xXx-OutxTherexGirl-xXx's Journal

Alright, so, messages. Haha, I was going to mention them yesterday, but it totally slipped my mind.

Messages. I haven't answered mine in like...a month, a little more than that. I'm sorry about that. I'll answer them on my new account as soon as I can. And that's probably going to be sometime this weekend. So...yeah. I know I'm absolutely horrible when it comes to messages, but I'll be good again. Promise! hehe.

So...I think that's it. If I think of anything ELSE then I will make another journal. But soon all of my journaling will stop on this account and be on the other account...maybe. I'm not sure if I'll use it or not. Oh well. Comment, check out my new account.

Much love,
Ra[y]chel

Hey guys, it's been awhile. I know. I'm sorry. But I've discovered something. And I've been thinking about it all day. And I've figured out the easiest thing for my schedule and such. So, I've gotten a new account. This is as of...hmm, I don't know. Maybe a week ago. But yeah.

I'm giving up on my stories on this account...for now. I'm doing an original story at the moment. It's called 'Fight and Defend' and I'm very excited about it. After I'm done with that I will be editing 'I'll Stand By You.' And much later my Ryan story.

Right now I am NOT deleting my stories. But I will deleting my homepage with a link to my new account. My story on there won't be posted for a couple of days, but still. If you want add me, it'll be great. And message me. I absolutely love new people. Haha.

Anyway, I'm pretty sure that's all I have to say. If I think of more I'll make another journal. Yepp. =]

So....umm, yeah. Just letting you guys know.

Much love,
Ra[y]chel

I'm going to be on vacation on Thanksgiving, so I would like to wish you all a happy one. Hope everything goes well!

Anyway, the real reason for this journal is a heads up that I'm going to be gone next week and can't update. I would update tomorrow but I have to do three essays...so that's probably out of the question. And then I'm leaving monday for....-drum roll- Las Vegas!! Yay!!! I'm super duper excited.

Just an fyi, I have three one-shots, maybe more and a Pete update soon. When I get home another journal about updates will be posted.

Well, I love you all, have a good week next week,
Ray

Well, Happy Halloween guys! It was ok. I mean, not all great. But fun all the same. It would have been better if I didn't have homework! =P Then again, I always have homework.

Anyway, if you guys think I quite my stories...I didn't! I swear! I'm working on both my stories and two one-shots. Pretty soon three. But still....please forgive me. Realize that I've lost me time, and I type whenever I can. I just have new goals for chapters, taking it a longer time to get them out. So, basically what I'm trying to say is don't lose hope on me. I'm always around!!!

Anyway, tell me about your Halloween...was it awesome?

Lots of love,
Ra[y]chel

Seriously! I just uploaded Microsoft Word 2007 for my mama and...golly, that is hard to work with!!! It's so different from 2003. I was going to update three things tonight, but I couldn't get it to work! By friday three things should be out.
Plus, my quotes were disappearing..I figured out why, but now I have to add them. =/
Can you tell I'm not in a good mood? I'm actually talking normal. Talk about different.

So...Daryl one-shot should be out by friday! I promise this time!!! You can shot me if it isn't!!!

Umm...i guess that's it. I'm turning into a good student...that's worth mentioning! I'm making sure I finish my homework...I don't want to fail this year! That would be horrible!

That's it...please comment. I would tell you, but rather not say why I'm not in a bad mood.

Please comment, it makes me feel better! Yuck I have to do 20 minute run in PE tomorrow. Hopefully I can beat seven laps.

Love,
Ra[y]chel

Song: We Are Broken- Paramore

This has been a great weekend. I went homecoming shopping on friday evening...didn't get anything, but it was fun anyway.
Then friday evening I went to Late Night at the Y. That was hella cool. We played with bottles, dodgeball, basketball, monsterball, -sigh- it was great. Some of the guys wouldn't leave me alone, though. Talk about annoying.
Anyway, yesterday kinda sucked, went shopping with the family. Eww! But, I spent the night at a friends house, and we watched 'House' all night, so it's all good. This morning we took crazy pictures on my camera! =]]
I know you guys don't care, but I was in such a crappy mood on thursday, I just have to prove all is well.

As for the guy I wanted to go to homecoming with...FUCK HIM!!! He's immature and fucking retarded.
Okay, so, he asked this one girl to homecoming and she said yes. Then my 'friend' called him to ask...and he said yes. And instead of explaining it to the girls he's just ditching them to play Halo at home. How fucking retarded is that? If you're a guy reading this...please tell you would have to guts to talk to each girl...!!!!!

Anyway...now I'm going to talk about fucked up quizilla!!! My messages are GONE! Poof. Disapear. Vanish. No more.
I'm sure your guys are, too. So, I guess if I was talking to you I'll message you or you can message me. If you're not talking to me...message me. New people are badass! Especially my new friend Skyler from Late Night...but I won't get into that.

Now...updates. I should be doing homework right now, so I will once I finish posting this...but tonight I'm going to write my ass off! School sucks, it's making me incapable of doing my dearly beloved. (Wow...preverted much?!?) So...yeah.
Expect updates soon.

I know not many people read this, but if you read it to the very end...then please comment? I love knowing people actually care.

Love,
Rachel

P.S. I'm HYPER!!!! And online, talk to me on aim: KlutzyxGal22

I'm using this to vent. I'm so fucking upset it's ridiculous. My evening went down the toilet the minute my mommy left and I was home alone. Yep....

First off my dog kept attacking me and attacking me while I was trying to do homework.
Then, I put him in the garage because I couldn't stand him, and then 30 minutes...30 minutes!!!!!!! I come back out and discover he literally tore up the garage...and I had to clean it up. It's not my fault, my mommy said it was ok to put him in the garage while I did my homework!!!
Ok, then...I found out the guy I wanted to ask to homecoming tomorrow got asked by my friend and he said yes. I really wanted to go with him. But like I was telling Jazzy Girl, that's not why I'm upset. I'm upset because for like five day's I've been trying to ask him, but I always chicken out! Now, I regret being a chicken and not straight up asking him. It's ruined my whole evening.

Now, that my venting...kinda...is over, heres' the status on updates:
Daryl One-shot
Ryan story
Pete story

Another one-shot might be out soon since I feel so horrible!!!

Well, I'm going to bed kiddies. I'll get my stories out ASAP!!!!!!! They're coming out horrible, but yeah.

Please comment, it's always a nice way to cheer me up!
Love,
Rachel

Hey there everyone,

-sigh- I was so looking forward to posting tonight. I was writing all day, really into it. Hoping to update a lot of things. Well, not really a lot, mostly Pete, Ryan and a one-shot.

Well, that won't be happening-not tonight at least-I don't know when.
My internet is down on my laptop...and my writing is on there. And I refuse to retype it! The reason I can't put it on this computer-family-is because I lost my hard drive =[[ Talk about depressing!

Anyway, I'm sorry. I aplogize. I know that I need to update Pete...and I will. Eventually!

I'm apologize once again, leave comments to let me know I'm forgiven! =[[

Love,
Rachel

Hey guys,
I know, it's been awhile. I'm sorry! I owe you an explanation, and here it is.

I've been very busy, no joke. High school is a bitch and giving me homework, my social life is going up -rolls eyes-, and basically I'm hooked on the Twilight series. I'm now on New Moon, it's not as great as the first one so far, and I don't think it will be. But oh well. Anyway...

No updates tonight, I'm tired and have to take a shower. I went to the Mariner's game...in a suite, haha, talk about awesome. And they won in the last inning, 2 to 1. And it was thanks so Ichiro, naturally. Hehe. Sweet.
Oh, and no updates tomorrow, spending the night at Jazzy girls and I'm spending the day with her at wild waves (mostly enchanted park though, sorry hon!!!)

I hope you guys are looking forward to my updates as I am reading them. Let me know that I'm not wasting my time writing this! I would feel SO much better!!

Well, off to take a shower...at 11:40, oh well.

Goodnight,
Much love,
Rachael (Hehe, changing my spelling, like this better. do you, too?)

P.S. Sorry if you haven't gotten messages from me. I haven't had time. Ugh!!!!!!! I feel horrible!!! I will get to those as soon as possible.

Sorry guys...no updates tonight!! I promise to update tomorrow night. Tonight I was busy, I came home, read and came on the computer. Mostly, I've been answering messagings...for like an hour. Jesus Christ! Sorry, don't wanna sound like I'm bragging.

Anyway, tomorrow A LOT of updates will coming...well three at the most. Mostly because I just started reading 'Twilight' and I can't put it down. I'm already to chapter 10 and dying to know what happens next, so, I'm typing this as fast as possible!!

So, I hope all of ya'll understand because I know I left in a bad part of my Ryan story...and for that I'm sorry. I meant to update the next night, which would have been yesterday. I'm horrible. Sorry! I have homework...which is going to be done on sunday...at 8. Hehe, I truly am horrible.

Anyway, best wishes to you guys on this fabulous night!!
Love ya'll,
Rach

Sorry for becoming a journal whore in like the last twenty-four hours!! Last one for awhile...promise!!! =]]

But anyway...this is about updates!! I've been trying to write my story on the family computer...but it's not the same without my document. It's just..-sighs- I hope you understand. I'm going to post as soon as possible. But I'm writing the chapter...slowly, but surely. It's just not the same!! Plus, I'm heartbroken over my laptop, so I'm still getting over that!! =[[

So, please comment to let me know you're ok with this!! =[[

Sorry guys, I might or might not update tonight! My life is on my laptop and my dog fucking chewed the charger cord! Ugh! I have a SUCKY battery and I can't charge this. Now I only have 44 minutes left!! =[[ So, I'm going to have to go on the fucken family computer!! =P Stupid!!!!!!!! I'm SO pissed off because of how much it costs to replace the stupid cord AND battery...like $300. Stupid!!!

I hope I can get a charger, though I have so many fucking pictures on here its ridiculous! So...yeah. I might be on my family computer....but all my writing files are on here!! =[[

Love ya guys, comment to make me feel better!
Rachel

Fuck yeah!!! I had the best time ever tonight!!!! I went to Bumbershoot with Jaz and......OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's the story. We went there and immediately went to line up to get good seats at the main stage center.

Oh, and for those of you who don't know Bumbershoot is a music festival!

Well, tonight they were having Panic! At The Disco!! *squeals like lame fan girl* So, of course we wanted good seats, but her parents felt like being mean and saying we couldn't be in the mosh pit. But after we waited for like two hours we found that the seats were really far away!!! So, we went against her parents and went into the mosh pit anyway. =]]

Well, the other bands playing were Schoolyard Heroes(a screamo band) and Gym Class Heroes. Well, when Gym Classes Heroes were playing their first song we saw Ryan watching them. Well, I saw him. He was standing behind this curtain that was kind of see threw. But anyway, I looked at him for a moment and realized, 'That's Ryan fucking Ross!' Soon he turned and looked at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not kidding!!! So, I waved, and he waved back!!! *squeals like crazy fan girl* Than we locked eyes for like three seconds. Not much, but I'VE FUCKING LOCKED EYES AND WAVED AT AND RECIEVED A WAVE FROM RYAN FUCKING ROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, yeah. Right now I can barley consontrate. I'm so HAPPY right now!! Oh and Panic! played two new songs off of their new CD. In all I've heard three new songs!!
They are: True Love, Nine in the Afternoon, and Middle of Summer. All great songs!!!!!

Anyway, I'm probably boring you with all my HAPPINESS!!! So, I'll go. But I can't answer messages, neither can I type anything up. Sorry. I'm tired, happy, and sore. It can get to a persons head. I can't think straight, that would be a WEIRD story!!! *nods*

Anyway, comment me and tell me how much I didn't bore you!!!

Lots of love,
Rach

P.S. HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SPENCER SMITH!!!!!!!!

Sorry, just started listening to ipod!! I'm like attached to this thing. Hehe. =]]

Anyway, this isn't about my ipod. Though, I wouldn't mind. But to move on, I'm sorry!! The updates have been horrible! And I'm sorry to say, but won't get any better with school starting! But I am going to update best to my advantage. But usually what I do is when I'm bored of my story I write a one-shot, than I'm usually ready to continue it! *shrugs* I'm weird like!!!

Oh, and I got a new homepage!! Check it out! Comment my cbox, go crazy!!! Sorry, I'm hyper. Mostly because I'm excited because 1. I get my haircut tonight. 2. I get to Panic! At The Disco at bumpershoot tomorrow!! (And Jennifer I won't forget what you told me!! =D) 3. I get to go shopping galore on Sunday. 4. I'm spending the day and having a sleepover with someone I haven't hung out in awhile!
All in all, it's going to be a great weekend!! I'm going to write to my best ability! You can't trust me on that one!!!

So, I better quite talking before you get bored!!

Hey ya'll,

Umm, I'm leaving in like six hours for the airport. I didn't have ANY time to write tonight. I'm sorry, but TONS of stuff will be ready when I get back. I would see if anyone wanted a one-shot, but I won't see who wants one and the info, so you guys will get a chance when I get back.

Maybe one of my aunts will have internet. That would be nice. I doubt it, though. Well, they do, but I won't get a chance to do on it. If I do don't count on an update if you see me on. Sorry.

I get back next Saturday, expect updates Sunday or Saturday. Not sure what time we get in.

Well, I guess if you want a one-shot fill the following info out and I will get to it as soon as possible!!!

Username:
Name:
Looks:
Personality:
Heartthrob:
Banner: (Optional)
Other Infor: (This is a title or story plot. It's optional.)

So, wish me luck on writers block and with my realitives. I don't think my cousins like me. Oh well.

Please comment to let me know I was missed,
&hearts Rach

Hey guys,

I'm posting about updates and Hiatus on my story.
Right now I'm going through tormenting writers block for EVERYTHING...gah! It sucks!!!

AnyWHO (I did that for you Jaz), Saturday MORNING at like four o'clock I'm leaving to visit some relatives. I don't know how long I'm going to be gone. My parents have failed to tell me. I do know though that I'm bringing my laptop and going to write as much as possible. Hopefully the trip will get me out of my slump!!

I will try to post as many things as possible tomorrow, but I have to pack, go to registration for school, drop my doggie off, and much MUCH more. So, I will only have time at night and who knows if my writing is good enough for my liking.

So, I will post another journal tomorrow on more info.

If you care please comment, it would be nice to know.

Nobody starts out great, you're level of greatness depends on your self confidence ability to believe in yourself.
-Me

Title: -00-Love Never Wanted Me{Peter Wentz Squeal}
Main Main: Pete Wentz
Main Character: Riley Elizabeth Harlow

Summary: Riley is back and bigger than ever...literally. The pregnancy test she took with Pete was dead wrong and it turns out she is pregnant. Who knew? Any who, Riley doesn't want anyone to find out it's Pete's baby, so she's lying and talking about how it's her abusive boyfriends, who she doesn't find out is abusive until she tries to break-up with him. Patrick, who she is still living with, but doesn't see as often because his band had made it semi-big in some short months, suspects something, but believes the baby is Davey's otherwise. Now, Riley believes Pete is out of her life for good, but she doesn't know how wrong she is! With the wedding coming up she is forced to meet Pete again, seeing her pregnant gives him some big surprises. But Pete will stop at nothing to get her to admit the babies his, or to get told she loves him. This story is filled with love, romace, abuse, comedy, but it will touch anyone and everyone in different emotional ways!

Hey you lovely guys,

Don't worry, I'm not going to get emotional, this is STRICTLY business!!!

So, now that I'm done with my first Peter story a squeal WILL be coming. Mostly likely out Sunday...at the latest!!!
Umm, also I'm writing one-shot's now. You have to be patient, but trust me, I WILL get them out!!

My To Do List:
Finish story
(Done) Get new homepage layout
(Done) Write joint account story
(Working on) One-shots

That's basically how they're coming, and if you gave me info, trust me, I have it and a story WILL come soon!

So, now, I'm off to write the joint account story before I have to get off in fourty minutes. Wish me luck!!

The one who wants EVERYONE to comment in celebration of finishing her first story,
Rach

I just got chapter 19 out!!
It's hard to believe I only have 1 more chapter left and then I'm done, but then I have a squeal I'm still trying to plan out.

I know most people don't care about that sh-crap, so I'll get to the point: If anyone wants a one-shot I'm glad to write one. I have no life ever since I moved, so I have TOO much time on my hands. All I need is:
Name:
Looks:
Personality:
Hottie:
Banner (Optional)
Other Info:

I know most people won't respond, but I'm ok with that, I just need something to do. Don't expect any tonight, though, I'm spending the night at my aunts who doesn't have internet. That's why I updated so early.

The one who is bored and wants people to comment,
Rach