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August 11, 2006

UPDATE!!!!

Well... I haven't made a journal entery in a while. Alot has happened. I got a boyfriend and I broke up with him after about 3 and a half weeks. I got a new boyfriend the same day. His name is Brice. We've been going out for about 2 1/2 weeks. This is how the last few days have gone.......... Wed. I thought he was cheating on me. Thurs. He admitts to it. Fri. He tells me he's going to Russia for military school, for 3 years. He left after we talked. He thought I was mad at him. But, I love him so much. The last things we said to eachother were Malaina:don't forget me Brice:never Malaina:-hugs- Brice:-hugs- Brice:I love you Malaina: I love you too Brice: bye Malaina: bye.... I had so much more to say. So much that I wish I had said. Like, "You mean the world to me. You're my everything and I don't think I can survive without you. 3 years is along time. I know I wont forget you. I'll be counting down the days until your 18th birthday. I don't want you to forget me. I will never forget you. I don't know if this means we're not together anymore.. or if this means you're just gone.. but, I'll always love you. You're my penguin. (theres a picture I have that says "Boy: did you know that when a penguin finds its mate, they're mates forever? Girl:-hides face- Will you be my penguin?" and He told me he'd be my penguin.)Im inlove with you. Even if you live far away. You mean the world to me. You're my everything. You're the best thing thats ever happened to me. I don't know if you're serious about this relationship, but I am. I love you. Bye baby." I wish he knew how much I really love him. I'll think about him everyday. I'll probablly cry everyday. But, I can't wait until he comes back. He's my everything. If you read this im sorry it was so long. I had alot to say.. Thank you for readin if you did. Comment on things I can do to help thingss go by better. Bye. ~Malaina ♥ Brice 4Ever~

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