"Because everything we say and do is the length and shadow of our own souls, our influence is determined by the quality of our being." ~Dale Turner
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Once upon a time, there was a girl who was unsure of how to describe herself in a few sentences. She was a walking contradiction, and there wasn’t any amount of words that could express who she was. But the thing is, she was herself. And she still is herself. And that’s all that matters.
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Latest Journal Entry
September 13, 2013
First off, I apologize for not updating my journal in a long time. Quizilla has been horrible about deleting journals lately, and since many of my journals kept being removed, I just lost motivation to keep updating it. Hopefully this journal stays up because it’s important.
I’m having serious thoughts about leaving Quizilla once my current contest is done and I have worked on the prizes. I have considered leaving countless times before, but so far, I haven’t been able to bring myself to do it. But now, it’s different. I’m ready to leave. Trust me, I’ve been putting some deep thought into this.
It will be so hard to leave, but life has caught up with me, and I feel like I’m moving on. I love to write and will continue writing, but I’ve been losing motivation and inspiration in writing fanfiction. My heart is no longer in this site or any of the other sites I’ve posted my fanfiction on.
Before, I thought I was being selfish or that I would be disappointing people by leaving, but after talking to some of my amazing friends, I realize that’s not the case. I shouldn’t force myself into posting on here if I no longer have any desire to. Despite everything that has caused me trouble on this site (glitches, trolls, etc.), I also feel like I’ve improved as a writer. I’ve met wonderful friends and found some really great gems worth reading. I know I can walk away with pride, knowing that I’m a better writer and made such good friends.
Of course, since I still have a contest going on, it’s my responsibility to see it through. Once it’s over, I will try my best to put my heart into the prizes and make sure they have good quality because the contestants deserve it after all the effort they put into their entries. But when I’m done with them, I will mostly likely be leaving.
I have enjoyed my journey here and thought you all deserved to know that it might be coming an end soon. When my contest is over, I will probably post another journal with a more official decision and a likely farewell. Until then, I just want to wish you all the best of luck and hope that you’re having a great September so far.