talapadme's Journal

I have officially lost it. How this happened I don't know. Most of my friends know I have three alter egos and an old guru in my head but now there is a fourth one. Lezzy-Artistic, Creative, Nice Kiki-Bubbly, bright, inner child Raven-Dark, depressing, romantic, doesn't trust easy Old Man-Wise guru Now there is another one named Jess, she is making me INSANE!!! She is evil, loves sharp pointed objects and obsessive with killing and death. Loves suffering. My parents are going to commit me to an insane asylum soon. I just know it. I can't take much more. Help ME!!!!

I can't take this! Two of my best friends just broke up and now they are all confused and won't sit near each other. I like them both and wish that Devin would see how much he is hurting me by not speaking with us. I listen but I feel like a bug on a windshield, and it hurts a lot. It doesn't help that I have been crushing on him for like ever. What am I going to do???? Have any advice on what to do in a sitch like this? Thanks, Melaya

I am so bored out of my mind. I am tired but I have been on the computer all day. I also did sewing for my mom. I can't wait for this long weekend to end.