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THAT'S A GOOD SONG. Zen me bannnn, uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh~! Hahaha, this has come from my new love of watching J-doramas. Hana-Kimi, Sexy Voice & Robo, and Hana Yori Dango to start with. OH AND LOVELY COMPLEX.

I think I'm GETTING IN TOUCH WITH AN ACTUAL FEMININE SIDE, OH MY.

Anyway. I thought this was worth sharing :DDDD



Yes, that is a real screencap from the latest episode C: ISN'T BII-CHAN CUUUUTE?

Well, that's all I really wanted to show you. Apart from that is a tiny reminder that I AM NOT UPDATING MY STORIES ON FAILZILLA ANYMORE, YOU CAN FIND THEM ON WWW.LUNAESCENCE.COMand this is the link to my account: http://www.lunaescence.com/fics/viewuser.php?uid=5312. As soon as I'm caught up with Pinnochio, I'll probably start posting Empty Seasons and some one-shots and Apples and Avengers.

MMKAY I HAVE SCHOOLWORK TO DO~ (I know, right?! It's summer and I'm taking Personal Fitness and Driver's Ed for high school, and Psychololgy and Composition for college x3x bruhhh.)

Foulsoul3 is a wonderful human being. nbfjakjas. I love her so much you could not possibly comprehend it.

You can find all of my stories here: http://www.lunaescence.com/fics/viewuser.php?uid=5312

The site is www.lunaescence.com, which is basically like our oldQuizilla, only ten times more organized (like fanfiction.net, sort of) and COZY<3 No flamers, no bashing, no stories written in chatspeak... :'D It's like heaven. I IMPLORE you to join because I don't want our Quizilla family to fall apart, really really really. It would break my heart. I want to keep talking to all of you and joke about silly things like how RIDICULOUS CHAPTER 400 WAS UGH DAKLHDSALKDSA...

...sorry about that.

See?! You know what I mean! That sort of stuff :DDD

So uhmm. That's it! I'll be posting everything on there, and then continuing my stories X3 I hope from from the very tips of my toes to the roots of my hair you'll at least check the place out.

WITH ALL MY LOVEEEE,
Kappy! :DDDD

I take back mostly everything I said about sticking with Quizilla.

Why?

Because I read the new set of rules.

No excessive violence or swearing or sex. If any of you have read my stories, you probably know that I ADORE excessive violence and swearing and sex. Empty Seasons, for example, has an entire song written about swearing. Untouchable is built around a BLOODLUSTING, DEMON-POSSESSED GIRL. Pinnochio? Sexual-tension every step of the ing way.

I'm writing this because I have figured that I'm going to be banned sooner rather than later. I firmly know that no matter how many petitions we write with however many thousands of signatures we get on it, they will not care because they're a bunch of pussies who don't want to teach the >12 year olds on here about LIFE and WHAT HAPPENS IN IT. No offense to anyone on here who is under twelve, btw, just making an example 8D; Hell, I started when I was 12, so yeah. I'll be 15 in a month.

But seriously, what they're doing is absolutely pathetic and worthless and pointless. Hypocritical, too; "We want Quizilla to be a great place meant for creativity and fun! But by the way no excessive swearing, violence, no sex, etc etc please point me to the nearest so that I can suck on it."

Sweet Mary and God. There were SO many solutions to this problem, like putting a warning that says "this story contains violence/sexual content/swearing, do you want to continue?" like before! And I can understand stories that were simply written for blood without plot or sex with no plot, you know like those "GAARA LEMON COME READ!!!!!" or "Lesbian Lust" or anything like that. Swearing is NEEDED for some characters. Have you seen Naruto in a blind rage? And what about Grimmjow? IS A HUGE PLOT FACTOR IN SOME STORIES, GOOD PEOPLE! HAPPENS! JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE CENSORING IT DOESN'T MAKE IT GO AWAY!

Everything's all about protecting children's innocence and what-not. Well you know what? That is not your job, Quizilla. It is the parent/guardian's job to teach their child about sex, about bad people, about reality. Not yours. Not mine. I just write it.

So before this gets EXCESSIVELY LONG, I'm going to tell you all how much I love you. Because I do. On the days where I honestly believed I was going to kill myself, I thought about all of you who messaged me and told me how you loved what I wrote and couldn't wait for the next chapter. That's why I didn't do it. I wanted to write more for all of you and for me and not just end the story because of my problems. You guys aren't my fans, you aren't here to cool me down. You're my friends! You're the people I talk to when I have something funny to say or when I've ed up (again) or when there's some big news I want you all to know.

So I won't stop writing my stories, definetly. I'm just not going to continue to post them on Quizilla.

Repeat:

NOT DROPPING MY STORIES, I'M POSTING THEM ELSEWHERE.

Got that? Lovely. So what I propose we do is just move to another site like Livejournal, where people actually post fanfiction about EXCESSIVE VIOLENCEand SEXUAL CONTENT and SWEARING and don't get banhammered for it.So uhm... if you do feel like readingthe rest of my stories, I would reallybe honored if you could stick with me a bit longer. I'll figure out something, definetly. And if there's another site likeQuizilla that's notnearly as retarded, I'd be glad to join that instead if you'd give me a link:D

I'm really sorry, girls. I just can't do this. I like writing, and it really just makes me feel terrible knowing that what I write can get my account frozen.

Love always,
Kappy, Katherine, Kappetha, and otherwise <3333


( P.S.: here's my livejournal thingy. If youcheck every new and then I'll be bound to have posted something. http://miserymarmalade.livejournal.com/)

http://www.myspace.com/trailerpark

What do you lovely ladies think?

I'm not very impressed with Edward. Bella is fine and lovely and so are the rest of the Cullens, but I dunnoes 'bout Edward anymore.

And I really don't like what they did with the trailer.

Hopefully this is one of those cases of "trailer sucks = movie is great. trailer owns = movie sucks."

IN OTHER NEWS:

Today. Was not. A good day.

^w^;;;; I pierced my ears in the bathroom last night... they were already pierced once in the lobe, but I wanted to do another on the outside of the ear, right at the middle of it. So I did. I used ice and lots of soap and water and antiseptic and a pin, and it honestly did not hurt as much as I thought it would.

Hell, it looked awesome.

So this morning, I show Mommy, who I thought would like it.

And she was literally speechless. Basically it went along the lines of "I am speechless I thought you hated needles I can't believe you did this you didn't even ask me needs to be done by a professional did you use soap and water were the earrings clean I am so disappointed in you don't you know you could get an infection."

And it ended with me feeling really... stupid. And she made me take them out and stuff and I honestly just feel terrible. Stupid stupid stupid stupid.

I'm gonna indulge in some Bleach to distract myself. Mainly GinRan, because I have just learned what a great pairing that is.

(Gin you are an asshole.)

 

Also QUIZILLA CAN WE PLEAAAAAAAASE JUST GET THIS NEW SITE THING OVER WITH? THINK BANDAID. PULL IT OFF FAST.

http://www.deathnotefilms.com/trailers.php

Mazing, right? It doesn't look half bad :DDD It's showing in random movie theatres, dubbed by the English voice actors, and it's being shown at 7:30 on May 20th and 21st~~

 

I'M GONNA SEE IT. WHAT 'BOUT YOU?

Kappy: FUCK.
Kappy: OMG.
Kappy: I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT.
Kappy: OMFG.
Kappy: I JUST SKIPPED A CHAPTER OF PINNOCHIO.
Kappy: O___O;;;;
Kappy: Shitshitshitshit h/o.
Ash: Ehh?
Kappy: 8D;;;;;;;;;;;; I never realized I didn't post chapter 14.
Kappy: I thought I already did. So I went ahead with posting 15.
Ash: OH. Okay.
Kappy: And now nkjanjfas basically.
Ash: Ahh.

---
I cannot believe I just did that.

So basically I thought I had chapter 14 posted already. And I didn't. So I posted chapter 15 like, thirty minutes ago.

And chapter 14 was never posted.

GO KATHERINE! YOU ROCK!

So yeah. XD;;; I'm sorry if you already read it, I feel like a douche and I'm blushing like you couldn't imagine. I'm sosososo sorry.

So you guys are getting two chapters of Pinnochio tonight XDDD;

For the 14 people who read chapter 15, you have every right to hate-mail, flame, and bash me. I need it.

Sorryyyyyyyyyy .///////.;;;;;;;;

TOTALLY AMAZING AT THE MOMENT.

It's on MTV's Leak thing online or whatever, I'm not an MTV person. But ohmygod. This is a really great CD in my opinion. It's nice to hear Ryan singing because -- OHSNAPPPPPP (I'm sorry, he just did these great back-up vocals that could've made my father shriek with glee) -- and the music is really gorgeous, and you know what? I'm glad they sound a little classic. It's nice.

THINGS ARE SHAPING UP TO BE PRETTY ODD
LITTLE DEATHS IN MUSICAL BEDS

:]

> Here is the link <3 <

EDIT:
About four songs really made me go :D
- Behind the Sea
- The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know
- She Had the World
- Mad as Rabbits

(OMG RYAAAAAANNNNN.... <333333)

Just....

....wow.

I sat down and read it. And I cried.

I saved the panel where Itachi poked Sasuke's head one last time. And I can say that my heart broke for them. I've really hated Sasuke lately, so much, which you can tell by the way Apples and Avengers is going, and yet, when I saw that look of fear on his face...

It was like seeing him as a little kid again. He may act like an asshole, he may pretend to have no feelings like Sai; but he's still a five year old at heart. Seeing how wide and dark his eyes were -- he still believes in the monsters in the closet. He'd never admit it, but he does.

I'm very inspired. I think after a few more chapters of Apples and Avengers I'm going to set it to timeskip. It'll be a lot easier that way. Plus, I've grown up with a lot of my readers (since I've been writing on here since I was twelve, and I'm nearly fifteen now) and I... hope? that they'll agree with me?

But back to the point.

Damn, Sasuke.

I'd like to hug you right now.

Honestly, it always gets to me when the strong, mighty characters with no kindness just breakdown in front of the whole world.

It proves that Sasuke isn't any different than when he left. Just lonelier. Compared to everyone else in Konoha, he's probably still just a little stronger than most of them like before. He still thrives on the thought of killing Itachi. He still gets scared, and he still breathes just the same as before.

...(Ilu Sasukeeee.)

And onto the concept of Itachi.

Now that I hear the reasons for why he did all this shit to his clan/Sasuke/the world, and what he planned to do, I can admit that I've lost some respect for him. But at the same time, I sympathize a lot more -- he definetly wasn't "sad" that he was going to pluck Sasuke's pretty eyes out, and don't try to convince me of it, but I can say that there was a little bit of regret there. He probably wished that things didn't have to be like that, but he convinced himself that it was what had to be done in order for him to succeed in his goals. But now we now that Itachi DOES have feelings, and, like Sasuke, isn't as cold as we all thought. He does have a heart, contrary to popular belief.

And now comes The Question that everyone has asked:


What does Sasuke do after Itachi is dead?



It's a good question. A great one. The Question. What does one do when their entire life, their goals, their hope, their dream, their ambition, is recognized? I know that Itachi might not be dead, but honestly, it might not even matter. Why?

He prodded Sasuke one last time on the forehead.

You could see it in his face. All those horribly wonderful memories of training with Itachi and eating dinner with his parents and going to school and being happy -- flooding back.

If Itachi is not dead, then what does Sasuke do?

Would he still stab him? Maybe, but I don't think so. I think that after all of this happening, after watching your imminent death teeter inches from your face, only to have everything you built your resolve against crash around you... I don't think it would be like Sasuke hoped.

If he were to kill Itachi as he lay on the ground, it wouldn't taste like revenge.

I think he's scared to know that. That nothing matters anymore, because he laid all of his being into the goal of defeating his older brother for revenge, and now revenge has kissed his cheek and left him like a cabaret girl giving a teenage boy his first lap dance.

He thinks he can handle it, and that it's what he's wanted, but she knows better. Sin sin.

(XDD Can you tell I've been listening to way too much Panic at the Disco?)

In the end, the first thing I want to happen?

I want to see Sasuke cry.

You know. Just to show everybody that he is human, and not superman.

---END DRABBLE---


ALRIGHT so I'm gonna write me some more Apples and Avengers even though it's four in the morning. But you know what? It turns out I may have lead acetane poisoning or something like that 'cause I just dyed my hair ^w^;;;; Ahahhahaha. If you're wondering, it's burgundy with gold highlights that don't really show up because it's the first time my mom has ever highlighted hair. But yeah. Vomiting, nausea, fever, dry eyes, shivers... ah, joy.

And you know how I digested that little bit of highlight cream?

I had hair on my tongue and pulled it off while there was some dried up cream on my finger. Ew. I even spat it out, but NOOOOOOO, LET'S MAKE KATHERINE SUFFER.

Time for writing. Night night :D

>> THIS IS THE SEXY LINK TO DEIDARA AND BOBO. <<

I did a really shitty job on it :/ Which is pretty ironic because guess who I was talking to when I was making it.

Rinoa.

AKA, the girl who OWNS and RUNS Anime Requiem.

=w= I'm seriously fucked up.

So yeah. Felt I needed a change of scenery and some new music XDD

Uhmmm... what else to talk about... Uh. I'm re-learning how to write. You know, get my old style back. I miss it. And... OH YEAH! MEGACON! HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT, MEGACON!

Wow. That sums it up.

I went as Konan just for Saturday and met the FABULOUS MAHOUTSUKAI *beams* that was fun. I put a clip in her hot friend's hair. He enjoyed it. Uhh.. I kissed an 11 year old on the cheek XDDDD That was FUNNY. He had a free hugs sign, firstly. So I hugged him.

"You're adorable," I say to him.

He blushes.

"...Though it's too bad we wouldn't work out D: Sorry, babe."

"Wait, why wouldn't we?"

"I'm almost 15. You are 11. That's a four year difference."

"So?"

And I kissed him on the cheek because he was the most adorable redhead ever. He should've cosplayed Sasori, honestly.

OH SPEAKING OF SASORI, GUESS WHO BOUGHT THE ONLY FUCKING SASORI PLUSHIE IN THE ENTIRE DEALER ROOM? MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!

God I was so happy. He sleeps with my Deidara plushie <333 It's like a BIG SASOKAPPYDEI ORGY EVERY NIGHT! WHOOOO!!

Ahem. Anyway.

End of the day, I felt sick because I ate (LOL WTF.) and puked my guts out and felt better. And my hot friend Heinrich who was cosplaying Shino always tapes/interviews people at cons, right? Right. So he got a HUGE mob together and told everyone to scream, "MEGACON 2008!" and they did.

Then it began.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zhe_0EpkewM

And then after the "YAOI! YURI!" fight, there was the orgy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUq4097cLuw

I don't ever want to see Yondaime, Orochimaru, and a mexican transvestite ever making out again during my life.

Please.

I have pictures on my Myspace but I'm too lazy to post those too. OH COOL IT'S LIKE 6:30, AWESOME.

Yeah, I can't sleep X3

GOODNIGHT, ALL! I LOVE YOUUUU.

ALRIGHT, so, time to explain my absence quickly. I got parental controls on my computer again.

HAHA for less than a week because I disabled them and told Mom they were messing up my computer x]]] It worked fabulously. She deleted them right aawwaaayyy.

For kids who have parental controls, this is easiest way to get rid of them. Open 'Search' and then type in the name of them. A list of files should come up that are part of the program. ...DELETE ALL THE MOTHERFUCKERS 8DDDD WAHAHAHHAA.

Uh. Yeah. So.

Delete them. Some probably aren't going to delete, so disregard that and tell your mom/dad that "OMG THEY'RE RUINING MY COMPUTER!!" and they'll delete them :DD Simple.

ANYWAY now I am cheerfully happy to say I'm starting a Zetsu mini-series on the same track as Coin Operated Boy (which I'm have a huge fucking brain lapse on what to do with the last chapter) and it will be based off of the song We Intertwined by The Hush Sound. Go listen to it, it's really such a sweet song X3

 

Nextly, HOLYSHITTTT I TALKED TO JON WALKER AND RYAN ROSS. ADLSAKD. ADKLSANFLKSANBFA. Omgomgomgomg. They were so nice. Jon was really sad because no one in the chat room believed it was him and UGHHHH. And Ryan Ross was just a sweetheart :D We talked about the movie Chicago (go watch that right now.)

 

NEXTLY NEXTLY OMFG I'M GETTING A PET QUAIL AND NAMING HIM PICCADILLY <333 I've always loved quails. And out of nowhere I had to do a mini-report on a bird for Biology, right? Right well I picked quails and I re-fell in love and as soon as my friend's quails have more babies I'm taking one home :DDDD I'm so in love.

 

LASTLY

 

Megacon is this weekend and I am pumped like a fucking squirt gun.

 

Oh look it's an up-to-date picture of me.

 

 Bunny ears kick ass.

Alright. Time to write.

I love you allll bathtubs and buckets :DD NIGHT NIGHT.

(Now turn off the lights and turn off the shyness, 'cause all of our moves make up for the silence...)

HOLY SHOEEEEE AND LACES.

 

:DDDDDDDD

 

They really fixed Rosalie. I'm so proud of these people, aren't you? Gosherssss. AUUUGH AND I LOVE JASPER! LOOK AT PRETTY JASPER IN THE BACK! <3.

 

</fangirl>

 

There's a few more pictures, and they're on THIS LINK. I dunno if it'll work though, since it's a livejournal post :c

 

Also, cookies to you if you can find my other Quizilla account :3 I have two Death Note stories on there and a little something else that wouldn't interest you. So far... *thinks* OOH. One person has found me on mistake and doesn't know it. And the other three know because I told them 8D;;

HAVE A NICE DAY KIDS.

Wow. I cannot describe this video/song in enough words.
Brendon makes you smile. Smilesmilesmilesmile HUUUUGE like you've never felt that good.
And it's really like my life in three minutes and sixteen seconds.
May I also mention I ABSOLUTELY LOVE RYAN ROSS AND WOULD LET HIM TIE ME UP AND ROCK ME LIKE THE 80'S ANYDAY?
Yepyepyep.
I love this. I love everything. I love you. I love Panic at the Disco. I love William Beckett (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU :D)

 

Enjoy? You will.

 

 

And if that doesn't work, here: LINK TO THE VIDEO AND ALL OF ITS GLORY.

http://www.quizilla.com/users/Serendepity/quizzes/%26%239824%3B..Love%20and%20Their%20Demons..%26%239824%3B%20(Ghost%20Hound%3B%20Ogami%20Makoto)%20Canto%20I/

GO READ THAT

RIGHT NOW

Ohmygod Seren. I love you so much right now :'D

...

I don't know what to say.

http://www.freewebs.com/squeakyorm/deidara.wav

What do you think, minions?

EDIT:

YESSS, his voice actor is Quinton Flynn. AKA -- Iruka, Reno from Final Fantasy, Axel from Kingdom Hearts.

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ART IS A BANG, GOT IT MEMORIZED?

I'm so tired

I want Pepsi

My hair is greasy and really needs to be washed, although it is 3:15 in the morning and I don't think my mother would be happy about me taking a shower at this hour (LAWL RHYME GO ME.)

My back is itchy, I think it's the shirt.

My teeth feel funny, even though I've brushed them four times today

Wait, I think the itchiness might be the bra. Fuuuuuuck :C I DON'T WANT TO GET RID OF IT 'CAUSE IT'S MY FAVORITE! NOOOO...

I keep hearing weird noises and it's making me paranoid

I was catching up on One Piece via Wikipedia because I think Luffy is hot and I cried like a girl in a sad movie when I found out they burned his first ship as a funeral

I love that ship. Merry. That's the coolest name ever.

My fingernails are painted banana yellow and that makes me feel cool

I really have no idea where I'm going with Pinnochio

I randomly fix up Empty Seasons, in fact, the first chapter was just edited

I really want a dog, like, a Boxer. My mom wants a dog, too, but she's still kinda iffy on it...

I really want to get my hair done all Visual Kei and awesomeshit because it is. Maybe dye it platinum blonde. Fuck yeah. Out there. Rebel.

I'm not really rebelious at all. Dead serious. I get into trouble ALL the time but it's usually total, criminal laziness (e.g. Not cleaning my room, not doing my work, not helping put groceries away, not doing dishes...)

I'm also waiting to get my ears pierced again. Not up in the corner or right above the on the lobe -- I want like, on the outside, right in the middle where it come to the triangle point. Yeah.

I think Serendepity is the shit and needs to write that Makoto story because her OC is fucking aweosme

I think I need to write MY Makoto story because it has potential and I really like my OC

High school > Me

Schoolwork > Me

Algebra I HONORS > Me

Me > English HONORS :) Fa sho.

Pinnochio gets way more credit than it deserves

I'M COMING OUT OF THE CLOSET FOR REAL; no, I'm not lesbian.

I'm not bi either.

But I don't like yaoi D:

Actually, weirdly enough, yuri is better. I've seen so much yaoi that is has like... lost meaning. So yeah. Yuri.

That probably just changed your entire opinion of me <=/ I'm sorry

I hope Fred Thompson gets elected because he's amazing

Oprah is cool

My daddy turned 50 and I think that's cooler

We even had a surprise party for him last night -- it was brilliant

Oprah made me love ice cream again. We went to Cold Stone Creamery and I had Cake Batter ice cream with Oreos in it.

Mar is possibly the raddest girl on this planet. I would know.

Ash is my best friend/wife/food/water/oxygen/therapist/everything and I love her and I would like her to know that well

(Though I love you too, I promise :D)

I have the creepiest sleeping pattern in the world, ranging from six hours to thirteen hours in two nights

HELL YES HOUSE IS COMING ON TUESDAAAAAAAAAAY

I'm really pissed off at The Young and The Restless because they're making Victor the bad guy and CanexLily is a total failure.

Cane is Australian. Lily is black. They're hooking them up because it's politically incorrect to just have blackxblack or whitexwhite or mexicanxmexican.

All of that is pretentious bullshit.

Also, I'd like to note that I am grey. Or like, a quarter black, whatever. It's really cool.

I AM NOT AFRICAN-AMERICAN DDDDX I AM IRISH AND CARRIBEAN! IRISH AND CARIBBEAN! YOU FOOL!

...I never remember how to spell Carribean.

I wish I wasn't depressed -- no, no don't give me that look. I'm not smiling to 'cover up my pain' or to 'make things seem alright'. I'm smiling because I am the fucking happiest person on this planet. But I'm depressed.

How?

I'm always achey. I'm always tired. I never do things I liked doing anymore. I don't hang with my friends as much. I have generally lost the ability to cry over meaningful things like my great-grandmother dying two hours before New Year's. However, as mentioned earlier, I cried when I heard the Going Merry died.

Episode 11 of Ghost Hound made me cry, too

I have this weird thing where everytime I look at the clock, it's always 3:17.

3:17 upside down is 'LIE'.

...hahaha, you just looked upside down, didn't you?

My brother is still an annoying faggot who I occasionally get along with

My sister is still an airbag/Barbie/brat who cries over me getting to take a shower first and uhh... we only get along when my mom over-yells at her for doing her work wrong

I really hope my mom doesn't send me to actual high school next year like she threatens

I still am not interested in dating

I STILL am not obsessed with hot guys

I worry that my cat is getting old and will die because I love him possibly with all my heart and soul and have had him since Kindergarten

I'm doing this impossibly sexy RP with Ash(Miyon) right now involving Naruto/Pirate crossover

Yes. Neji as a pirate. Ugh. Yesplzzzzzzzz.

Unlike most people, I don't want Itachi to die. I want Sasuke to find out that he's really not TOTALLY at fault for the clan dying and to not kill him and to have something generally like this happen:



Which is a load of pretentious bullshit but who cares

My refrigerator is bumping and making weird noises which scares the hell out of me

I feel sticky. Ugh. Need. Shower.

I'm getting people to join quizilla_lemons which is GREAT but like NOBODY IS POSTING THEIR LEMONS ON IT :| Wtf that is the point of the site you know

ELERLSAJDSA JESUS H. CHRIST THE FRIDGE JUST LIKE SANG TO ME

Oh I also want Tobi to be Obito and to remain a good boy because we all love Tobi

...Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck...

That reminds me. I wrote five Tobi mini-one-shots and Latchan is making me post the high school one :B Goddamnit.

I'm trying to stop saying "Jesus Christ" and "God damn it" because God/Jesus is my homie and I respect him, na'meen?

My mom thinks I'm the most satanic and demoralized child on the planet and never believes me when I tell her that I pray

I do pray

And I do mean it

And praying really makes me feel better, even though there might not be a God or anything after this. I see no problem with believing

I've even tested it (this will sound like bullshit but I don't care <3) when I went out in my backyard at one in the morning to go look at the stars and I thought,

"God, if you are there, give me a shooting star."

And I walked out and holy shit there was one.

Call me gullible. I am. I am.

(When I want to be.)

Off the topic of religion, this thing is getting perilously long and I'm pretty sure my computer's gonna just turn off by itself or something anytime now and I'll lose it all

But hey.

Que sera sera, no?

I'm really starting to get a hang of Japanese

I can honestly say now that I'm proud of my mom -- I catch her whistling Haruka Kanata and I Don't Love You all the time and have gotten her to like t.A.T.u

Also, she watches Death Note with meeee :) My mom wins.

However, it doesn't win that;

- She does not help me with my schoolwork
- She bitches and moans and rolls on the floor about it
- Last week she told me she wasn't going to nag anymore and guess what? I am nearly a week behind on everything now
- Because I know it will stroke her ego, I'm too scared/humiliated/ashamed to ask her to help me catch up
- When she does help, she usually does most of the work and then accuses me of not trying

I want my dad to stop smoking

I want my mom to stop bitching about her weight and be positive, because it's the pessimism that's ruining her

I hope the stray cats that live on the block are okay; we just had a huge thunderstorm

Mara has made me obsessed with Disney again and I am still totally in love with Beauty and the Beast and Cinderella and Snow White

I have "So This is Love" on repeat right now because I sing along and it makes me feel all weightless and nice

Mara is also totally going to get me to play Kingdom Hearts II again :| Damn her (ILYYYYY)

I need more excerise

I wonder what rainbows look like to colorblind people

Little Miss Sunshine is one of the greatest movies ever

I need to clean my room really badly

I'm tired

I'm itchy

I'm icky

This thing is wayyyyy too long

Goodnight!


Love,
Katherine

Does anybody here watch Ghost Hound AT ALL?

I mean, Jesus Christ (I'm sorry Lord) I CANNOT FIND EPISODE 11. UGH.

Ghost Hound is new, beeteedubbleyew. I'm sure I've mentioned it before. It's supernatural, psychological-thriller goodness -- Three boys, all connected by a kidnapping, all traumatized by something.

How so?

O.B.E.s.

Out of Body Experiences.

ARGH! AND LIKE, NOBODY WATCHES IT!

Take my advice. I am a total whore for popular animes -- the only ones I've watched all the way through are Naruto, Death Note, Inuyasha, Yu Yu Hakusho, Ouran High School Host Club, Fruits Basket, Chobits, etc. See? THE SUPER POPULAR ONES.

GHOST HOUND IS STILL FRICKING SHOWING IN JAPAN! MEHHHH.

The animation is stunning, the music is cool, it has just enough horror (NOT TOO SCARY! 8D;;;), the characters all look sexy/cute/pretty, and the storyline always has you going "HOLY SHIT NEXT EPISODE PLEAAAAAAASE?"

Feh.

But noooo. Only TWO GROUPS sub the series AND NEITHER OF THEM HAVE DONE EPISODE 11 WHICH CAME OUT DAYS AGO.

I mean, my god. I even made icons when the power went out today. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? Out of my sheer anger, I am going to convince you all to watch it AND post my icons at the same time (note that I have no icon sense and the only thing I photoshop is my mother's waistline for Christmas pictures and banners/layouts.)

Le main character, Komori Tarou (first name is Tarou). The thoughtful, determined, and a little quiet 14 year old (they're all 14) who was kidnapped at the age of three or something like that along with his seven year old sister. She died.
  

The newest transfer student, Nakajima Masayuki. He's the rather annoying, arrogant, and go-with-the-flow kid who gets on mostly everyone's nerves, but half the population of Ghost Hound's fanbase wants to get in his pants. He has a fear of heights, thanks to his "murder..."
 (*blushes* No. They're not brothers >>;;; I uhmm... am just not a HUGE FAN OF YAOI. Please don't kill me? Please?)
   


AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE; Ogami Makoto. Think of him as Sasuke, only a lot more touchy (and sexier-- I DIDN'T SAY THAT! >_>;;; I DID NOT SAY THAT. DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT.) He's Tarou's second cousin, I believe, and his father commit suicide -- right after he was accused of being the one who kidnapped Tarou and his sister? Makoto was the one who found his body; and underneath all that sexy, sultry, hot-tempered AND GLORIOUS ANGST, he really just wants a hug (FROM MEEEEE~~~ <3.) He has his O.B.E.s when he plays his guitar, and usually only goes to school when he feels like it.

    


And that's that.

Blah.

Now all of you go watch the first episode >> HERE << and JOIN quizilla_lemons 8DDD (why yes, I will shamelessly whore my site! Also, yes, I made the profile. Steal alllll you want.) >> HERE <<

We've already got what, 14 members? LET ME SEE YOUR NAME ON THAT LIST, WOMAN! <333!!

If you'd like to know, I started a lemon for Pinnochio. Uh-huh. I did, I did. Here's a line or two from it;


"On a scale of one to ten, how much do you trust me?" he purred lightly, head tilting towards yours. You demurely stared back.
"Twenty four."
He gave you the lightest kiss you were sure ever existed, and you found yourself leaning after him as he pulled away from it. He was smirking, smugly.
"So you won't mind if I do this...?"
His hand, meticulously, slid under your shirt slightly, the cold fingertips strolling carelessly up your tensing stomach. Blush invaded your cheeks and he saw you hold your breath -- his fingers stopped. And you shook your head rapidly; his eyes smoldered.


Of course that will probably be edited :| I'm so rusty. Miyon is probably going to have to do the whole thing for me D'X

BY THE WAY, congratulation to Marae! SHE'S AN AUNT <33333 SHE HAS THE MOST ADORABLE NEPHEW THAT HAS EVER EXISTED.

Grrrr. I want one :C

Anyway. I'm going to go watch Naruto. And then Oprah.

...Oprah is my hero :'D <3

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WE WANT LEMONS!

HI WORLD I'M GOING TO WRITE THIS QUICKLY as we are going out to eat in a moment.

FIRST OF ALL; Happy birthday to Lyra and my brother,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Lyra and my brother
HIPPITY HAPPITY BIRTHDAY TO LYRA AND MY LITTLE BROOOTHERRRR
Happy birthday to you :DDD

Nextly; So my mother's purse was stolen today. Very, very gay. Apparently it was left at Wal-Mart and the cashier asked the lady behind her (thinking it was hers) if it was hers.

Which it wasn't.

And the stupid whore said yes and took it. It's totally gone. We had loads of shit in there (...okay, well it wasn't really her 'purse', it was a bag she had stuff in and she carried her purse seperately) like a motherfucking hundred-something-dollar GPS and gift cards to restaraunts and probably money and coupons and things like that. So she drove up sobbing, generally. It's really horrible. Like the commercial where the guy gets his car stolen. You feel like your sinking and walls are closing in and lots of trippy stuff.

:C

LASTLY; I've had problems in the Lady Area/stomach for the past few weeks and thought it was just something normal, like cramps or something =/ THE DOCTOR THINK I HAVE inflammed ovaries, appendicitis, or the yeast infection from hell.

Great, huh?

I GOT THIS FLIPPING COOL CT SCAN THIS MORNING. Imagine a large, plastic, doughnut, very official-looking. Yeah. That's what it looks like. It was sweet~

Anyway, I'm going now :D LOVE YOU ALL BUCKETS AND BATHTUBS~

Katherine is not a morning person. Oh fuck no, she is not. Katherine enjoys taking long showers, walking under the moonlight, and sleeping in to one o'clock in the FUCKING AFTERNOON.

Today she has five hours of sleep under her belt and a dentist appointment at four. It is currently 62 degrees in the house because my mom doesn't like turning the heat on. Due to my hair and lack of sleep, I resemble Hagrid only with a lot better cleavage and the urge to puke.

Today.

Is not.

My day.


...BUT HAY N-E-WAI on a cheerfuller note, has anyone seen Dead Silence? Because I can't update Pinnochio unless someone cares to tell me the storyline >w>;; I am NOT watching a horror movie. Kimi made me watch Saw, and so I'm comfortable for the rest of my life.

WHO SAW LAW AND ORDER LAST NIGHT?! :DDDD I WOULD NOT MISS OUT ON A CHANCE TO SEE PATRICK MARTIN STUMP GO TO COURT FOR MY LIFE. He was so cute with his hair all gelled and a tux on and nervous :'D WHERE HAVE WE SEEN THIS BEFORE?

(*Dance, Dance plays in the background.*)

Okay. Yeah. Time for tea. Go download The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson.

Time: 8:01 am. They have not fucking shut off yet. And my brother is sleeping through this as I type.

HAPPY NEW YEARS~
HAPPY NEW YEAAAARRRSSS~~~!!!

HAPPY 2008, LADIES.




I feel so intimate with all of you. It's like we're all taking a fucking bath together. (-- Gerard Way.)




And that's I gots to say 'bout that <3

Edit: OKAY SO! HERE'S WHAT KAPPY GOT.

- GUITAAAAAR HERO III (Wii~~~)
- Sakura/Sweet Pea lotion/shampoo/conditioner/etc.
- LOTS OF PERFUME <3
- A biiiiiiiiig black feather boa
- PIMP HAT.
- Huge sunglasses
- $50
- Passes to Universal Studios(I looooooooove you, Grandpaaaaaa <3)
- Manga
- Pepsi
- Reeses
- Singstar
- Me and Mr. Darcy (amaindndjzing book, read it, it's so funny)
- New mp3 player because when I'm doing dishes the cord catches on the DAMN HANDLES of drawers and it flies and breaks DX
- Cameraaaa.

...I bet you my $50 that ALL OF THAT WAS TOTALLY ON SALE :DDD <3

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MERRY CHRISTMAS QUIZILLA :DDDD POST WHAT PRESENTS YOU GOT HERE!


I'll update in the morning and tell you alllll what I got <333 DREAM OF SUGAR PLUM FAIRIES, K?

x) <33


LOVE,
KAPPY.