seresa's Journal

I know that it's already been on hiatus but I decided to rewrite "The Love of an Uchiha" in a different pov. As you can see I've already made the transition making the chapters in the pov of either Aura or Sasuke. I decided that it would be best as they are meant to be the main characters.
Anyway, Aura's entire outfit and attitude seem to change and it looks like it'd be easier if I showed that change now rather than have Aura's personality go 360.
I'm not dead but I do take my time. Please don't give up on me. ><;
I won't throw in the next chapter of SFOOS until I've completed the rewrite. I'll try toplace it in a new section so that you guys can see my progress.

Well, since I'm OCD and Naruto hasn't updated far enough for me to write the next chapter, I've decided to rewrite "An Avenger's Aura" and "My Undying Love" for like the 83475982345th time. XD
I don't know why but I feel as if it'll be much better if I rewrite it. I mean, it's driving me insane because it's sooo bad!!! I was like 13 when I wrote it or something! I don't know. I just want it to flow better because I've decided that I'm going to print out all of my stories and put them in a giant binder so when I'm like ancient I can be like OMG- what the sh** is this corny romance BS? XDDD

Anyway, I hope I still have like some fans left... it's as if everyone has decided to quit after they redid Quizilla but I'm trying my best to stay with this site!

Also- I'm trying my best to think of how my Ikuto story could work. I don't want it to be long but I don't want it to suck either. Shugo Chara! is uber long so I don't want it to follow the storyline exactly either. XDDD

Okay, so I decided not to quit but still- I have to retype chapters and chapters of work so before I actually make anything new- I feel like fixing some old crappy things like "An Avenger's Aura" & "My Undying Love" because I never actually fixed those. In all honesty that story kind of ANNOYS me.
For all those who think I can make up something better- it's not true. When I write- I don't settle for anything less than what I think it should be like. The way it was well- it was good BUT some ideas didn't work as well as others. My SFOOS future chapter was ugh- so good but I guess I can try and retype that.

Death Note Story:
Well as you guys might have known, I was going to make a small spin-off series for L but that got deleted and so anything Death Note related is on even further hiatus.

Ikuto Story:
This- THIS is still in the process of even being thought out. There was a chapter I was gonna post of it but it got deleted before I could edit it so that has to be retyped. I think since this story is much newer- I'll work on it even more.

Blah- sorry for ranting.
Anyway- leave some thoughts or comments all right?
Btw:
The reason for not writing this summer- aside from my computer dying was because I was totally obsessed with my Gaia.

Any of you guys have a Gaia?
Add me?
My username: Negative Heart
Please say Seresa if you request to be my friend or else I'll just be like... wtf?

On June 28th, my dad pulled the plug on my computer and it totally wiped everything out... which means all of my drafts and ideas for future chapters. I'm sorry but I really am in a situation where I am litterally ready to kill myself. I have been writing on this site for three years and I planned for writing so much more but... this really took it's toll on me. I really... can't take it... I may have lost precious things like friends... loves... and memories and I know that there is more to life than the computer but what I had worked on for months... years... it was special to me... Even now, I feel the physical pain it has caused me. My chest hurts, my head... and I cannot stop crying. I know this sounds dramatic and stupid but it's true. My tears fall as I write what may be my farewell...
Thank you... for all those who have supported me until now. I'm sorry... I'm so so sorry.

I'm so sorry about my long hiatus!!! I honestly haven't even started on the final chapter of Forbidden Fruit! D: It's been over a year. Gosh. Anyway, I was working on a couple other stories such as oneshots. I have another account that holds a different more crack-ish story that I write. Anyway, please forgive me for the delay. D:

I'm pretty sure that Searching For Our Only Salvation will go on a short hiatus due to the fact that I've caught up and there hasn't been anything Sasuke related going on for me to base the next chapters on. [I actually have drafts of the next two chapters.]

Also! I know I promised that Forbidden Fruit is almost done and that Poison Paradise will be it's sequel. I personally don't like the way that the story is turning out, Akami has spent sooo much time with L that it isn't even fair to Light. Anyway, the story IS almost over, I swear it almost is! Like three or four more chapters need to be typed. Anyway, I've thought of how to end it and... I need you all to pick because I can't decide.

LIGHT OR L?

Geez- some pissy little person just reported one of my chapters due to sexually explicit content. W-T-F. It wasn't even f*cking hardcore. Anyway- so now I put a password on that chapter but I seriously suggest that you ask for it because that chapter is super important.

-___- KAY! IHUWHOEVERREPORTEDMYQUIZCAUSEYERAWIDDLEDUMBF*CK. :)

Also- Yes- I am on hiatus for the Sasuke story- I'm going to attempt to finish the D.N soon. Since I only update it once or twice a month and there are 5-6 chapters left, you're looking at around 3 months.

Also- there will be a sequel to the Death Note story. It shall be called:

POISON PARADISE.

It seems to me that too many people are quitting Quizilla because of it's change. EVEN MY FAVORITE WRITER!I have to admit- it looks slightly better but I hate it too! They took away my favorite page and the catagories are being b*tches to me. Everything is so hard to use and the fonts are screwy!

Unfortunately, I'm going to stay on Quizilla- I have a couple stories to finish and a bunch more ideas for oneshots. There's the Sasuke Sequel that will take probably another year to complete and... Forbidden Fruit.

I'm currently just being an a** when it comes to posting. In fact- I have like 12 chapters typed out of my Sasuke sequel and I just don't feel like posting them. As for Forbidden Fruit- It's still on like- semi-hiatus. It takes meDAYS to type out a chapter for it and I just don't like to do it because it involves to much guessing. I don't know like EVERYTHING about D.N. Anyway- Forbidden Fruit is going to end on chapter 20. It'll also have a sequel. I NEED HELP PICKING OUT A NAME FOR IT!

There are two choices:
Poison Paradise or Guilty, Beauty Love

Blah- to the few people who'll actually post- tell me what you think. I'm leaning more on Poison Paradise but I honestly don't know. Either way- it'll take a couple more months to even finish my death note story. SIX MORE ChAPTERS LEFT PEOPLE! :D

Etc. Etc.
<3 Seresa

Did anyone notice that most of my paragraphs in my journal start with Yeah so anyway or so yeah anyway etc. XD
The New Quizilla Rant:

Yeah so anyway the new Quizilla is finally up. I personally do think that it looks prettier and that the messages are easier to use but other than that it's WTF. I mean I was in LOVE with the My Quizilla page! It was like so CONVENIENT! Now I have no idea what new creations my friends have made! I mean I used to constantly watch that thing! What am I supposed to do now? Put everyone on my watchlist! e___e

Personal Life:

So yeah anyway I've been sick because some virus was going around. I have to admit it really pissed me off because I usually never get sick and I ended up catching it the night before this Animefest. So I spent like half my night being sick and trying to cure myself. In the morning I was like 80% better aside from my fatigue and lack of coordination. So I was like getting ready for the Animefest and then my mom ended up having a fit, which caused my dad to agree with her. So yeah I didn't go and I felt so bad about bailing on my best friend! Anyway I'm better for the most part aside from the fact that I can barely handle food anymore. *Sigh* Oh and also TOTALLY RANDOM BUT SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER FOR ME! I'm gonna be a sophmore next year! Woo- e___eUh huh- ALSO MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP! Ew... I feel old! XD No offense.

STORY UPDATES (Rant):

So yeah moving on. I started the sequel to "The Love of an Uchiha" called "Searching For Our Only Salvation". Because the new Quizilla is still transferring it may take awhile for the first chapter to show up but for those who have read it, could you tell me what you thought of it? I mean it was just the first chapter but it seemed to display a wide range of emotions! For the readers who have stuck with me for awhile, have any of you noticed the difference between my two Sasuke stories? I mean "An Avenger's Aura" had a well- more random, funny etc mood and this story is more dark, forbidden and blah- Though there are times when I throw in random funny perverted stuff... hey! I'm Seresa- I have no idea how to describe myself but I think randomly insane would be a good term- I guess. Hm- okay well FORBIDDEN FRUIT is... hiatus-ish I mean I'm halfway done typing the next chapter but I'm too lazy and unmotivated to write the rest. I'm totally focused on the Sasuke sequel and the many other things I have to write. Since school is almost over I have tons of work to do but also- OMG IT'S ALMOST SUMMER FOR ME AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? OMG OMG OMG UPPPPPPDDDAATEEES!! I'm serious- the reason I write stories is to relieve myself of my summer bordum- I couldn't believe how I actually attempted to write stories during the year. Maybe I just love you all that much. Blah- so what was I talking about again?

OKAY WELL I'D JUST LIKE TO SAY: Please leave comments/ ideas about my the new Sasuke sequel and my other stories such as Forbidden Fruit. Like I said I am also taking a few requests on oneshots. I'll be sure to post again soon!
Ja Ne!
3 Seresa

Today I've been all over the place. XD I'm in love! ... Gosh and I only dumped my boyfriend last month! Does anybody know this manga? It's pretty popular like... ranked #3 after Naruto and Bleach. So, yeah anyway I recently just watched the first episode of Vampire Knight's anime. I personally thought that it seemed good but the drawing wasn't as detailed as the manga. The OP and ED was really emo looking too! XD So yeah I was wondering if I should write like some sort of Vampire Knight oneshot. Either Zero or Kaname because I love them! Okay well I finally finished "The Love of an Uchiha" after like five months! OMG IT WAS SO LONG! >w< I don't even have that many fans of that story. Geez, what happened? XD It's quite obvious that my "Forbidden Fruit" story is popular but it's seriously so difficult to write so don't rush me! ONE CHAPTER EVERY TWO ISH WEEKS OKAY! D< Also I'm feeling a bit bored so I'm taking any requests for oneshots/mini-series. I'm more into manga than I am anime so if you go to my myspace you could see a list of what I'm into. It's mostly little shojo mangas and stuff. -Lemons=MAYBE [It depends on the character.] Note: *I might not have read all of the series! myspace.com/xxangelsakuraxx

Okay, well I did one of the things that I loath most: Taking a picture that I didn't draw and editing it. XD Sorry it's just most of the time people edit sakura really bad and I want to puke. Anyway I did my best on these edits and I was wondering what people thought of them. I'd really love more banners for my stories; I think they're getting dull. Forbidden Fruit Banners: [LOLZ I EDITED MISA AND I HATE HER! :D] LightxAkami: LxAkami: Akami Tenshii: These are the pictures that I based Akami off of. XD They're the most common pictures ever! So anything that looks like that xD[Misa] would be good to use. Aura's outfit is as you know very different from what Sakura wears of if you randomly feel like editing a SasukexSakura[I personally think Hinata looks a lot more like Aura cept her hair is too blocky and clothes are dull.

I am currently working on the newest chapters of these stories. I'll be going to Las Vegas next week for Spring Break so I won't work on it then. Since I have one week of Spring Break to spend here I plan to write as much as I can as well as update. Truth is that I usually am about one or two chapters ahead I just don't post them right away. I usually think everything over again and again as well as edit. Anyway I made some crappy random banners for my Death Note story because I was bored and I was wondering if anyone wanted to make some for The Love of an Uchiha or Forbidden Fruit. e___e Hm I never thought of making one for my Sasuke story before. XD Anyway I just finished half of chapter 8 for D.N and chapter 16 of Sasuke. Please, please, please comment or leave tips. I really do want to make the readers happy. I hope you'll all have a good Spring Break too!

Okay, so I know I haven't really been updating any of my stories but I've been so busy with school! I had tons of projects, clubs, tests, and homework to do and I even went to a con! I really should post some pictures of that. XD Anyway I'm really focusing on "The Love of an Uchiha" story right now because I really haven't caught up with Death Note. I really just don't have any time I have to compete in some Foreign Language festival and draw a picture for my anime club and dance class. Today is my BF's b-day. Woo! DX Again I'm sorry for not updating I hope you guys don't forget about me. ;____;

Apparently I never really get comments or messages anymore. Is it that my new stories suck? I checked how many people read my new Sasuke story and it seems only about 6 people read it more or less. So really just tell me anything I can do to improve. Also I know I take forever to update but still... does that mean that my work just isn't worth reading? I even have a Death Note series started and I only update it maybe once every few weeks.

Hey what do you guys think of my Death Note short story so far. I mean I started writing it a couple months ago but I never had time to post it and I was all OMG WTF TONS OF PEOPLE ARE WRITING DEATH NOTE STORIES NOW! XD So yeah anyway tell me what you guys think of it, I find it to be really random and quite unlike the story. I'm trying my best since I've been so busy lately... D: Also I'm open to any suggestions or requests.

I finally posted the first chapter of The Love of an Uchiha and I wanted to know if you liked it better than A Little Too Perfect. So tell me who you liked better, Aura or Yumika. Also I'm free to any suggestions you might have! I'll start on the next chapter as soon as I can.

Hey everyone I'm so sorry I haven't been updating. My parents are planning to divorce and they are being such b*tches about it. So don't think I died. I am working on the first chapter of the 'The Love of an Uchiha'. I am also making a Death Note oneshot about Kira. I hope you'll all look forward to it!

Hey everyone since I'm just like some lazy-ass writer I'll just repost "A Little Too Perfect" Maybe I'll give it a different title. Or something... Anyway I'll repost it later and try as hard as I can to update.

Hey everyone like I said I think Yumika's personality is a little f*cked up and she apparently likes her master, Naruto and Sasuke. So I've decided that I'm going to redo the story under a new title. It's practically going to have a same plot but it's not Yumika anymore. I have yet to think of a new name for my character or I might just use Aura again. Please suggest anything that you might want her personality to be like. Here is my overall summary of this idea. Title: The Love of an Uchiha Basically there is a mysterious new student who transfers into the academy about a week before the graduation exam. There is nothing really special about her except that she also has the last name Uchiha. Could Sasuke's love for her be shattered when she finds out why she transfered or why her only interest is Naruto.

I finally updated 'A Little Too Perfect.' THAT TOOK SOOOO LONG @__@ actually I had most of it done but I just never felt like posting it. Anyway how was the chapter. I know Yumi's personality it still messed up but I tried to clear it up! I can't wait till some later chapters! Also I only type on weekends now. Though during the week I check messages. Please suggest anything you'd like because during this story there is still a lot of further testing left to do!