...if loving someone can only bring me painAnd if a rat can be trained not to do something again because of painWhy can't I train myself not to fall in love anymore~Sadly meLet me LiveLet me DieEither way you're killing me~Sadly Me
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April 27, 2008
You woke up and roll over expecting to see Gaara but there’s Taru, “Good morning sleepy head,” he purrs. You jump up with a squeal and bump into Gaara who is on the other side of you. “TARU!?! What the
HELL are you doing in our BED???!!!!!” you yell. Gaara leans up quickly, his eyes rimmed in red, he’s thirsty today, “I could ask the same question Taru,” he growls, sand spinning. You and Gaara were both heavy sleepers and tended to not wake up even when things like this happened. You had given Taru Gaara’s old room, but he had been sneaking in here every now and then. Taru snickers and disappears in black smoke reappearing by the door, “Don’t get so worked up you two, Ill leave,” he says and walks out of the room. Gaara slams the door shut; you hadn’t even felt him get off the bed. He walks back over to you and sits on the edge of the bed, resting his head in his hands. You put your hands on his shoulders, “Gaara…are you ok?” With a low groan he nods. “You’re hungry aren’t you? Come on lets get dressed and we’ll go hunting today,” you say with a smile. He nods and stands up heading to get some clothes. You grab some clothes from your wardrobe and head to the bathroom to change over. You look at the scars on your body from various fights, and smile, you were glad you didn’t lose to often. You got dressed and Temari knocks on the door, “Open up! I gotta brush my teeth!” You grin and sit on the counter, “I don’t know Temari I think I’m gonna just stay here for a while.” “Come on Mitani! I need to take a shower and fix my hair and go to the bathroom and-!“ “Calm down Temari,” you interrupt, “I’m coming,” you open the door and she bolts in, her hair a mess. Gaara is eating onigiri in the kitchen, his fangs tearing through the rice. You grab one with soy sauce and munch it down. Jagger and Kassy live next door and come inside, “Hey guys, where you going?” Jagger asks. Kankuro is sitting in the living room and comes in, “Hey Jag, Kassy, want some onigiri?” Kassy nods, holding onto Jagger’s arm. “We’re going hunting,” Gaara says, and you blush at how nonchalant he is about it. Kassy giggles at my red face, “Have fun with that you two,” Jagger snickers as Taru runs in. “Brother!! Sister-in-law!!” Kassy’s face goes red, “Sister-in-law?!” Taru hug/tackles them and you and Gaara tip toe around them and sneak out the front door. Outside you take flight quickly, its only 7 in the morning but it’s still a little dark. You grab Gaara’s hand and fly as fast you possibly can, arriving in a forest quickly. You split up running on all fours like animals, you hear the snarl of some creature to your left and attack it, and it’s a boar, its tusks digging into your side. You screech, pain shoots up your side like fire in your blood. You sink your fangs into the boar’s large throat, digging your nails into its side and back. It squeals and snorts loudly like the screaming of a human. You drink till you’re done and then pry your own mouth off the animal. You decide to take it with you; it would provide food for a while, but you pray over it and wrap it with a blanket from your backpack. Then you hear a snarling ripping noise. You carry the heavy animal on your back and go toward the sound. Gaara is tearing away at the throat of a buck, he snarls as he rips the skin away. He is a messy drinker. You watch in awe, you always did when you went out hunting together. When Gaara started to drink rather than tear, you leaned in and didn’t make a sound, you could hear a peculiar music floating on the wind. It was cold, you imagined frozen music notes moving through the air and breaking as the came close to the two of you. As Gaara finished he took a deep breath, the buck lay motionless and Gaara’s clothes had a fine layer of blood on them. You stand, realizing somewhere during his drinking you had sat down, and walk over to him. He looks down emotionlessly at his bloody hands. Some of it was dry already. You take on of his hands at put it to your mouth cleaning some of the blood off. His hand shakes a bit and then relaxes. You look back up at him and smile, “Ready to head home?” he nods. You pray over the buck and bury it, then head home. The boar in the blanket weighs you down a bit and it takes longer to get home. But back home you sneak in through a window and get to the bathroom with Gaara. He washes the blood off his hands and stares at the pink water. You had him a wet washcloth and he cleans the blood off his face. You leave the room while he changes clothes. Later that night you put the blood clothes into the washing machine and smell the boar cookingand head to the kitchen to have dinner with everyone. P.S. Yay Blood 8D Sorry it took so long to do this O_O;;; Ive been sooo busy ;_;
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