xXr3nSnobody13Xx's Journal

It's not a Ruki story for Christmas! It's an alternative history with alice nine.! Sorry!!! Oh well! The Ruki story I'm working on is really crappy-ish, though - I'm working on it!

I'm very pissed.

OKAY! I PROMISE YOU ALL THAT THIS IS MY OFFICIAL PLAN!

I actually feel like writing a Dir en Grey story! Shocking, I'm into their older stuff (somewhere around 2003 and back) but I like some of their new stuff, too. But I've never bothered to write a fic for them.

Okay. So I've been in school for 2 weeks already. I had a bunch of homework and tests/quizzes. I saw old friends and made new friends (and almost crashed into a cute guy). My grandma decided to move to Vietnam. I get a new job. All of this equals (come on it's easy math!)... ???

Okay, I can't find the heart to continue any of my stories at the moment. But I have written a Reita mini-series out of boredom and tears (Aya Kitou).

The mini-series is called Hard to Say - based on 1 Litre of Tears, a very moving Japanese drama that actually made me cry. Arisu lived in Japan but when her cousin got diagnoised with an incurable disease and her aunt and uncle passed away, she was the only one left to take care of her younger cousins. She met Reita briefly, thenday by daythings got worse with Spinocerebellar Degeneration Disease. She met Reita again a year later and he and his friends decided to help her out.
Years pass and no sign of a cure.

It's almost finished, I just have to finish the last chapter and edit it.

After that, I'll try to update my other Reita story - then my Kingdom Hearts story and then randomly.

x--Karin

We went to Branson yesterday and went to Silver Dollar City! It was a hellova time! SO AWESOME! I have enough clips and pics for a three minute vid at the least.

We rode Wildfire and Kayla and Karla didn't even have the guts to open their eyes while I was sitting next to them - on the side of the cart - screaming, "H311 YEAH! THIS OWNS!" I got some stares. It was also my first time.
On Thunderation, I almost fell asleep - it went backwards at a fast speed and there were drops but I almost fell asleep.
On Lost River of the Ozarks, I got semi-soaked while Kayla and Karla were all the way drenched. The guys that rode with them splashed them and they didn't even get wet! So Kayla and Karla tried to splash them back but failed. When we were standing in line, I said I didn't want to get my hair wet and goth, emo, punk people, etc have awesome hair and the guy - around 15 - in front of me was staring at me like 'WTF'?
Imet up with Maty andGabby at the Giant Barn Swing because Kayla andKarla - of my group - and Mikayla and Tori - of their group - went to ride that...Thing. I didn't go because I didn't have the guts and I didn't want to lose my appetite. The same with Maty and Gabby.
We went on some other rides too, but those were the ones that I remembered so far...

~Karin
PS: Still haven't heard from Ruki.

HAHAHAHAHAH!! OMG!

My friend dared me to send Ruki (from the GazettE) a letter with a link to this YAOI one shot we found of him and Reita. I started CRACKING up so badly, but I did it anyways. It felt AWESOME while writing it. Though I found that copying and pasting didn't work so well, so I had to write out the link. T.T

But when I clicked send, I remembered that I entered BOTH our names. I started giggling knowing that it was done though!!! I'm not sure if other people did it before us but I don't care. We just did it for fun and laughs.

...I wonder if he'll reply... What'll he say...?

...whoa... This just got more fun!!! OH SNAP! I GOTS A SCRIPT TO MEMORIZE!!!

~Karin

Okay. I'm not in love with the New Quizilla, but I don't hate it either. I don't like it very much, but not to the point where I hate it. I deal with this kind of stuff and you guys should too.

I admit, things got confusing for me but I guess I'll get used to it. I won't be updating my stories until ALL of my stuff gets back here. I'll be having random Quizzes and one shots though, I guess. ...Once the Quizzes and One Shot folders get back here or I'll have to start a new one.

I'm still in my Japanese Rock phase. I've found lots of funny pictures of Reita, Hiroto, and others as well. I think I might post a Hiroto One Shot, I've partly finished it on MicrosoftWord. I might also have a Hiroto story after I finished Reita or my Roxas mini-series. Speaking of mini-series, the first chappy of the Sora mini-series WAS a draft until something happened to it... It wasn't brought over, and if it gets published, I will have to delete it or something because it's NOT done.

I hope this information of mine gets through your head well, because it's still trying to get to me...AND I'M THE AUTHOR OF MY STORIES!!!! Kinda in shock if you haven't noticed.

~Karin

You know about the show?

The first show was a complete screw-up.
Let me tell you about it. In the songs:

Song One: I screwed up a dance move.
Song Two: Getting better! ... Cheyenne! Watch out - you hit a chair!
Song Three: ...This was okay.
Song Four: It was okay...
Song Five: OMG! Someone said my name! Is someone staring at me?! *Turns around* Wth? Nobody's there...EEP! I screwed up!
Song Six: Do I clap now? AH! Missed it!!! Wait! So did Cheyenne! I'm okay!!!
Reprise: ...This was the best I've did.

Lines.
After dress rehearsal. Hawkins went up to me and goes, "Karin, your line is HILARIOUS!"
I was like, "It was in the d4mn script!!!"
Then I remembered that during the first show and almost laughed when I was going to say that.
But when second show, the ones where my friends show up at.
Shurlana: "GO KARIN! GO KARIN! YOU GET SASSY!"
Bailey: "YAH! YOU GOT SPUNK, GIRL!"
HR Teacher: "I heard you loudly and clearly, you had voice! You were MARVELOUS."
Band Teacher (HR teach's husband): "Weren't you in that play?" *I nod* "You were exellent! Fantastic!"
During the Hillbilly skit of the play
There's this guy playing Bob and he made this really funny voice and he screwed up everyone's lines. But on the bright side, he made everyone laugh more - even me!!!

...Yup...
I bought these sushi shaped erasers and now I want to stuff them in someone's mouth so they can spit it out like I do with real sushi!!!

~Karin

I'm so nervous, the show starts in 45 minutes! I am not ready! I mean I am ready, I know my lines - I have my costume. But I can't stop fidgeting!

I already screwed up some chorography during dress rehearsal and now it's our first show!

WHY MUST I ALWAYS GET NERVOUS AT FIRST SHOWS?!?!? I'm okay with the second and third and fourth, etc. because it's AFTER the first show!

But I'm so nervous!!! This is a show where I actually have to do tacky/chessy dance moves!!! It was directed by our teacher for goodness' sake!!!

OMG! OMFG!

~Karin

It's almost there but I'm not sure if we are!!! That's okay though because I'm sure that the audience will understand!!!

...I'M IN A MUSICAL/PLAY THING!!!

It's for little kids though, around K-6. Our director says that she wanted the children to know where our pop culture came from: jazz. And so the play is about jazz music, I'm not that into jazz but I've sang and heard jazz here and there.

It's about this boy named Riff who really likes loves jazz but his friends don't. So they get in a fight, then Charlie Parker and other jazzers come in, like moi: Mary Lou Williams. That's who I am.
So along the storyline, we learn where jazz started and all the branches of jazz - bebop, swing, ragtime, blues, etc - and eventually...it ends...

Today, random and social news, an interesting rumor came up in science.
Ashley (B!tch) and Rachel (dumb blonde) were making out in the bathroom, that was the rumor. It was not true because Rachel NEVER went to the bathroom. Stupid school liars.
Jeevas and Irie HUGGED me. I was like, "Are you on POT?" And they nodded. IT WAS A JOKE THOUGH.
Then I noticed a guy staring at me, like STRAIGHT at me...
There was also a guy talking to Zach, who didn't noticed me and screamed when he turned around and saw me. I'm a silent goth in school but crazy goth out of class...Get used to it.
My math teacher's making me take an AP Exam for next year too... I almost started crying because I thought I sucked at math and I probably won't need to use it very much when I get to my goal: becoming an author/writer.

...That's pretty much it.
~Karin

GAH!

I am VERY pissed at the moment, thank you very much!
Limewire is not working with me and when I checked iTunes, it shocked me and paralyzed me for enternity.

My Limewire thing said to update sercurity, basically reinstall the whole thing, and so I did. It said that it was corrupted and I can't download crap anymore. And I am NOT deleting the previous stuff I got from it! MY MUSIC IS TOO SPECIAL!!!
So after four tries, I got very pissed at it and depressed...Sorta.

So I go on iTunes to find out that they barely have any J-Rock/Visual Kei. I found Dir en Grey and Ayabie. That's it. No Miyavi, no Kra, no Kagrra, no GazettE, and no alice nine.
I was on rampage. But then again... I knew that Limewire didn't have any Kra stuff either.
I found Utada Hikaru and Ayumi Hamasaki but not Yui Makino or Nami Tamaki as well...

I need to scream and cry so please... Help me somehow.

Maybe Limewire will work tomorrow, who knows.

~Karin

Oh my Gackt...

TESTING WEEK HAD JUST ENDED AND I NEED TO CELEBRATE!!! Ahem.

Well... My AP-English teacher made a deal with us, the AP-Class. There's this thing going on called the South African Book Drive and Ms. XXXXX challenged us to bring at LEAST 300 books, it's already done cuz she sent an email to her former student saying that we WILL donate at least 300 books but she was hoping that we get to 500. So there's that, if we succeed then on Friday, she will have to dress in South African garbs, play bongos and dance in front of the whole entire grade. It'd be so sweet; I have to find books to donate though. (Grabs hat and flashlight)

Also, we're having a full-out party at school tomorrow. AND TRYSTIN BETTER STOP CALLING ME A |)4MN COMMUNIST!!! Just because my folks were from South Vietnam and some of my family are Chinese DOES NOT mean that I'm a communist, gawd. I'm an American, a patriot...democratic person...

Not big with politics. sorry. Also, choir practices were cancelled so I spent 10 minutes knocking at my apartment door because I forgot my keys. They went to a nearby Wal-Mart.

Meh... I have a HUGE obsession with J-Rock now. OH YEAH! We're buying a house, I may have to transfer schools. (I am not 18, but in my cosplay story - IT'S IN THE FUTURE!!!) ...or I'll stick with my own school. It all depends.

~Karin

True story... or...stories.

Karin: 'Ello Maty! Oh yeah! I went to go see Prom Night.
Maty: So you went by yourself but not with ME?
Karin: No, I went with some old friends.
Maty: Oh. When did you go see it? Was it good?
Karin: Friday night - had 9 hours to kill after I skipped school ~.^ - and it was b.o.r.i.n.g.
Maty: o.O How is Prom Night BORING? It's a frickin' HORROR movie that happens to be rated PG-13.
Karin: It's boring, end of story. I almost fell asleep but Katrina and Lauren screamed in my ear.

>>>Comment about my weirdness?<<<

Maty: STOP STALKING HER!
Mr. Computer Lab Teacher: I'm not stalking her! I just happen to there. Kari...sMiLe.
Karin: (The dude's face will always be screwed up.)
Maty: I think that you even stalk her on weekends, right, Karin?
Karin: I DID see him on Halloween.
Maty: SEE!?!?!

>>>He doesn't stalk me but he's weird.<<<

Zach: You're a goth?!
Karin: Maaybe...Is there a problem with it?
Zach: No! It's just...weird that my girlfriend is your friend and you're her friend.
Maty: She did scare me a little bit at the beginning of the year.
Rachel: Yeah...You did freak me out, Karin.
Karin: Nice to know guys. -.-# *sticks up ring finger instead of middle finger* I'm just being nice with ya'll now.

>>>I'm friends with preps HOW?<<<

Ruki: What are you doing?
Karin: What are YOU doing?
Ruki: I asked you first.
Karin: I asked you second.
Ruki: Touche`
Karin: Whatevs. *Goes back to listening to music*
Aoi: Karin, you should get a lip-ring.
Karin: Don't they hurt like crap?
Aoi: ...You'll never know unless you try...
Kai: Don't listen to him, Kari-chan. Unless you actually want a lip-ring.
Karin: I do want a lip-ring but then... (People that aren't like you guys would flip out.)
Reita: Just get one if you want one and is willing to have one!
Uruha: Karin with a lip-ring... *Wonders*

>>>Haha...Really bored and have to go back to testing week now...<<<

~Karin

I went to see the late-showing of Prom Night yesterday. I thought it was pretty...lame, boring, etc. It wasn't that scary and the plotline was just too...plain. It had no twists - twists make the story interesting of course.

But the plotline is better than Napolean Dynomite's "plotline."

Before the late showing we went to the mall and I treated my buddy and I with ice-cream to make up for the belated birthday present. Also...I had to pay for her Starbucks. We took random pictures, too...which is going to go on her MySpace.

But it was just like that...and crowded. People started laughing for some reason though...in the movies.

~Karin

OMG! LOL!

Haha... Now that I had my fun. Why I'm laughing is that in math, our teacher thought of a memorizing thing for metric and so she told us what it is - "King Henry Declared Marriage During Certain Months" - and so Claire goes, "It has my name in it!" (De-CLAIRE) and I'm like, "Yeah. It does. We should DE-CLAIRE the world."
So she was oblivious and she goes, "Yeah, Kari- KARIN! THAT'S SO MEAN!" You're the conceited one, Claire, not me - you're kinda full of yourself. So she goes off telling people what I said while I started laughing about how long it took her to figure it out, just like the time I told Kenzi that blonde suits her. (She talks about different hair color and has blonde for her hair and yeah...)
So Claire tells our math teacher and she turned to me (my face was red from laughing too hard) and goes, "Karin! I thought you were nice!" and Claire agreed with her. Nobody except my friends knows me though.

I got a part in the play, sadly it's from jazzer because we were having a jazz play. Didn't know why I auditioned, just bored. I'm Mary Lou Williams or somebody...

The sad part of the day is that we were watching a documentary in social studies and the "black" people had these "tests" that somebody goes, "Who's the good doll?" "Who's the bad doll?" "Which baby doll is black?" "Which is white?" and then, "Which one looks like you?" It was sad, I almost started screaming.

I also ALMOST got ran over by a bus today. I was walking around the neighborhood and the wind was strong so my hair was everywhere and I tried to fix it and there was a bus right in front of me and I'm like, "OH MY GAWD! RUN!!!"

-Karin

The first week of the last quarter seemed to "fly by."

Something completely random happened in social studies, we were all of a sudden talking about the 2nd meaning to "boob" - stupid - and yeah...
Jeevas thinks I'm emo and cuts myself when I don't.
Should I join the yearbook staff next year? ...I want to take French though...but I might not even go to Canada...
Choir fundraiser was tasty. They have to sell this "butter braid" bread and because I was a reporter, I had to taste it and it was muy yummy.
Jorge got back from ISS and I HATE him. I sit by him in my math class.
KeTToBaSe! still trying to get a stupid camcorder.

...I should really work on my stories but I don't really feel like it...I'm not inspired anymore!!! THAT'S SUCKS AND YET I HAVE ALL THESE GREAT IDEAS!!! Anyways... I want to know if ANYONE is reading KeTToBaSe or my original story as well as if they're reading my Kingdom Hearts story and Reita story or if they're going to read my Train Heartnet story or want a D. Gray-Man story. You can email me at xxSakuraKeys13xx@hotmail.com or message me. I also want to be part of a Roxas/Reita fanclub if there is one... Online that is.
-Karin

So it's not the end of the week yet, but it sure feels like it. A lot has happened.

1. A girl named Kimberly died in a housefire with her 4 other bros and sis.  Yet her parents made it out alive. One of the siblings was only FIVE and didn't go to KINDERGARTEN yet.  A girl named Trissa laughed when she read the email sent to every teacher in the building about it to discuss with us. We're planning to wear pink/blue on Friday and plant a memorial tree for her and Earth day.
2. Zach is dating my friend, Maty. And this was the one that thought I stalked him just because I knew his stupid last name.
3. Grades, all A's again.
4. Choir is going to Missouri for "fun" and I'm coming with - stupid school reporter status.

...and I forgot. But in story news.

My first Train Heartnet story will be out around...Saturday or Sunday. (No promises but thank you lovealchemist for the KAWAII picture).
I might be putting up the first chapter of a D. Gray-Man story.
Cammy's Ouran High School Host Club one shot with no romance will be posted someday along with canyouseeme's one shot.

updates for my active stories:
-Reita
-Roxas/Sora
-Cosplay

I'm a lazy arse with my original one, sorry if you started to enjoy it!!!

-Karin

Ah-blah-blaaah...

I'm kinda p.o.ed at the moment.

BUT TO KEEP YOU UPDATED:
A guy named Jorge beat up Trystin because he called him gay during the beginning of science. Mrs. XXXXX was sick. Claire ran and got Mrs. XXXXXX and they got busted, then she had to go get her husband, the band teacher, and stuff like that. The whole time Gabby was going, "We're going to die." They both got ISS.
Kayla doesn't want me as her best friend anymore because I accidentally cussed in front of her and sent her a story preview with pictures she didn't like. (They were "emo" pictures.)
I am friends again with Priscilla who kinda turned girly.
"We" (meaning the school) won our choir comp.
I got hit by a tether ball.
Maty and I played Guitar Hero in choir (it was our day off) and then went crazy, me barely even acknowledging Kayla's prescence at the time (I'm mean T,T).
I got freaked out by this game. Maty took the blonde test and she's a dumb blonde (failed all the questions).
We watched a movie at the end of the day.
SPRING BREAK!!!

I'm still kinda sad that Kayla dumped me of best friend, now I've got no one to tease... FOR NOW!!! But I'm going to get over this because she barely even knows me because I'm "mysterious" to her while I know pretty everything about her.

-Karin