.)

The rotting cabbages encompass Underhanded, and HZS. No. (But of course, I've haven’t liked HZS for a while.)

So I’m dropping a bunch of planned things, and hopefully some new bunnies/cabbages will come to me. Anyways, I have contests to enter. Or maybe you'll just get random journal posts instead.


How do you fit writing into your day? Do you write your drabbles etc. in one session, or multiple sessions?

My Answer: Writing is generally done sometime in the evening, and random intervals on the weekends. My stuff generally is written in 3-4 sessions, but it takes me even longer to come up with the opening portions. I can only do about 10-15 sentences before I have the urge to walk around. I have no idea why this is true. This process happens over and over for the next day(s) or so. Then I edit. C:

posted at 4:41 pm EDT | 6 comments

March 25, 2012

...I'm back?


Well. Sorry to disappoint, but I'm back from hiatus! I didn't get much done in truth, but expect some posting.
Anything interesting on the trip?
Why yes, thank you. Perhaps it was the fact that everyone wanted to take a picture of me because of my oh-so-germanic blond hair.
True story.

posted at 11:56 am EDT | 1 comments

March 16, 2012

Hiatus. ❁


I shall be on hiatus starting on March 17th. I will not able to respond to your messages and etc, so please don’t be offended if I don’t reply. (When I get back however, I obviously will.)

As to where I’m going? Well, it’s somewhere in Asia if you’re really that interested. (And the country is one of my icons for the journal.)

Hopefully while I’m gone I’ll get some work done. (Especially on the long plane ride.) Expect a posting fever when I return. Either that, or dead silence.


posted at 5:21 pm EDT | 1 comments

March 7, 2012

Time Crunch, Because I Can.


Feeling:Stressed to the max.

Listeningto:Stupid Hoe–- Nicki Minaj

Ofcurrentobsession:My deplorable lack of time.

Quote:Day, n. A period of twenty-four hours, mostly misspent.

Well, I haven't updated that much, have I?

But, because I was tired of looking at the same journal entry...I wrote a new one.

I've been rather busy lately, so I haven't had much time to write. The plot bunnies are slowly stacking up, and I have a to-do list the size of....nevermind.....kesesese.

But I have made some progress on the quiz, despite everything. Here's what's finalized. (Rather, the characters I shall include.)






(Apparently, Netherlands is considered 'Germanic')

I'll then add Liechtenstein and Belgium, and possibly Hungary.

Here's what else is next:

-More "Other Worlds"

-Germany Request

-Prussia Drabble

-Germany Twoshot

-Possible other series...

But: Some news. I will be going on hiatus to visit a certain country in Asia. This will happen soon, but I'll no doubt post a separate journal entry for that. But--the good news is, I'll work on the quiz during the flight. So it'll be done when I'm back. Joy. Hopefully.

RandomFinalOptimisticote:The weekend is soon. Very Soon.

posted at 7:53 pm EST | 1 comments

February 26, 2012

I Don't Speak German, But I Can If You Like

Feeling: Confused and hopeful

Listeningto: Scheiβe –-- Lady Gaga

Ofcurrentobsession: Line-art and spring

Quote: “Theytold me to find the girl I used to be.

As my journal title suggests, the results of the poll are in. Good thing I left it up, right?

For my next quiz, I shall be doing a “Who Would Be Attracted to You?” Germanics version.

It shall be in the same format as the Nordics one.

--4-5 results


--pretty pics :3

--there maybe some other possible details… per say?

But, I don’t know how soon this may come. So don’t be hopeful for it coming soon. These things take lots of ‘research’ ;)


Welp. Recently, I’ve been feeling rather depressed about my lack of good ideas for drabbles etc. I’ve started wishing for my creativity surge back in 2011, and obsessively check my work for writing trends.

Which is not good.

No sir-ree.

But, I’ve become more optimistic about my situation. (So you guys got to miss my depressing journal entry rant that Quizilla deleted.)

I’m hopefully back with new ideas. Maybe it just might become “Marvelous March” instead of “Foolhardy February?”


What’s up next.

-Germany Oneshot/drabble

- New drabble series.

-possible HZS

-Another possible new drabble series.

But I’m busy with art and school as per usual.

So I’ll try to update, and I’ll pretend I won’t, but we all know I’ll somehow procrastinate another update in.

Random FinalOptimisticNote:Happy Birthday Estonia!

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February 22, 2012

A Super Short Update



Gonna make this quick

Le pole. For le quiz.

So at first it was Dark!Hetalia, now it's Germanics.

Make up your mind!

The Germanics have been slowly catching up, and now they're tied up with Dark.

Vote or else. I'll check back at 100. If it's still tied, I'll hit it with my cleaver. (Rather, cute wooden pencil.)

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February 19, 2012

A Very Swedish Sunday


Feeling:That awful stressed, yet bored, yet lazy, yet creative feeling.

Listeningto:First of the Year--Skrillex

Ofcurrentobsession:Sweden, Germany, and my tablet.

Quote:"Time and tide wait for no man."

IKEA is slowly killing me. I swear. I spent all my time today enjoying the magnificent abilities of Berwald in making furniture and cars.

But enough about me. Be prepped for my long list of blah.


So first. Le quiz. It seems to be that everyone has decided on a Dark!Hetalia one. But I'm keeping up the poll a bit longer, because the Germanics are very close behind. But assuming that it's Dark!Hetalia, here's my plan.

-6 to 9 results

-keywords in this possibly one-sided relationship

-who to watch out for

-what may happen


There is the possibility of me making oneshots for each result. But, knowing my laziness, it probably won’t happen.


Numbah 2~! This site is. Killing. Me. I swear. I know, I know, everyone’s ranting about how bad of a site Quizilla is. So I decided to put in my two cents! (Yay~ for rants consisting of bullet points!)

-Bad formatting issues, causing me to have to find ways to get around them.

-Stories don’t get posted for hours. (Nor do they appear in searches.)

-Rates, views etc. numbers fluctuate.

-Drafts don’t save. That’s why I do it all in word~

-Trolls and Lazy programmers.

Okay, I’m done!


Sanyoc’s epic to-do list!

-Finish up “Family Matters”

-Sweden Drabble (About what, I wonder…)

-Germany One-shot

-Hetalia Zodiac Signs—Cancer


Don't expect me to update anytime soon, however.


Randomfinalpessimisticnote:I’m freaking out because my writing had gotten longer. I used to be happy about that, but now I’m not.

RFPN-2:I spent most of my time today acting like our very own miserly Switzerland. No wonder we’re related.


posted at 6:28 pm EST | 1 comments

February 5, 2012

I was like...And then I was like.


After moping around for the last few days, consumed in my depression for lack of good ideas anymore...I fell down my little black hole of "IsuckatwritingwhatisthepointsotherforeIwillhavewritersblock."

So that's why one noticed, right?

But then, suddenly everyone decided to flash mob me with happiness and awesomeness! And then I won Lollidropp's contest! Thank you! *Silent tears of joy* So I was catapulted out of my writers block, and into the land of plot bunnies.

But there's the problem.

Now I'm trying to write multiple things at once. Which I fail at--but don't worry, I got this!


So here's what I have planned up next.

Finishing up "Run It Up the Flagpole"

(I decided who it would be...haha! He seemed the most fitting. ^^)

Write Aries.

Believe it or not, I've actually had this plot bunny forever. I was just too lazy to--

And then a rather angsty/possibly smutty thing for Netherlands.

Because I've officially become a fangirl.

And then I have all these other things. But they'll come in time. :)

I'm still open for requests, so message me if you want one!

(I swear, I'll regret that.)


posted at 9:29 pm EST | 1 comments

January 22, 2012

I Surrender?...

667126.jpgAfter a fair amount of

requests, demands, mother Russia asking kindly, wishes, gentle nudges, pleas,appeals,

I've decided to start the Hetalia Zodiac Signs series up again. (Which I had never intended to finish--*le gasp!)

The Line-up is as such:








The order in which I do these and the characters that I use is subject to change, but I'll try to do the most requestsd ones first. Please forgive me if I'm slow, I'll try to get these done...eventually. But here, written in pixels, is my word--that I will try to get these done!

(and doesn't Netherlands look so cute!)



PS. Even though it's not a lot, thanks for the 3000 views! (It's more than I though I would get...)

PPS. Quizilla messed up my formating!

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January 7, 2012

And It Goes On...


Happy Nanakusa no sekku! (Festival of Seven Herbs) I was randomly searching on the internet, and discovered to day was a holiday in Japan. Who knew?
Well, ever since my last journal entry (which I said I take requests) I've been getting very many requests! So as a result, I'm very busy...I'll try to get to your request as soon as possible, but please be understanding of my slowness.
In addition, here's something very important that I must restate. The Hetalia Zodiac Series is currently on hold! I will get back to it later, and I'm so glad you guys have enjoyed it so far! For now, I will not be writing anymore of it until I hit some inspiration, but as soon as I do, I assure you, that the first signs will be Libra and Saggitaurius.
I have many individual plot bunnies in my head, and hope to be posting them soon amongst the other requests. (Also, I secretly want to enter Lollidrop's that may hold me up too.)
^J^You will not hurt me if I'm slow, da?

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December 30, 2011


I have finished my Nordics Quiz! Hope you all enjoy it!In advance, have a happy New Years!!
San-san's epic to-do list
1. Finish parts 2 3 of "A Little Favor"2. Write a sequel to Cat and Mouse (requested)3. Write up Libra...if i figure out an idea.. (requested)4. All the other bunnies that live in my head...
In addition, I think I may *officially* open my doors for requests, depending how busy I am..(I'm always open for requests, but I never really announced it publicly...)

posted at 12:04 pm EST | 1 comments

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