xDorkishlyAmazingx's Journal

Okay, well,
There's this boy....
*readers simntaineusly ooooo*
But I don't really know if I like him Like him,
Because well...
I just learned his name today,
It's more like lust really.
I have not even spoke to him...
So yea it is lust lol :D.
Really I find him REALLY attractive.
But it's werid because I normaly don't like guys like him.
Usually I like the type who looks like Alex Evans (but really now WHO, looks like Alex Evans?!?!?).
And...He dosen't
I mean hes a fucking football player!!!
but he does not look all that Jockish... kinda
he looks sort of like a nerdy Jock?
If that makes any sience at all lol
But he has black hair that goes down to his ears and flips out at the end and wheres glasses.
Do you want to know the part thats even more cliche than this already is?
I heard he likes someone...
Not me, no.
He likes the girl who hates me because I have blue extions...I mean how Shallow is she gahh...
if middle school is like this I dont even want to know what high school is going to be like

Ughh! Im super mad! I thought she was My friend! I mean come on! i have been friends with her scienc we were 3 THREE FUCKING YEARS OLD!! gah, Okay so I always new she was a WHOLE lot diffrent than me, because well to put in in simple terms a prep (you know the type only weres Abercrombie) and well... im not. Well last year she wanted to try out for the Dance team, and she dragged me and our friend Amber to try outs to try out w/ her fully knowing we wold not make it (me being tall and Super clutzy and Amber well... short and clutzy) Obviously she made it and we did not. But After she made it she just changed so much!! I mean she became so...scankie!!! she just got really annoying and one of the girls we use to hate! I did not care that she wore Abercrombie, She was my friend, Perrsonially I could really care less what people where If I like somthing I by it, My closet has cloes ranging from Hot Topic To American Eagle. But anyway, We went to the town homecoming about a month ago, Jamee, Amber, and myself, I thought it was really fun but then at about 9 or so, She fucking Ditched us!!! for some girls a year older than us on the dance team!! gah that made me sooo mad!! gah!!! and the best part is she does not even care!!! she still talks to me and Amber like nothing ever happened!! gah it just makes me soo pissed off!!! Ugh, shes my friend and I love her (like a sister people) but she has just chaned so much, I really don't know what to do, because I know this happened a month ago but it keeps happining like she will call me but then five minutes later she'll shay she has to go to call Riley or somthing like that. And If your on the Dance team I really don't mean to offend you because another good friend of Mine (Karen) is on the High School Dance team and She is the type of person to go to the mall and chuck eggs at Abercrombie. Please help :(